ME WATCHING KIYOSHI KUROSAWA MOVIE: i wonder what he means with that… KIYOSHI KUROSAWA: the computer :) is literal satan :) :)

about to have a very strong latte and finish my NYFF coverage tonight

One of the most disconcerting moments of living in this timeline of the world in the U.S. is that A LOT of people in this country keep acting like there's a special line that needs to be crossed for fascism to *arrive.* The reality is that we are CURRENTLY living under Federal fascism. NOW.

dealing with the state of the world by using an adult coloring book

I’m leaving this up for a few more days to see if I can reach a stretch goal and then that’s it. ♥️

Jourdain is a great writer, and its an indictment of our economic system that she’s in this position.

I’m overwhelmed by this response to my fundraiser in such a short amount of time. I’ve been in this apartment feeling that I should be grateful and not ask for anything better. it’s very moving to see people want more for me. I’m working on wanting more for myself.

In a better economy that cared about film journalism, Jourdain would be a superstar. Please help if you can.

maybe Gold Star Lesbian Jourdain would be simply too powerful??

me: (to my 13 year old daughter) so I need you to listen to a song and tell me if it Speaks to you, this is very important!

there’s an alternate universe where I heard “fast car” in middle school and I am married to my beautiful butch wife living in europe somewhere

also, anne carson 🗣️

AT NIGHT is the first film in a long time to make me genuinely want to write poetry again.