@sacrifusion.com3 years later, I took the next step towards recovery and had the nerves in my neck burnt (ablation) to help with #ChronicPain that might be exacerbating #CognitivelyDeferredPain / making my fatigue and focus worse
Hoping I'll gain back more of my life here soon
@sacrifusion.comHow would a computer tell you that it is suffering?
Netbooks communicate it pretty clearly, they just become unbearably slow
But what about a high end gaming rig?
They can seem fine under tremendous strain
All the while vital components rapidly break down
@sacrifusion.comI believe there's an intersection of #Neurodivergence, #ChronicIllness, and #SystemicNeglect I call #CognitivelyDeferredPain
When you have the cognitive bandwidth to not experience pain directly, but it still takes a tremendous toll on that bandwidth