💚 Tadashi 🩵 (@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social)

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 12, 2026, 6:21 AM

youtu.be/OlDEzmSff3M?...

@kaphrin.bsky.social Oct 11, 2026, 10:30 PMReposted by @kalamitykaiju.bsky.social

The way she looks at you when you're next on the list - Fortune's Weave Leda #fefw #FE万紫千紅

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 12, 2026, 3:19 AM

Fever of 101.5 and I was hoping to stream tonight.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 11, 2026, 7:57 PM

It's unfortunately chronic, yes. I've got special documents for FMLA leave at work thankfully.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 11, 2026, 7:29 PM

Tell me... something comforting. youtu.be/-C-2AqRD8io?...

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 11, 2026, 7:15 PM

Love this 🩵

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 11, 2026, 7:10 PM

Update: Going forward.

@everyone

# Apologies for pinging so much lately, I promise to get roles for it in the next month or so.

I just had to give thanks again as going through these health issues this past year has me so emotionally drained or demoralized. I fully understand why disabilities are so hard on people. I knew before but I feel like I can relate more than previous years of my life. I *want* to stay at my job. I *want* to go places, but my recent trip to Chicago showed me signs of slowing down. And I wasn't even on my feet and legs all *that* much. We did a fair amount of walking in museums but the pain sets in quickly. Besides that though, this past month in particular made me feel like people actually care about my well being. I've had many doctors visits where I felt brushed off. Even my own mother is like "that sucks". No offers of support or comfort than a short "yeah hopefully!" In response to me saying I hope I get answers. I don't know, it feels like y'all are the only ones willing to provide a sense of comfort and support in this time and I greatly, fully appreciate it immensely.

I've already asked y'all for so much already, and I'm not going to ask for anything more. Sharing clips or being there for stream and discord hang outs is enough. Going forward I'm likely to keep quiet about my health issues since they seem to be permanent. I don't like being a broken record. But I am actually scared of what's going to happen, I truly believe if I keep up this rate I'll become disabled. The only thing I can do is take some pills for relief and physical therapy atm. They're going to assess what I can and can't do eventually. Problem is I feel like I need to stay seated for hours and even then I'm still feeling my nerves tingle and feel that tendonitis flare up like my wrists sometimes do.

Y'all, please don't overwork yourself like I've done. That's even with me taking the extra months off this year. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm close to three months total for this year.

This month is particularly special to me because it's my (real) streamer anniversary, on Oct 16th. For five whole years. Last year was easily *the best* year of streaming I had and it came at a very pivotal moment because I was close to giving up or at least shifting my priorities. That last November (2024) I had a mental breakdown unlike anything I've had since 2018, I had a falling out with a friend and I thought we were important, I felt like we actually mattered, but I got my hopes up and the sad thing is I knew it was coming from a mile away.

I had also given up getting a model that I was going to be happy with but I am so, so thankful for Giddien's work and they even *re-rigged* it a few months later, and now a SECOND time out of the goodness of their own heart so needless to say I feel so fortunate to have found them. Without their work, I don't know if I'd still be here. I'm crying right now just thinking about how great last year was in comparison to 2024. Truly, y'all make my day because streaming is like, the only thing that brought me any semblance of joy these past few years. So yeah, I'm going to be a little emotional this and next month. I want to keep going. For you, for me, for my future. Thank you. 🩵💚

@rene0elric.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 1:17 PMReposted by @kalamitykaiju.bsky.social

To the next generation
#ffxiv

@sashatf.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 2:59 PMReposted by @kalamitykaiju.bsky.social

In the name of the Moon, I will punish you! 🌙

Commission for @flowerblossom94.bsky.social

[ #AnimeArt #OC #OCArt #ArtistOnBluesky #ArtBsky #ArtistsOnBsky #CommissionsOpen #Commission #SupportArtists #furryartist #furry #furrycat #catboy #crossdressing #sailormoon #セーラームーン #cosplay #halloween ]

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 8:53 AM

I feel your stress youtu.be/1ruPmXpy7Kc?...

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 8:26 AM

One of the best photos I took today of the Chicago Skyline

Cloudy day in the windy city - photo of many buildings on the Chicago waterfront

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 8:24 AM

Oh also I forgot to mention I have a "Plantar Fibroma" lump under my paw so that's awesome.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 8:21 AM

Overall though I've had a good little mini vacation. Just in disbelief how bad my condition is. New meds soon though.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 8:20 AM

I spent tonight feeling very debilitated by my little time out of the house in weeks as my tendonitis in my legs/feet are chipping away at me... Thank you for listening and caring. Dunno how much longer I'll be able to hold my job but I need to at least keep it for a few years minimum.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 10, 2026, 4:46 AM

My Gorillaz merch

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 9, 2026, 6:48 AM

I saw Gorillaz!! Peven Everett stole the show with Stroblite and Stylo. Wish I got a recording of Stroblite but I'm sure there's footage out there.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 9, 2026, 12:41 AM

Thank you so much, again, I'm so glad you enjoyed drawing it! 🩵

@spoonycatt.com Oct 8, 2026, 2:27 AMReposted by @kalamitykaiju.bsky.social

Hope this is not CHRIS' blood.

Commission for @kalamitykaiju.bsky.social #kalamitykaiju based off the iconic scene in the original Resident Evil!!

patreon patreon.com/spoonycatt
ko-fi ko-fi.com/spoonycatt/t...
vgen vgen.co/spoonycatt

digital drawing of a green and yellow anthro character looking over their shoulder at you with a glowing, bright yellow eye. there is blood all over their muzzle and teeth.

@kalamitykaiju.bsky.social Oct 7, 2026, 10:04 PM

Playing through the entirety of RE3 remake RIGHT MEOW

🔴 LIVE www.twitch.tv/kalamitykaiju