💜 - I straight up couldn't tell you We *always* grew up facing abuse for having ✨non-standard✨ interests, and can't remember a time where we *weren't* pushed aside for being different Could definitely pinpoint where the PTSD from it all started though :)

like new again

During the brain bluh break, been messin around with some simpler modding stuffs The two finished thingies are that taur print for VotV, and settin up my skin for dungeons 2 [the mod isn't mine but u gotta like, set the whole skin up for it it's weird lmao]

💜 - The thingy

💜 - Small-ish update, I'll probably get back to streaming next week or the week after; Still feeling terrible, but things are improving thanks to frens 💜💜 I won't be returning to spooky streams, and schedules will be on a "feel it out" basis:--

This is why we do it.

There will [for now] no longer be a strict schedule, as I focus on our mental health and energy; Streams will still happen, but I'll feel out if I'm "up to it", then make a post Forcing ourself to stream when I'm not has just been pushing the burnout and stress further, so I want to avoid that

💜 - Small-ish update, I'll probably get back to streaming next week or the week after; Still feeling terrible, but things are improving thanks to frens 💜💜 I won't be returning to spooky streams, and schedules will be on a "feel it out" basis:--

💜 - I've decided to cancel tonight's stream, and possibly the entire spooky month "event" I've been trying to play it off, but we've been insanely depressed these past few weeks, and it's only getting worse This isn't how I want people to see us, so I don't want to force myself on camera, sorry.

I may go back to regular streams when we feel better, but for now the October streams are cancelled I've jokingly mentioned it, but to be blunt this year has fucking sucked. Money problems, health scares, losses, stress, and abuse; We're running out of the will to push through it

Btw this is *mostly* a joke, redownloading mainly to check stuff out, but also cos I've talked to some frens about just doin some mucking about in private matches, which I may bug them about again :) hi We've not actually "played" this game in years, and I ain't gonna start any time soon lmao

💜 - Me: Damn our mental state's been terrible lately, I gotta take things easy and think about mental health Also me:

I may go back to regular streams when we feel better, but for now the October streams are cancelled I've jokingly mentioned it, but to be blunt this year has fucking sucked. Money problems, health scares, losses, stress, and abuse; We're running out of the will to push through it