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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 9:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 30

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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โ€ฆhilarious โ€” and outrageous to the tourists โ€” part is this image of a rhino giving birth to a full-grown naked adult human โ€œbaby.โ€

Couldnโ€™t Fight Your Way Out of a Plastic Bag!

Other examples of this element of human features pushing through membranes has individuals completely covered and suffocated in membrane-like elastic sheets from which they cannot escape and in which they appear agonized and struggling. A good example of this was in a scene from โ€œFire In the Skyโ€ that was shown repeatedly on TV to hype the movie when it came out.

Even the invention and use of straitjackets shows our preoccupation with the perinatal, especially as concerns our mental health or well-being. For the message there is that if you โ€œget out of controlโ€ you will be put back in a place where you will be forced to comply and will have to learn to deal, as all the rest of us do, with the โ€œexistential factโ€ of needing to conform to the dictates of an overwhelming, dominating, and pervasive other world.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 10:54 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 29

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread complete book

or for paperback: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-N...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #ecocide ๐Ÿ”ฅ #rebirth ๐Ÿฆ‹ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

He becomes engaged in a desperate need to get out. Interestingly, the fan โ€” the source of comfort in the rhino (womb) โ€” stops working after a while. This is exactly analogous to the way, when we are fetuses, the nurturing elements of the motherโ€™s womb โ€œturn off,โ€ in the last stage of gestation, making the womb quite an uncomfortable place indeed.

We see him pushing his face against the elastic, membrane surface of the rhinoโ€™s posterior in a way graphically suggesting perinatal emergence. The tourists watching this explicitly state that they see it as the rhino giving birth. 

We witness the actual โ€œbirthโ€: Jim Carrey (Ace Ventura) struggles to make the opening larger and to come out. Finally, he falls, naked wet and curled up fetal- or baby-like, to the ground. Theโ€ฆ

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:12 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 29

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for free pdf copy: drive.google.com/file/d/1uWXH...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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โ€ฆwell as that of it emerging from the mouth โ€” as examples, the โ€œvolcano-new-speciesโ€ episode of The X Files and the dance hall scene in โ€œJacobโ€™s Ladderโ€ โ€” indicating fetal emergence mixed with ungentle neonatal mouth clearing, as mentioned above.

Membrane Walls

But this new variation of โ€œfetal emergenceโ€ has human faces pushing through membrane-like elastic walls!

Ventura Out of the Womb

A good example of this occurs in the movie, โ€œAce Ventura, Pet Detective, When Nature Calls.โ€ In the Ace Ventura movie, Jim Carrey emerges from inside a mechanical rhino with virtually all birth elements evident.

He is holed up in a hot and suffocating โ€œwombโ€ โ€” that is, he is inside the rhino.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 9:43 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 28

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or read/DWL blog copy: apocalypseknow.wordpress.com/2024/10/27/f...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

This also sheds light on the seemingly โ€œmindlessโ€ violence and rage that is directed back against anonymous people and society in general by certain types of criminals. They can be seen to be acting out their โ€œfuck youโ€ welcome into the world by attacking back and outwardly, rather than this early rage energy being channeled into some of the other, more healing or at least not harmful, responses possible to early assault.

Faces Coming Out of the Walls 

I would like to refer to one final perinatal indicator in the visual media, which has been capturing my attention of late ... seeming to be coming out of the very walls at me! This is โ€” what appears to me to be โ€” a recent and new sort of perinatal symbolism, at least in Western culture.

We have had, over and over again, the image of the โ€œevil fetusโ€ erupting from the abdomen, as in the classic scene from โ€œAlienโ€ asโ€ฆ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 6:37 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 28

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or read/DWL blog copy: sillymickel.blogspot.com/2019/03/apoc...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #rebirth ๐Ÿฆ‹ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Welcome to the World ... Now f u

Regardless, the ungentle mouth cleaning is felt not just as a physical assault, it is an outrage to the infantโ€™s tender psyche as well โ€” leaving a lifelong and fundamental imprint undergirding and helping to sculpt all later experience โ€” in that it is the first โ€œwelcomeโ€ to this world. That is to say, the birth struggle ends, there is release ... (finally!) ... then, โ€œWelcome, babyโ€ โ€” yank! stretch, feel manipulated and used, treated like an object and with no sense that one is a living aware being.

With this in mind โ€” that this โ€œHello โ€” fuck you!โ€ experience can be the primal (first) experience of this world, of other people, of society โ€” it may be easier to understand the profound fear and anxiety toward other people that resides inside many of us โ€” for example, as in the book title: Iโ€™d Rather Die Than Give a Speech!
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 7:36 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

๐ŸงตClick this panel for Thread, complete book

or, for audio:: www.amazon.com/Audible-Apoc...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.Combine this inexperienced dredging up of perinatal material with the fact, as I will be continually reiterating throughout this book, that people in these times are closer to their perinatal unconscious, to their birth trauma. One can see how it can easily happen that when feelings of being orally assaulted after birth begin arising within the counseling rooms, they can be interpreted, by therapist or client or both, as early sexual assault โ€” that being the interpretation du jour, so to speak, and because of course both are ignorant of the fact of birth trauma โ€” its having systematically been resisted and purged from mainstream professional and lay common knowledge, beginning with Freudโ€™s rejection of Otto Rankโ€™s discovery of it, right down to the present. (But letโ€™s not get into that just here.)

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 6:56 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for kindle: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-N...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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Victims Du Jour

By the way, I might mention that while genuine sexual assault and child sexual abuse is a reality that has long been with us and is only now really coming to light (thankfully), the similarity of this early perinatal experience of ungentle mouth clearing to sexual assault may have something to do with the epidemic of reports of infant sexual abuse that are coming out of counselorโ€™s therapy rooms.

Confused interpretations of these reports can happen because most counselors and psychotherapists are ignorant of birth and perinatal trauma and yet more and more of them are allowing bits and pieces of regressive techniques into their standard professional arsenals.

In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 9:04 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 26

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for paperback: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-N...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

These feelings, while they may be reinforced by later life events, oftentimes have roots that go back to a time immediately after birth. At this time, too frequently, the jaw is pulled down for the insertion of fingers and suction devices. It is done in a manner that is excruciatingly painful for a being that has spent his or her entire life โ€” nine months โ€” previous to that in a relatively placid environment with its mouth closed.

This ungentle procedure is also felt as an assault in that it occurs, usually, as the first event a baby is confronted with upon release from the womb. Its tiny mouth โ€” never before fully opened โ€” is often the first focus of attention, as large fingers (relatively) reach in, stretching the previously unopened and unstretched (virgin) mouth ... breaking the metaphorical oral hymen of the neonate in a way that is felt to the infant to be comparable in pattern and violation to oral sexual assault.

Did you ever wonder why so many folks have such terror of seeing  a dentist? Did you ever wonder what is the fascination with water- boarding and torture in recent years?

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 6:09 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p 11

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #PA โ˜ฎ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒก๏ธโ˜ข๏ธ #PACH1 ๐Ÿ“– #TruthWarriors โ• #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Climate ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐ŸŒ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #ecocide ๐Ÿ”ฅ #Existential๐Ÿ˜ฑ #EndTimes โฐโ›” #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

You see, my purposes here are not to list and dwell on the statistics proving the premise that the current trends we are following are apocalyptic. Quite a few others are doing that right now. I, being a psychologist, am more concerned with why what they are saying is being avoided, and denied. Or why their warnings and projections are not being heeded. Why we are not doing anything like what would be a rational response to what they tell us is coming, is in fact at this moment going on, though we look away. I am also taken up by why we humans, of all species, would do this to ourselves.

So, although in upcoming chapters I will bring out some of the scientific facts and findings pertaining to the collapse of the environment and the dying off of life, this book is primarily about how we deal with the obvious. We already know much of this, but we are trying to not know it and to block it out with inanities and trivialities. We need simply to look to our daily headlines. Need I remind of the dangers from catastrophes like Fukushima and the Gulf Oil Spill?

We have radiation mixing into the world ecosystem as I write. Fukushima alone is spreading radiation that is off the charts into food, air, and oceans. We also know that the plutonium that is a significant part of our nuclear waste needs to be guarded for twenty-five-thousand yearsโ€ฆ

1. HUMANICIDAL TIMES

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 7:47 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 26

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for free pdf copy: drive.google.com/file/d/1uWXH...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Treated Like a โ€œPiece of Meatโ€

This practice of ungentle mouth clearing โ€” performed by hurried or insensitive, and uninformed, medical personnel, unaware of the consciousness and keen feeling awareness of the neonate โ€” can leave one with lifelong feelings of being treated like a โ€œthing.โ€

Many report having overwhelming feelings of being dealt with mechanically and without respect. It is common for folks to have feelings of โ€œnot being seen.โ€ People can have lifelong body memories of having oneโ€™s mouth stretched wide.

These feelings, while they may be reinforced by later life events, oftentimes have roots that go back to a time immediately after birth. At this time, too frequently, the jaw is pulled down for the insertion of fingers and suction devices. It is done in a manner that is excruciatingly painful for a being that has spent his or her entire life โ€” nine months โ€” previous to that in a relatively placid environment with its mouth closed.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 8:53 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 25

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or read/DWL blog copy: apocalypseknow.wordpress.com/2024/10/27/f...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

This โ€œvegetableโ€ eruption always happens suddenly and climactically, and almost always it results in death. Scenes like this I have observed in the movie โ€œJacobโ€™s Ladder,โ€ several times on the hit show The X Files, and in many, many other shows.

Gag Me With a Toxin.

This version of suffocation probably has its roots in the force- feeding of toxic elements to the fetus in the womb through the  umbilical cord, and is more definitely related โ€” the symbol is probably an amalgamation of both feelings โ€” to the ungentle clearing of fluids from the neonateโ€™s mouth by the attendants immediately after birth.

This latter connection โ€” the ungentle mouth cleaning of birth fluids โ€” I can personally validate through my own primal experiences. Apparently I was not alone in being treated this way as a newborn in the 1940s and 1950s in America ... hence its popularity.

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 6:55 AM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 25

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or read/DWL blog copy: sillymickel.blogspot.com/2019/03/apoc...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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โ€ฆused as a murder weapon by being forced into the victimโ€™s mouth. It seems to be becoming a writer/directorโ€™s fad, as increasingly creative ways are being imagined to play it out in scripts.

Told You I Didnโ€™t Like Vegetables!

Another common variation is when the suffocating item comes out of the personโ€™s mouth.

In this frequent scenario, the victim is โ€œinfectedโ€ with some kind of alien spore which grows inside of him or her and comes thrusting up from inside of the personโ€™s body and out of the mouth, lodging itself there. Often this alien extrusion looks something like a huge asparagus emerging. The perverse sexual aspect of the image also has roots in perinatal, specifically, BPM III experience.

This โ€œvegetableโ€ eruption always happens suddenly and climactically, and almost always it results in death. Scenes like this I have observed in the movie โ€œJacobโ€™s Ladder,โ€ several times on the hit show The X Files, and in many, many other shows.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 28, 2026, 10:03 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 24

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for audio:: www.amazon.com/Audible-Apoc...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ ๐Ÿฆ‹ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

Aw, Hell

The timelessness of prenatal experience at this point โ€” when not getting enough air โ€” feels horrific, an unending nightmare. This part contributes to human ideas of places of forever, endless suffering, for example, hell.

Death by Vegetable

โ€œI Agree, But I donโ€™t Like Having It Shoved Down my Throat!โ€

Very interestingly, a more recent addition to this complex has something being forced aggressively down the throat of the victim.

I have noticed an increasing frequency of this version of suffocation in the visual media ever since I first remember seeing it in a scene from the movie Alien, where a rolled-up magazine isโ€ฆ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 27, 2026, 9:10 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 24

๐ŸงตClick panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for kindle: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-N...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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โ€ฆrather than the vagina, might also relate to the ever increasing use of cesarean section as a means of birthing in this century.

โ€œNoah, How Long Can You Tread Water?โ€

Important perinatal influences are evident in the frequency of scenes of death by suffocation, in water or otherwise.

We are immersed in water before birth, placental fluid. Near the end of gestation, the mother, when standing, constricts blood vessels to the fetus. This reduces the blood supply to the fetus and thus less oxygen is received. It is called fetal malnutrition. Prior to birth we humans experience suffocation and claustrophobic feelings โ€” we โ€œcanโ€™t get enough airโ€! โ€” which seem deadly and unending.

Aw, Hell

The timelessness of prenatal experience at this point โ€” when not getting enough air โ€” feels horrific, an unending nightmare. This part contributes to human ideas of places of forever, endless suffering, for example, hell.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 26, 2026, 7:38 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 23

๐ŸงตClick this panel for Thread, complete book

or, for paperback: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-N...

๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #ecocide ๐Ÿ”ฅ #rebirth ๐Ÿฆ‹ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

Time Travel Equals Age Regression

Interestingly, the appearance of the Longoliers is caused by the characters going back in time. Though King has them going back only fifteen minutes, and not age regressing to birth, I thought the fact of time regression was telling in the extreme.

Time travel in general is indicative of the need to go back and fix the trauma of these early events. The Back to the Future series is merely one example. We all know many others.

We have Ever Increasing Cesarean Births

The perinatal roots of these movies are indicated in other ways, for example, the baby alien, in โ€œAlien,โ€ being โ€œbornโ€ out of the abdomen.

While a โ€œbabyโ€ emerging from a personโ€™s midsection is obviously indicative of birth, the fact that it comes bursting out of the belly,

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Monsters, Vaginas, and Hairs, Oh My!

Recurring themes of monsters that eat one, for example, The Alien movie series, indicate the feelings of fear of death in the motherโ€™s womb. This is often portrayed as a huge, threatening mouth surrounded by teeth and, sometimes, hair. This is a symbol found throughout the world. Social scientists refer to it as a vagina dentata โ€œmouth.โ€

One most obvious portrayal of this was Steven Kingโ€™s 1995 miniseries, โ€œThe Longoliers.โ€ The monsters, shown at the end, turned out to be flying, ball-shaped vagina dentatas, complete with hair covering, as in pubic hair. Though Steven King meant this to be frightening, from the perinatal perspective these flying, attacking vaginas are absolutely hilarious.

Time Travel Equals Age Regression

Interestingly, the appearance of the Longoliers is caused by the characters going back in time. Though King has them going back only fifteen minutes, and not age regressing to birth, I thought the fact of time regression was telling in the extreme.
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Itโ€™s Not the Fourth of July, However ... .

You do not seem to be able to see a story that does not have explosions galore.

Such โ€œfireworksโ€ are examples of extreme compression suddenly becoming immense expansiveness and thus symbolize the sudden perinatal change of state from compression inside the womb to previously unknown expansiveness outside the womb as well as the sudden release of tension and compression upon being born.

Explosions also symbolize the immediate assault of sensation upon coming out of the sensorally โ€œmuffledโ€ womb.

XXX

There is lots of violence, and of course also sex. Such extreme degrees of sexual explicitness and especially sexual perversity point to strong BPM III influences.

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Tube and Cinematic Violence Galore

Simply the amount of violence on television and in movies is a perinatal indicator. These depictions simulate, and stimulate, perinatal feelings in plot elements which are repeated to death.

Matters of Life and Death

We see clichรฉd regurgitations of being in life and death situations from which one is saved in the โ€œnick of time.โ€ This is exactly how it seemed when one was โ€œmiraculouslyโ€ born, suddenly, after what seemed an endless time of suffering in which death was felt to be the only possible outcome.

Itโ€™s Not the Fourth of July, However ... .

You do not seem to be able to see a story that does not have explosions galore.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 22, 2026, 9:07 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 21

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Serial Rapists and Killers

One can hardly turn on the tube without finding some movie or TV show that is depicting a serial killer or rapist. I do not need to belabor the flooding of news programs with the same kind of material.

But the number of reports relative to victims and harm involved is far less than victims and suffering involved with other horrific events, such as hurricane, earthquake, nuclear radiation, ozone loss, or flood catastrophes, which have less or no perinatal charge about them. This preoccupation with serial violence, torture, and rape indicates BPM III elements of struggle, violence, sexual perversion and excess, as well as the death and torture aspects of being born.

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Cult abuse in film, as well as in real life, especially depict BPM IV elements: Cutting, hurting, torturing, sexually and ritually abusing and โ€œsacrificingโ€ are all very much like an infantโ€™s perception/feelings of its experience of its being โ€œattendedโ€ to after birth.

The fact that cult rituals often involve a number of other people focusing on an individual who is strapped or held down โ€” the immobilization prior to birth, as well as the helplessness after birth โ€” on something raised, like an altar or table, and then โ€œworked uponโ€ in some way or other is a particularly graphic expression of a neonateโ€™s experience of being on a medical table after birth, watched by a number of others and worked on.

The ritualistsโ€™ use of robes and costumes, especially if they involve covering the face or the wearing of masks, is also not that much different from the way a baby in modern times perceives its welcoming into the world among masked and robed medical personnel.
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