y'all got games on your console

Wow no alt text... It's a roadrunner for all the people you've left in the dark 🙄

when i was little i liked the smell of fog machines because they reminded me of pancakes

So I've heard...

They've probably got a ton of colloquial names! I've heard sand flea before but only on the internet

You've contributed greatly to the cause! I really like how well you convey the squishiness

every time i see people draw themselves/have themselves drawn as one of my alien species it makes me happy still planning to make that vrchat model when i get some other projects out of the way

I think I need a vent account

On behalf of the mantis committee you are forgiven

It's not, I have it set to show NSFW warnings on this account and I still can't check it in public idk if people forget that the label exists or think it's shameful or something

I prefer not to be referred to with "sir" or "ma'am" but from experience the former feels much worse "Bug" is probably the best option though

Ough, that really sucks... I hope we're both able to get past it!

(if you are one of these friends please do not misinterpret this - i love seeing what you're up to. i just wish i had more to share in return)

I love meeting new friends who are into game dev but then i'm always like "yeah i've been into it for 17 years at this point! anyway here are my 0 games to prove it" and it's humiliating

if it turns out that this is why i haven't been able to pursue my dream project despite having the technical capability for over a decade... i don't know if i'll be relieved to overcome it or devastated that i've lost that much of my life to executive dysfunction.

and maybe if i can get some sort of treatment then my brain would let me draw more than one thing every 2 months!!

with the help of a friend i finally scheduled a consultation with a psychologist as a first step towards getting an adhd screening if literally everything i've read + everything i've heard from friends diagnosed with adhd is accurate there's like... a 99% chance. it would explain so much

Personally I think about you every day