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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 10:10 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 41

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #resistance 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

Page 41

“Ok, fine. Now, here’s the fun part. I want you to have that desire ... to have it clearer ... the clearer you can make it, y’know, the more likely it will happen. So let me help you a little here. Now just clooose your eyes. No, no, don’t look that way at me, nothing fishy going on.... You just ain’t going to be able to see your desires with all the distractions that the sights around us present. Give it a chance. Believe me, I’m not trying to lay any trip on you....”

“Ok, that’s better."

Who’s Your Real Audience?

“Now. On the internet, we never see our audience. But we all imagine and wonder who they might be and what kind of people they are. Don’t you, too?”

“Yeah, sure.”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 9:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 30

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

Page 30

…hilarious — and outrageous to the tourists — part is this image of a rhino giving birth to a full-grown naked adult human “baby.”

Couldn’t Fight Your Way Out of a Plastic Bag!

Other examples of this element of human features pushing through membranes has individuals completely covered and suffocated in membrane-like elastic sheets from which they cannot escape and in which they appear agonized and struggling. A good example of this was in a scene from “Fire In the Sky” that was shown repeatedly on TV to hype the movie when it came out.

Even the invention and use of straitjackets shows our preoccupation with the perinatal, especially as concerns our mental health or well-being. For the message there is that if you “get out of control” you will be put back in a place where you will be forced to comply and will have to learn to deal, as all the rest of us do, with the “existential fact” of needing to conform to the dictates of an overwhelming, dominating, and pervasive other world.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 7:32 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 15

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1. HUMANICIDAL TIMES

Page 15

Let’s Pay Attention

So then let us pay attention. This first part of Psychology of Apocalypse is about facing bravely into the fantastic circumstances and the situation in which we find ourselves, watching, like a photograph emerging in solution, as the face of these times slowly comes into view, and then waking up to the meaning of the message, perhaps the warning, it brings us, so that we might live most fully and take up our roles consciously amid these unprecedented unfoldings. What is required of us now, then, having turned to receive the message, is to look deep into the features of our age.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 11:22 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 40

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“Haha. Suure, ok. You crack me up, ya old fart. Gonna be a real gas. Ya can bet your damn asscrack that you’d lost me for sure until you’d made real quick to explain that one, heh heh.”

So, I say, “Yep, that’s a little mind-game prank that was played on me. Well, anyway, uh ... . Well, uh, I just want you to allow yourself to open your mind to the greater intentions — intentions you have for doing this, the greater visions. Now, don’t think just yet, you’ll only try to make things up. This is easier than that.”

“Ok.”

“Ok, now. You say that ... being honest and only rational after all ... that of course you wouldn’t be doing this expression of yourself on the internet if you didn’t have some desire to share or show this part of you with somebody or somebodies in the world ... right? So far?”

“Yeah, get on with it, I’ve already said that.”

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@starultima.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 10:05 PM

Uploaded the 1st of #kinktober onto my #patreon!

⭐️ www.patreon.com/Starafterparty

#hadesgame ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #thanzag ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #thanatos ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #zagreus ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #hades ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #fanart ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #patreonnsfw ˚˖𐦍˖˚ #kinktober2026

Illustrated preview: Hypnos on the left is holding up two food paper bags with mort on them and saying “ Than let’s have lunch together. “ we can only see Thanatos’s head on the right, blush on his neck looking at where Hypnos is standing. There’s a SLAM text to show a sound effect of Hypnos slamming the door open to see Than
@blackazzknight.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 1:43 PM

😍 #Thanatos 💀

@starultima.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 1:27 AM

Part of a little Halloween drawing I did for my patrons on #patreon last year 🎃 thought it would be cute to share this year too. ✨

#hadesgame ꧞ #thanzag ꧞ #thanatos ꧞ #zagreus ꧞ #hades ꧞ #fanart ꧞ #halloween ꧞

Illustration: Thanatos is in a mascot Mort costume with a grumpy face and 
blushing cheeks. Zagreus is in a Cerberus mascot costume with his hands up and holding one of thans hands  up- he looks happy. Two death candies surround them and a tiny Melinoe shade in the distance.
@apocahipster.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 8:13 PM

Son of Night ✨💫
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#thanatos #thanatoshades #hadesgame

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:41 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 40

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or read/dwl book on blog sillymickel.blogspot.com/2018/04/apoc...

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

Page 40

…unless there’s somebody, persons, that you hope would hear you. Would that not be number three, right?”

“Well, you old farts really are big on this self-analytical crap, aren’t you? Well, I ain’t no pussy, but I am man enough to say that I couldn’t escape the logic that ... yeah, I am, inside, wanting to share, and share myself to some, to some ... well, I guess, I just wouldn’t mind if, uh, really by accident of course, some people, who never got to know me this way, might see me and understand ... well, uh....” 

Let’s Play a Mind Game.

“Oh, understand. Nothing wrong with that. But, uh, how ’bout you indulge an old fart and just try out something that I think will be a real gas for you, er, perhaps I should say, phat, er, uh ... . Look,  you can trust me to take the time to play a little, let’s say, mind- game. It’s lots of fun.”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:12 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 29

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APOCALYPSE – NO!

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…well as that of it emerging from the mouth — as examples, the “volcano-new-species” episode of The X Files and the dance hall scene in “Jacob’s Ladder” — indicating fetal emergence mixed with ungentle neonatal mouth clearing, as mentioned above.

Membrane Walls

But this new variation of “fetal emergence” has human faces pushing through membrane-like elastic walls!

Ventura Out of the Womb

A good example of this occurs in the movie, “Ace Ventura, Pet Detective, When Nature Calls.” In the Ace Ventura movie, Jim Carrey emerges from inside a mechanical rhino with virtually all birth elements evident.

He is holed up in a hot and suffocating “womb” — that is, he is inside the rhino.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 10:56 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 39

🧵Click panel below for Thread, complete book

or for audio: www.amazon.com/Audible-Apoc...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

“This is me! I’m expressing me! What else is there to do?”

“Ok, thank you. That explains a lot. But something comes to me. May I?”

“Sure,” says he.

“You say that, ‘this is me.’ Number one. Right?”

“Right.” Annoyed again.

“Ok. Now, you know there are not a lot of people watching. But your intention is not to influence any people. Number two, right?”

“Yep, that’s right.”

“But you wouldn’t be putting up a website if you didn’t want somebody to know who you are. I mean, you could say it in the mirror, or in your bedroom. You wouldn’t be making it available…

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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@blackazzknight.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 9:45 AM

Accurate. #Thanatos 💀

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 7:05 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 39

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or for kindle: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-E...

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APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

Page 39

Who Ya Talkin to, Dude?

“Well, your Dudeness, your Fearlessness Most Strong and Mighty, I have a few humble questions to ask of you,” I say. 

“Ok, old fart, go ahead.”

“I see clearly that you’re showing the world you don’t fear death. But how is that going to help the world any. I mean if everyone felt like you ... let’s say that was your aim ... well then we’d all go down, patting each other on the back on how it doesn’t matter, but never to be heard of again!”

“Your point?” he says, irritated.

“Are you saying my site isn’t offering anything to the world? So who the hell says a site has to be doing anything for anybody or anything? Let alone this world.... 

“This is me! I’m expressing me! What else is there to do?”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 6:37 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 28

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AN 🔥🚫 #ApocalypseNO 🔥🚫 #TruthWarriors ❕ #climate 🌍🔥 #Psychology ☮️ #rebirth 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #birth 🐉 #perinatal 🐉 #humanicide ⏰⛔ #environment 🌎

MICHAEL ADZEMA

Page 28

Welcome to the World ... Now f u

Regardless, the ungentle mouth cleaning is felt not just as a physical assault, it is an outrage to the infant’s tender psyche as well — leaving a lifelong and fundamental imprint undergirding and helping to sculpt all later experience — in that it is the first “welcome” to this world. That is to say, the birth struggle ends, there is release ... (finally!) ... then, “Welcome, baby” — yank! stretch, feel manipulated and used, treated like an object and with no sense that one is a living aware being.

With this in mind — that this “Hello — fuck you!” experience can be the primal (first) experience of this world, of other people, of society — it may be easier to understand the profound fear and anxiety toward other people that resides inside many of us — for example, as in the book title: I’d Rather Die Than Give a Speech!
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 4:47 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 13

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1. HUMANICIDAL TIMES

Page 13

…problem anymore in the media. 

Environmental nay-sayers are arguing that we “fixed” this problem, as part of their stance that we need not worry about what we are doing to the planet. But that is not true. One report, on CNN, had it that the ozone had been depleted by forty percent in the previous two months alone! The reporter announcing it seemed shaken. It was like watching someone be suddenly made aware that developments were unfolding,  behind the smoke screen of media denial, that was going to have life-and- death pertinency to the lives of herself and her loved ones. Certainly, this  is not the kind of thing normally put on her desk to announce on air.

Sure enough, we were not to hear anything more about it. That, along with so much else we never are told about that is directly looming over us.

Nor need I elaborate on the nuclear threat — whether precipitated by terrorists, rogue nations, or accident. We know, but do not want to, of the possibility of any one or more of these mad actors employing weapons of mass destruction, possibly leading to ever-mounting rounds of retaliation with eventually no one left standing. Relatedly we push out of our minds the threat of other kinds of weapons — such as biological weapons — getting out of control and creating a worldwide epidemic or holocaust.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 8:07 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 38

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Or, for paperback: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-E...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

Then they delivered to generations following mine the machismo cynicism with its connotation that it was better to have that than feeling life. They seeded you with the idea that those who experienced life ... as opposed to those who accepted their prepackaged attitudes of cynicism and mean-spiritedness ... well, we were wusses, saps, effeminate, feminate, and all that.

“So, sorry, that my generation’s threat to the moneyed powers was so scary to them that they reacted with the all-out effort to create a generation that would be the opposite of us, and so you were brainwashed and misinformed and lied to. So, so very sorry. I wish I could say, “my bad,” but well it was “our good” that resulted in “their bad,” and I don’t want to be like them and continue to uphold their matrix of misinformation. So, anyway, sorry.”

“Well, I shoulda set that to record for later. That was waaaay too much and too many twist and turns for me to follow. But you called yourself an old fart. That part I got. So since you’ve placed yourself below me, I guess I’m at ease with your being here, whatever it is.”

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 7:36 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

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In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.Combine this inexperienced dredging up of perinatal material with the fact, as I will be continually reiterating throughout this book, that people in these times are closer to their perinatal unconscious, to their birth trauma. One can see how it can easily happen that when feelings of being orally assaulted after birth begin arising within the counseling rooms, they can be interpreted, by therapist or client or both, as early sexual assault — that being the interpretation du jour, so to speak, and because of course both are ignorant of the fact of birth trauma — its having systematically been resisted and purged from mainstream professional and lay common knowledge, beginning with Freud’s rejection of Otto Rank’s discovery of it, right down to the present. (But let’s not get into that just here.)

APOCALYPSE – NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 6:24 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 12

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The dispersants themselves are toxic. But the much bigger crime was to make sure the even more toxic oil — which depletes the oxygen in the water and thus creates the dead zones — would be spread far and wide throughout the global water. Good for BP shares looking like they could fix it; bad for survival of oxygen-breathers on Earth.

Thus, BP’s egregiously criminal move was the equivalent of sweeping dirt under the rug to make it go away. Unfortunately, there is no “away” in which it can “go.” Therefore we have, in this incident alone, precipitated greatly the dying off of the life of the oceans — the oxygen-producing plankton — and, hence, the basis of all life on this planet.

To this ravaging of the lungs of the planet add worldwide runaway deforestation, already in full swing. I am practically choking as I think how we then stink up the air with industrial emissions and auto exhausts. To the dangers bringing on our demise we need to add globally increasing air pollution.

Environmentally also, we have the greenhouse effect — global climate change or warming — the depletion of the ozone layer, and so on.

Meanwhile lots of folks think we have solved the ozone layer problem. We banned fluorocarbons, and we don’t hear much about this…

I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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@blackazzknight.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 11:15 PM

Oy! 🙄 #Thanatos 💀

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 7:16 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, Page 38

🧵Click panel below for Thread, complete book

or, for free pdf copy: drive.google.com/file/d/1yUyY...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Why’s Everybody Hatin’ on Kumbaya?

“Well, not that it’ll make a difference on you, but yeah, I’m that old and have had many high moments of unity in among the angels of humans coming forth to reunite — what you refer to as kumbaya. And by the way, I like the song, I like the Lord, what’s everybody pissed at? As for the other, we overcame. I’ve really dug being me because I’ve had the pleasure of being part of the things that made the world better; and I can’t imagine a better high or feeling of fulfillment.

“But I’m not here to dispute with you. I’m an old fart who got to live in rich times and participate in them. You’re a young, well, younger-than-me person, who was apparently born at around the time all the things my kind were working for were deemed a threat to the status quo. And so the powers-that-be created the misinformation, scapegoating, and slander of my generation. Then they delivered to generations following mine the machismo cynicism with its connotation that it was better to have that than feeling life.
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