I'mma make merch for the women in my community and it'll be branded knives and spell books

The desire to have custom knight armor drawn and commissioned is strong

18 videos (both long form and short form) edited in just the last 4 days 😭 I'll be able to stream tomorrow thankfully but holy moly

Thank you P!nk for being a moron and forcing me to shelve yet ANOTHER cover I can't publish yet because you decided to be a dumbass 😭

I hate this headspace. I hate talking about it. But I don't really have anyone to go to or ways to combat it this time. Not like before.

I miss creating the laughs in a room, and feeling I'm apart of something or valued beyond just my skillset. Every day feels the same. I get older but I feel stuck. Stuck in a room of reverbing emotions and the pressure of the world going to hell.

I don't feel like I'm accomplishing what I want, I don't feel cared about unless someone needs something from me and then they'll be on their way. I don't feel seen or thought about by those I care about all the time. I miss the noise I could tune to in order to quiet those kinda thoughts.

Sometimes there will be something out of control that'll change everything, and you sorta just have to deal with it. Life's like that but it sucks suffering in silence sometimes. I don't like opening up and letting it all out but it's been getting hard not to recently.

I sing btw

meeting was late

Happy national Big Boobs Day!! I love this holiday :D

Of course out of the near 200 countries I talked about I get raided when I was shitting on Israel 😭😭😭