Whatever happens with me and the fandom, Hot desking will be finished and published...

Scars, part two 🩹

BOF NO VEAS LA QUE LIÉ PARA CONSEGUIR ESOS PERO SON COMO UNA DE MIS POSESIONES MÁS PRECIADAS.

Oh believe me, past trauma has it covered 🤗 It takes a lot of me to spend, even in things I do need~

Tbh? Nothing of this was really expensive 🤔 most of it is fanmerch and artists tend to underprice their merch. I don't feel bad about supporting fellow artists. And I've been gathering this for two years so it's not as if I spent a lot of money in one go ówò

Shitty pictures and random post but I rearranged my merch and I'm happy with how it looks 🤗 All the charms used to be inside an itabag- that's why some of them don't have their original clasps any longer o-|-<

Oh yeah I do have the means to go through this financially, it was just a bit of a shock to zoom out and see how much taking care of mental health costs... I feel privileged (even though I'm working my ass off to be able to save and pay for it I guess I didn't expect it to be this bad...

Gonna spend 165€ in therapy this month and got recommended to go to a psychiatrist whose first session is 140€ mhhhh.... Maybe comms are overdue... Am I even good to open comms right now... But it's like almost 1/3 of my salary... Can I handle that 😶‍🌫️

Between pages of Hot desking i've been winding down drawing my ocs and I'm having a lot of fun so far ^-^)

sweet mother of jesus

My therapist recommended that I try to get back to drawing (and try writing) I'm pretty rusty but... I may try to go back to drawing requests to see if I can get myself going...! So excuse the future wonky art, I guess...!

[request] "Eepy little BlitzFizz cuddles" two mimir