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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 4:47 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 13

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1. HUMANICIDAL TIMES

Page 13

…problem anymore in the media. 

Environmental nay-sayers are arguing that we “fixed” this problem, as part of their stance that we need not worry about what we are doing to the planet. But that is not true. One report, on CNN, had it that the ozone had been depleted by forty percent in the previous two months alone! The reporter announcing it seemed shaken. It was like watching someone be suddenly made aware that developments were unfolding,  behind the smoke screen of media denial, that was going to have life-and- death pertinency to the lives of herself and her loved ones. Certainly, this  is not the kind of thing normally put on her desk to announce on air.

Sure enough, we were not to hear anything more about it. That, along with so much else we never are told about that is directly looming over us.

Nor need I elaborate on the nuclear threat — whether precipitated by terrorists, rogue nations, or accident. We know, but do not want to, of the possibility of any one or more of these mad actors employing weapons of mass destruction, possibly leading to ever-mounting rounds of retaliation with eventually no one left standing. Relatedly we push out of our minds the threat of other kinds of weapons — such as biological weapons — getting out of control and creating a worldwide epidemic or holocaust.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 8:07 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 38

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Then they delivered to generations following mine the machismo cynicism with its connotation that it was better to have that than feeling life. They seeded you with the idea that those who experienced life ... as opposed to those who accepted their prepackaged attitudes of cynicism and mean-spiritedness ... well, we were wusses, saps, effeminate, feminate, and all that.

“So, sorry, that my generation’s threat to the moneyed powers was so scary to them that they reacted with the all-out effort to create a generation that would be the opposite of us, and so you were brainwashed and misinformed and lied to. So, so very sorry. I wish I could say, “my bad,” but well it was “our good” that resulted in “their bad,” and I don’t want to be like them and continue to uphold their matrix of misinformation. So, anyway, sorry.”

“Well, I shoulda set that to record for later. That was waaaay too much and too many twist and turns for me to follow. But you called yourself an old fart. That part I got. So since you’ve placed yourself below me, I guess I’m at ease with your being here, whatever it is.”

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 7:36 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

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In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.Combine this inexperienced dredging up of perinatal material with the fact, as I will be continually reiterating throughout this book, that people in these times are closer to their perinatal unconscious, to their birth trauma. One can see how it can easily happen that when feelings of being orally assaulted after birth begin arising within the counseling rooms, they can be interpreted, by therapist or client or both, as early sexual assault — that being the interpretation du jour, so to speak, and because of course both are ignorant of the fact of birth trauma — its having systematically been resisted and purged from mainstream professional and lay common knowledge, beginning with Freud’s rejection of Otto Rank’s discovery of it, right down to the present. (But let’s not get into that just here.)

APOCALYPSE – NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 6:24 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 12

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The dispersants themselves are toxic. But the much bigger crime was to make sure the even more toxic oil — which depletes the oxygen in the water and thus creates the dead zones — would be spread far and wide throughout the global water. Good for BP shares looking like they could fix it; bad for survival of oxygen-breathers on Earth.

Thus, BP’s egregiously criminal move was the equivalent of sweeping dirt under the rug to make it go away. Unfortunately, there is no “away” in which it can “go.” Therefore we have, in this incident alone, precipitated greatly the dying off of the life of the oceans — the oxygen-producing plankton — and, hence, the basis of all life on this planet.

To this ravaging of the lungs of the planet add worldwide runaway deforestation, already in full swing. I am practically choking as I think how we then stink up the air with industrial emissions and auto exhausts. To the dangers bringing on our demise we need to add globally increasing air pollution.

Environmentally also, we have the greenhouse effect — global climate change or warming — the depletion of the ozone layer, and so on.

Meanwhile lots of folks think we have solved the ozone layer problem. We banned fluorocarbons, and we don’t hear much about this…

I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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@blackazzknight.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 11:15 PM

Oy! 🙄 #Thanatos 💀

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 7:16 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, Page 38

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Why’s Everybody Hatin’ on Kumbaya?

“Well, not that it’ll make a difference on you, but yeah, I’m that old and have had many high moments of unity in among the angels of humans coming forth to reunite — what you refer to as kumbaya. And by the way, I like the song, I like the Lord, what’s everybody pissed at? As for the other, we overcame. I’ve really dug being me because I’ve had the pleasure of being part of the things that made the world better; and I can’t imagine a better high or feeling of fulfillment.

“But I’m not here to dispute with you. I’m an old fart who got to live in rich times and participate in them. You’re a young, well, younger-than-me person, who was apparently born at around the time all the things my kind were working for were deemed a threat to the status quo. And so the powers-that-be created the misinformation, scapegoating, and slander of my generation. Then they delivered to generations following mine the machismo cynicism with its connotation that it was better to have that than feeling life.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 6:56 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

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APOCALYPSE – NO!

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Victims Du Jour

By the way, I might mention that while genuine sexual assault and child sexual abuse is a reality that has long been with us and is only now really coming to light (thankfully), the similarity of this early perinatal experience of ungentle mouth clearing to sexual assault may have something to do with the epidemic of reports of infant sexual abuse that are coming out of counselor’s therapy rooms.

Confused interpretations of these reports can happen because most counselors and psychotherapists are ignorant of birth and perinatal trauma and yet more and more of them are allowing bits and pieces of regressive techniques into their standard professional arsenals.

In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.
@blackazzknight.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 3:57 AM

#Plague seems to be around. #Thanatos 💀

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 10:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 37

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“Hey, yo dude! Deathface spitter and laugher!” 

“You ... You know me ... ?”

“Hell yeah. You’re in Google, you know. I understand you’re surprised because, believe me, tagged with apocalypse, like you, well, let’s just say I don’t have to lock the doors either. But there’s probably more interest in you than what I do.”

“Really, more interest in me? I like that! What do you do then?”

“On my site I tell the truth: you know, tell them that it’s very very bad and looks impossible unless people wake up on a massive scale and decide unequivocally to live. Stuff like that.”

“Ha. Hahahahaaha.”

“Ok, but just no spittin. I’ve seen your routine.”

“No, no. Nothing of the sort. No, really, I thought that kind of stuff died in the Sixties with all the ‘kumbaya’ and ‘we shall overcome’ baloney.” 

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 9:04 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 26

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These feelings, while they may be reinforced by later life events, oftentimes have roots that go back to a time immediately after birth. At this time, too frequently, the jaw is pulled down for the insertion of fingers and suction devices. It is done in a manner that is excruciatingly painful for a being that has spent his or her entire life — nine months — previous to that in a relatively placid environment with its mouth closed.

This ungentle procedure is also felt as an assault in that it occurs, usually, as the first event a baby is confronted with upon release from the womb. Its tiny mouth — never before fully opened — is often the first focus of attention, as large fingers (relatively) reach in, stretching the previously unopened and unstretched (virgin) mouth ... breaking the metaphorical oral hymen of the neonate in a way that is felt to the infant to be comparable in pattern and violation to oral sexual assault.

Did you ever wonder why so many folks have such terror of seeing  a dentist? Did you ever wonder what is the fascination with water- boarding and torture in recent years?

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@actusf.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 6:36 AM

Ce week-end, profitez-en pour réécouter la conférence "Eros et Thanatos".

C'est avec Morgane Caussarieu, Morgane Stankiewiez, Vincent Tassy et Fleur Hopkins-Loféron !

#Imaginales #Conference #imaginaire #fantastique #Eros #Thanatos

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Ce week-end, profitez-en pour réécouter la conférence "Eros et Thanatos". 



C'est avec Morgane Caussarieu, Morgane Stankiewiez, Vincent Tassy et Fleur Hopkins-Loféron !



#Imaginales #Conference #imaginaire #fantastique #Eros #Thanatos
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 9:26 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 37

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APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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Witness me as I trip over in cyber-land to something I call Amalgamated Macho-Apocalypto-dot-com. I’m about to go over to the webmaster of that site, in imagination and, well, just run a question or two past him. Tune in and catch what ensues. It should be revealing. Hang on one second, while I fly myself over. See you there!

Spitter Dude 

Ok, I’m here. And there he is with his death skull T-shirt on. I’m going to go over to him, just watch. 

“Hey, yo dude! Deathface spitter and laugher!” 

“You ... You know me ... ?” 

“Hell yeah. You’re in Google, you know. I understand you’re surprised because, believe me, tagged with apocalypse, like you, well, let’s just say I don’t have to lock the doors either. But there’s probably more interest in you than what I do.” 

“Really, more interest in me? I like that! What do you do then?”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 7:47 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 26

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AN 🔥🚫 #ApocalypseNO 🔥🚫 #TruthWarriors ❕ #climate 🌍🔥 #ecopsychology 🌍☮️ #Primal ☮️ #Psychology ☮️ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ 🌈 #birth 🐉 #perinatal 🐉 #humanicide ⏰⛔ #environment 🌎

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Treated Like a “Piece of Meat”

This practice of ungentle mouth clearing — performed by hurried or insensitive, and uninformed, medical personnel, unaware of the consciousness and keen feeling awareness of the neonate — can leave one with lifelong feelings of being treated like a “thing.”

Many report having overwhelming feelings of being dealt with mechanically and without respect. It is common for folks to have feelings of “not being seen.” People can have lifelong body memories of having one’s mouth stretched wide.

These feelings, while they may be reinforced by later life events, oftentimes have roots that go back to a time immediately after birth. At this time, too frequently, the jaw is pulled down for the insertion of fingers and suction devices. It is done in a manner that is excruciatingly painful for a being that has spent his or her entire life — nine months — previous to that in a relatively placid environment with its mouth closed.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 10:23 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 36

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Well, folks, we’re all gonna die. But big deal. I’m so fucking macho, I laugh at death! Here, let me prove it to you. Come here, death, right up to my face!

See, everybody. How I look directly into this face, this face of death! Now watch. Watch as I spit, spit directly into this face. Ptoo! (spits) See that? So who cares!? Not convinced? Then watch and I’ll show you. See the face of death that I’m holding and facing? Watch as I laugh in its face, laugh directly in its face. HA! Hahahahahaha! See? Told you.

Doing it, Tron style

Well, that is the way it comes across: “Apocalypse? Let me show you how tough I am.” Not, “What can we do about it, to stop it?”

So, dear listeners, are you able to make out the distress beneath such pronouncements? Granted, this bravado is worthless as to either reversing apocalypse or even showing some sort of inspired vision in which it can be made acceptable or noble if not avoidable. For those who do not see it yet, in this chapter I try a little fantasy dialogue to bring out what I think is going on, much of the time, and keeping us from acting rationally about this imminent emergency of all dire emergencies possible.

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 6:22 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 10

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It has become so much a part of our daily lives, in fact, that we hardly give it any thought anymore. When it is brought to our attention, some of us are likely to snicker at its incongruence with our normal fare of information. Others will smugly deride our messengers of it, intimating that these sensitivities are part of another age, long since gone beyond; that they are quaint or are anachronisms from the Fifties and Sixties, compared to which they assume they are so much more enlightened.

If You’re Not Alarmed, You’re Not Paying Attention

Regardless, these things are even more pressing and catastrophic than when they were first brought to light. The ridiculously horrendous dangers of The Bomb, rallied about in the Fifties, are immensely magnified since then. We have four times more weapons today than 1955, at the heyday of the Ban the Bomb movement. And they are eighty to…

I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 7:11 AM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 36

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

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…or killer hurricane. But in the meantime they’re drinking themselves silly, drugging ... gonna party their way to the end. That is not a rational response to the end of all life.

Other responses on the apocalypse have machismo aspects to them. In fact, most sites about apocalypse have a macho message in common.

Macho, Macho Man

You are not going to believe it, but check it out: The theme ... now look deeply, if you’re not used to picking up on people’s motives off hand ... the theme goes something like this:

Well, folks, we’re all gonna die. But big deal. I’m so fucking macho, I laugh at death! Here, let me prove it to you. Come here, death, right up to my face!

See, everybody. How I look directly into this face, this face of death!
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 28, 2026, 10:03 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 24

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AN 🔥🚫 #ApocalypseNO 🔥🚫 #TruthWarriors ❕ #climate 🌍🔥 #ecopsychology 🌍☮️ #Primal ☮️ #Psychology ☮️ 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #birth 🐉 #perinatal 🐉 #humanicide ⏰⛔ #environment 🌎

Aw, Hell

The timelessness of prenatal experience at this point — when not getting enough air — feels horrific, an unending nightmare. This part contributes to human ideas of places of forever, endless suffering, for example, hell.

Death by Vegetable

“I Agree, But I don’t Like Having It Shoved Down my Throat!”

Very interestingly, a more recent addition to this complex has something being forced aggressively down the throat of the victim.

I have noticed an increasing frequency of this version of suffocation in the visual media ever since I first remember seeing it in a scene from the movie Alien, where a rolled-up magazine is…

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@dailyzagreus.bsky.socialSep 28, 2026, 4:08 PM

Art by 0niku_niku on Twitter

#Hades #HadesGame #Zagreus #Thanatos

@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 27, 2026, 9:39 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 35

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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CHAPTER 3

CONVERSATION ON THE EVE OF APOCALYPSE

AN ANATOMY, IN STORY FORM, OF THE MACHISMO ATTITUDE TOWARD OUR END

Facing Apocalypse, People Are Becoming Zombies
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