I just wanna draw tibang and Kivu is that too much to ask 🥀 I’ve been trying tbh but paper does Not feel the same, and before I get insecure abt my stuff again I’m just doing tiny lil studies instead but I miss the best parts of drawing which is to Have Fun 💢

To celebrate the small joys of the world despite being sad and anxious, mother bought me some froot loops to cheer me up so this is nice :)

Anyway look at my lazy dog, he’s the light of my life

The day could go by a lil faster, idk if the guy is even coming tomorrow to install the new power supply… he said he could, but nothing confirmed yet Bro I just wanna know if its gonna work already or not 🥀 I have work to do, man, I’m pretty much a whole week late on my schedule and I do not like it

Hopefully I’ll have my computer working again early on monday so I can go back to working on things! Please consider helping ya boy make back that repair money, any shares on my comms post is much appreciated 💕

Esses dias vi alguem dizendo “cara se tu conseguir fazer isso eu vou te considerar uma LEGENDA” e eu quis chorar

Now to be fair I like the autumn aesthetic and stuff, but halloween is very whatever for me. All things considered I was always bigger on winter, not that I ever experienced real winter either, but I like the vibes, and I like christmas, so I’m much more qualified for that 😎

I don’t do halloween and autumn stuff much bc frankly its not even a thing here where I live so I don’t much care for it, and with my busted computer and a short time to think abt it anyway, no deal However, christmas and stuff… if anyone wants comms for that I am positive I can do something in time

I like having it paired with my ref folders for comms tho so any helpful info can be there for easy access, but I rly am shy sharing my stuff, especially written info bc I’m not at all confident in my ability to explain things well, but! I do my besto for my own enjoyment

If anything, putting together a lore doc for Tibarn, Fang and Kivu in the sloppiest way possible on my phone gave me some joy last night, in between working on comms when my computer is back I can add to it and format it better for reading and stuff…… Not that I’ll have it in me to share it tho

My boyyy hes so cool 💕💕💕 thank you again!! Best of luck experimenting with style and stuff, a good change is always refreshing :>

I miss my 🅱️ig 🅱️eautiful 🅱️usband (bird husband) Hope I can draw him again soon

Haircut today, finally I can feel like a person again

Hopefully I’ll have my computer working again early on monday so I can go back to working on things! Please consider helping ya boy make back that repair money, any shares on my comms post is much appreciated 💕

It really is, and some days it just hits harder but it’ll all be ok eventually, just gotta keep hoping issues will get resolved soon, try to avoid thinking too much and enjoy the little things for a while 🥀 its easier said than done, but I’ll manage, resting already did help a little bit after all

Thank you, I really appreciate it 💕 doing my best to keep my hopes up for good news, its all gonna work out 💪

It is just a bit over a year old, I fix one issue and suddenly the power supply is busted, and I JUST opened comms again to get some work on the way, it feels TERRIBLE, I can’t relax properly til its sorted cause I’m bracing for the possibility that I don’t get good news on monday, but I hope I do

Best case scenario I’ll have my computer back on monday, working properly and hopefully no more bad luck will befall me for a while, I wanna go back to drawing and being excited abt my stuff, but this really blows and I just hope thats the end of the issues w this computer cause holy shit