Fighting the #hyperalert and the #PovertyStress.

Exhausted. Used my floor cushion to patially block up the bedroom window so i coukd sleep in there. Now i dont have a floor cushion. Being on the floor with my back to a wall really helps my #anxiety. Call it a foxhole.

So now i hunch and rock and feel unsafe. Need another

#cptsd #ptsd #hyperalert