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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 7:41 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 14

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However, scientists and the educated public are not supposed to be like that. It is our job to be looking squarely into the face of these forces of denial and potential apocalypse and to be seeking to understand the human condition and human psychology in light of them. It is our duty then to inform the rest of us about what we see so that we might have a chance of reversing our self-destructive tendencies.

Whether the educated public and the multitude of scholars actually are fulfilling their mission in these times is debatable. 

Regardless, my thesis is that when we do this, when we look foursquare into the face of the global crisis and its accompanying denial, we find that  these unprecedented global factors contribute to a unique and unprec- edented human condition and psychology. I have seen a bumper sticker  proclaiming, “If you’re not angry, you’re not paying attention!” It could as easily say, however, “If you’re not alarmed,” fearful, anxious, depressed ... you name it, “You’re not paying attention!” 

I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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@arty-san.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 9:45 AM

How are baby bats born without falling to the ground?

And note how their wings are tiny when they're small.

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 12:29 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS II: Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* (2022) by Michael Adzema.

Ch 46, p. 17

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No doubt, activities such as gymnastics, flying, and skydiving are reactions to these uncomfortable feelings. Such pastimes are attempts to run away from the discomfort of entrapment and no-exit — which feelings continue to plague us as adults, as we ever re-create that which we did not integrate and “process” at the time of initially experiencing it — which claustrophobic-like feelings superseded and overlaid the earlier bliss state. Thus, we seek to re-create and re-stimulate those earlier blissful feelings in us through adult experiences of weightlessness, swimming, dancing, surfing, hot tubbing. I need to add loving sexuality to that — particularly in its re-stimulating blissful memories of re-union with an Other who is all-accepting, all-embracing, and eminently kind. I need to include also the seduction of the experience of being religiously reborn.5 

I cannot leave the topic of floating without pointing to the most obvious and frequent activity of humans to re-create the weightless  experience of BPM I — swimming. Being in water simulates the gravity- free state of our earliest life. It is one of the commonest activities of  humans. Naturally, in that same category would be bathing.

Even our depictions of release from the constraints of physical existence are viewed through this BPM I veil of blissful weightlessness — whether it is the evangelical Christian idea of “the rapture,” where people…

46. HEAVEN 

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@birth-suit.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 9:17 PM

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Angel Heart Movie (1987)
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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:33 PM

*FALLS FROM GRACE* CH 4. p. 23

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PRE/PERINATAL PSYCHOLOGY AND PHENOMENON OF RE-EXPERIENCE

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Frank Lake

Breathwork, First Trimester, Early Experience as Foundation for Myths

Frank Lake, though less well-known again, has probably been the premier theoretician on the topic of prenatal events during the first three months of gestation. Just prior to his death in the early eighties, he wrote a culmination of his thirty-year investigation into pre- and perinatal influence in two works titled Tight Corners in Pastoral Counselling and The First Trimester. In these works he goes beyond his other works (for example, 1966) in placing the roots of all later experience, and in particular, distress, at the first three months of physical existence.

Lake began his investigation of re-experience in 1954. Like Stanislav Grof, he did this using LSD, initially, in the psycholytic therapy that was being developed at that time to facilitate therapeutic abreaction.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:12 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 29

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APOCALYPSE – NO!

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…well as that of it emerging from the mouth — as examples, the “volcano-new-species” episode of The X Files and the dance hall scene in “Jacob’s Ladder” — indicating fetal emergence mixed with ungentle neonatal mouth clearing, as mentioned above.

Membrane Walls

But this new variation of “fetal emergence” has human faces pushing through membrane-like elastic walls!

Ventura Out of the Womb

A good example of this occurs in the movie, “Ace Ventura, Pet Detective, When Nature Calls.” In the Ace Ventura movie, Jim Carrey emerges from inside a mechanical rhino with virtually all birth elements evident.

He is holed up in a hot and suffocating “womb” — that is, he is inside the rhino.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:05 PM

*WOUNDED DEER & CENTAURS* Ch 6, p 57

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WOMB WITH A VIEW

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Chapter 6  

Womb with a View:  

Everything You Believe, You Learned as a Fetus ... Overview of Prenatal and Perinatal  Psychology, Part Two  

Later Theorists: Societal Implications, Psychohistory, Birth and Prenatal, The Secret Life of the Unborn Child
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 6:17 PM

*PLANETMATES* KEYNOTE 1, p. 8

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Economics to Piss on You

I pondered, is it funny, or horrible, that I had been making money hand over fist as I kept shorting the market, buying only puts, having  fully expected this crash ever since Bush had put in his tax-cuts-for- the-rich policy in his first year of office?3 

I expected this crash to come near the end of the W’s second term, like had happened to Reagan who had employed the same asinine throw-money-at-the-rich policy. Both presided over huge transfers upward to the already “filthy rich.” They did this fully aware that these folks would not spend it to create jobs, but instead would buy yachts and — one big rage of the Reagan era — expensive art, which they bid through the roof, making headlines in those days, as one art object after another would break a new record. At the time, we all thought: “Great idea, Ron baby. Now you just tell me how money locked up in art will somehow create jobs and tinkle down on the poor?”

PLANETMATES: THE GREAT REVEAL

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 5:22 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p 14

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I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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…attention, put out, published, and promulgated by the best scientists of our time, mixed in with the more mundane messages of our daily newspapers and nightly newscasts, though we mostly turn our ears from them. Still, you are aware of them, else you would not have this book in your hands right now.

There are other types of folks, however, the ones who will never see a book like this. There will always be those that will have their heads in the sand and will be cast about like flotsam upon the waters by the events swirling around them — impotent in the face of them and dependent upon other’s actions for the result. If you are one, know we’re trying to save you, too.

Assuming you are not one of them — a good bet, if you are reading this — there is much to say about the current apocalyptic trends.

But even those of us aware of this crisis hardly think of it. Of course it is our normal psychic defenses that operate to keep this huge awareness out of our daily minds. We must do this in order to be able to function. But perhaps, for some of us, our defenses work too well — so much so that we unthinkingly participate in and contribute to our own demise. This is classic neurotic self-sabotaging, self-destruction on a macro scale.
@hiphopultimate.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 2:00 PM

A UK woman gave birth to a baby boy while walking out to an ambulance. An unexpected and dramatic birth moment that left everyone stunned!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 12:48 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS II: Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* (2022) by M. Adzema

Ch 46, p. 17

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46. HEAVEN 

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Indeed, that kind of precise and perfect unity with others is what dancers seek and re-create in the choreographed dance routines they do with others. Perfectly synchronized marching routines, as band or military members train to do, fit also into this category. These are all, at base, attempted re-creations of that perfect synergy of one’s actions with a mother’s biological processes and emotional states, which characterizes some of the best of our times in the womb.

It is even better if it defies gravity, as our experience in the womb seemed to do. Gymnastics and break-dancing are perfect re-creations of  blissful womb experience. We can move euphorically in three-dimensional space, overcoming the constraints of gravity. This was precisely our  experience in early womb life. We both do these activities as well as are fascinated by others performing them because of early memories of perfection and weightlessness. 

Plus, we sky-dive. And if we do not, we view with awe and appreciation via the media the videos of the most acrobatic and gravity defying  stunts performed in descent by skydivers. We have created machines where we on the ground can force air up strongly enough so we can experience floating in the air above it similar to skydiving.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 10:52 PM

*FALLS FROM GRACE* CH 4. p. 22

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In his descriptions of the levels of experience and the matrices of perinatal experience, Grof has provided useful maps of the unconscious and experience in nonordinary states, which have incredible heuristic value in our understanding of cross-cultural religious and spiritual experience, psychopathology, personal growth, and consciousness and personality in general. And they have been utilized successfully in providing a context and guide for many tens of thousands of participants in his psycholytic and holotropic therapies.

However, while Grof is exhaustive in his descriptions of fetal and perinatal experience, he says less about the earlier experiences in the womb — the first trimester — and even less about conception and the experiences of sperm and egg — what is known as cellular consciousness. Still, this area is beginning to be discussed among his followers. And through his current nondrug modality, called holotropic breathwork, people are accessing these areas and beginning to give word to them (e.g., Carter, 1993). 

FALLS FROM GRACE

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 9:43 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 28

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This also sheds light on the seemingly “mindless” violence and rage that is directed back against anonymous people and society in general by certain types of criminals. They can be seen to be acting out their “fuck you” welcome into the world by attacking back and outwardly, rather than this early rage energy being channeled into some of the other, more healing or at least not harmful, responses possible to early assault.

Faces Coming Out of the Walls 

I would like to refer to one final perinatal indicator in the visual media, which has been capturing my attention of late ... seeming to be coming out of the very walls at me! This is — what appears to me to be — a recent and new sort of perinatal symbolism, at least in Western culture.

We have had, over and over again, the image of the “evil fetus” erupting from the abdomen, as in the classic scene from “Alien” as…

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 8:23 PM

*PLANETMATES* KEYNOTE 1, p. 8

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PLANETMATES: THE GREAT REVEAL

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…interviewer about his take on the scary and unprecedented retreat from stocks and those days of multihundred point losses, one after the other. This elderly obviously seasoned personality seemed to balloon out several sizes of his suit in his sheer incomprehension and his near perfect confusion. Still, raising his voicing, a little more squeaky and almost embarrassed, puffer-fish guy held forth, as if written on tablets, first, how “all the traders have lost money” and then, “Nobody’s doing okay.... .” But his afterthought hit me like a spear: He pleaded, “I mean who last year at this time foresaw anything like this coming.... I mean,” he said “anything at all, at all, like this coming up?”

At home, there was no way to restrain the howl of laughter that last comment triggered in me. While at the exact same time, I experienced this sharp pain in my belly, like I’d been stuck, well and good, by a spear. I couldn’t believe this “expert’s” comment.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 6:26 PM

*Who To Be* PREFACE, p. xxi

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THE CRISIS OF HUMANITY AND THE NEW HERO’S AND HEROINE’S CYCLE

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Descents from Grace, Human Devolution

Before wandering into these lanes and byways, peeking into these corners, and digging below ground to the foundations of our existence — upon which we can make a proper stand and experience an ecstatic, fulfilled life — let us take a look at the long trajectory of human evolution. This is an evolution which I deem to be a devolution from our natural state and our fundamental self within Nature. A devolution which has gotten us into such a complicated and confusing state on the proper way to be in life ... and the worthwhile things to do ... as to require such a book as this.2 For we find that our fall from grace in Nature, leaving us forever after uncertain of our proper place within it or the optimal trajectory of a human as opposed to a planetmate life, began when we were still apes — prehomonids is the usual way of saying it — and still living harmoniously with the rest of the world.

So yes, we are starting at the real beginning — not just of you, but of our species — for insight into and a foundation upon which to construct the most fulfilling and unshakeable of identities, the most authentic of selves, the happiest and most ecstatic of life journeys, and the most satisfying and purposive of things to do in life. Clearly, with our planet on  the brink of worldwide ecocide, and our species permitting an odd hara- kiri of itself — for no reason other than being truly demented about the  major things of life, like survival — there is something awry in who we have become.
@wattsupdeviants.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 9:11 AM

Birth Control: Am I the Asshole? Who's responsible for managing birth control in a relationship? The correct answer is EVERYBODY #BirthControl #Vasectomy #SexualHealth #MensHealth #WomensHealth #Pregnancy #Birth #Parenting #Relationships #RelationshipDrama #RedditStories CourtIsInSessionPod

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 7:08 AM

*PRODIGAL HUMAN: The Descents of Man* (2016) by Michael Adzema

Ch 5, p. 48

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*PRODIGAL HUMAN: The Descents of Man* (2016) by Michael Adzema.

Ch 5, p. 48

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PRODIGAL HUMAN

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Chapter 5

The Fifth Descent — Ego:

Loss of Eden — Origins of Ego, Savagery, and the Apocalypse ... Being Half-Born Makes  Humans Reckless

“The fateful process of civilization would ... have set in with man’s adoption of an erect posture.” — Sigmund Freud, Civilization and Its Discontents

“Civilized man has exchanged a portion of his possibilities of happiness for a portion of security.” — Sigmund Freud, Civilization and Its Discontents
@14news.comOct 6, 2026, 5:06 AM

After 40, your mental maturity might be ready for a baby but is your body? Today, Dr. Rhea Rogers and the Aging Untold experts weigh the risks of advanced maternal age at 12:30 p.m. on WFIE.
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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 12:49 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS II: Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* (2022)

Ch 46, p. 16

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It is understandable that we would create birthdays and bring people to gather around us at birthday parties. Certainly, our births were fraught with discomfort and trauma. But we did make it out. And birthdays and their parties are ways we try to remind ourselves that life is not always the discomfort and struggle of birth (BPM III) or the aloneness and separateness immediately after birth — BPM IV, that’s coming up, also — but can be the blissful love surround of unity with one’s mother as was the case in the early womb state. We try to cover over the struggles and alienation of life — which we are pushed to unconsciously manifest in our lives because of these traumas around the process of coming into the world — with reminders of the most pleasurable time of our lives, our early womb existence, which we intentionally wish to bring about again. 

People go to dance halls to surround themselves with writhing flesh in a way that they themselves can still move freely and, well, even acrobatically, they would like to think. We want the freedom of blissful, flawless movement. Perfection and precise movement is sought, along with bliss, for our prenatal experience was of a process of biological exactness; excellent and exquisite beyond anything we would later experience.

VEIL FOUR. PERINATAL SHOCK ... BIRTH TRAUMA  

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 9:15 PM

*Who To Be: Identity, Authenticity, & Crisis* (2020) by Michael Adzema

INTRODUCTION, p 20

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Indeed, one did keenly feel an unfairness in one’s life. Though it would not do for it to be acknowledged; it was another “inconvenient” feeling requiring repression. For we retained, in our needs and desires at least, a knowledge of what we really wanted. And what we longed for desperately were the same things we had been having while in Nature, over the course of millions of years, which were now being denied, supremely, over the course of the last five-to-ten-thousand-some years. 

Eighteenth Descent — Culture

The amalgamation of all these Ego tendencies — which included con- trolling traits, conforming and sycophancy tendencies, and separation  from the Divine and Nature and the loss of connection to feeling or to a life lived with “felt experience” — is culture. Culture developed, in civilizations, in concert with the loss of Divine connection. It created a mesmerizing maze in which to get lost and to hide from oneself one’s lost experience of life. Culture is a weed without roots; it is the fury we create to block out our emptiness. Ignorance of the Divine made for some pretty a-mazing (i.e., leading us back to the maze) untruths and empty rituals.

INTRODUCTION

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