I MISS MY WIFE, CHAT! I MISS HIM A LOT, HE IS MY UNIVERSE AND MORE!!!

steep the pea flower tea to your liking (light or dark brew) Add honey (I used clover honey), vanilla extract, or maple syrup to the tea and stir it up well! Use whichever milk and add ice

(not my photo lol) I bought this pea flower tea, looked up a milk tea recipe, and I am in love. And it's said to be good for me sooo BYUH!

Just been kinda meh as of late, exhausted mentally and physically here

So cuntyyy

Hey, sorry, I've been super busy with irl job, and it felt good to step away from social media. I still won't be as busy here as usual, but since my last post, I still wanted to letcha know I'm doing better

Please… No more dms with news, I’m going offline. I am too broken as it is and I need a break

I'M FUCKING CRYIIIIIIING!

But I just listen. I feel so out of place, and I want to do more, be out there, interact. It's like I'm back to step 1 again. I'm sorry for rambling. I think I just needed to spill my feels and try to do something to get my mind off these feelings.

Maybe I'm just tired, maybe overstimulated, or just in my feels. But man, do I hate being like this. Feeling like I'm reverting to my past self. So quiet, so small, being anxious for no reason or for something else. I want to try and be more out there.

GASP AAAAAAAAAAAA OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Doin my darn tootin best with all these new changes and making sure I get current services done

Update: sometime next week is my orientation for my new job. It's evening shifts; it pays more than my current job, so once I have my new job schedule down, I will figure out comm time/irl work time If I am slow at responding about comms, I am sorry and will get back to you as soon as I can.