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ok vel. ok.

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tho i could uninstall remake/intergrade rn cos im not playing that

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i need to get a microsd card for my steam deck so i can have both rebirth and crisis core installed on it 😭 i wanna play crisis core but i have rebirth installed which is huge

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SQUARE UP

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fucuuckkkk that GOT ME SO GOOD IM CRYING DAWG

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alecto just sent a drag path zack & cloud edit and this is why i am starting a gfm to travel to france to GET THEM AND STOP THEM FROM EVER HURTING ANYONE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

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fighting past the imposter syndrome and replying 2 things

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once i finish eating i'll get back to replying to these :)

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made some thinly sliced pork belly, and have radish wraps + kimchi and sesame oil/salt and mm mm mm. just missed sliced green onion but oh well

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ugh i should go make food and eat (instead of just drinking coffee.) and maybe that will ease my anxiety a little bit and i can finish up the replies

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should never apologize!!! when i actually manage to write (lol 😭) im always like "fml this is like a 20 thread reply." hfdhklsjfhs

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taken from me because of my health issues.

NYWAY all that to say, im grateful for everyone who writes with me and is also patient with me<3 im sorry im slow and it can take me an eternity to reply to things.

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the energy for anything, let alone writing. 🙃 and one of the most demoralizing things is feeling like you're falling behind or being left behind even if that's not necessarily true. roleplaying has been my one consistent hobby since i was a kid and i hate that like. it feels like its being

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shitposting/banter and even ooc talk is relegated to discord with close friends.

it's been a really frustrating like... past year for me as my health issues have worsened because i really do want to write, i want to roleplay and sometimes i just can't do shit because my brain doesnt have

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nyway friendly reminder that i am pretty slow for a variety of reasons and i do apologize for that, i try to like/bookmark things i need to reply too. my health is like, Not the Greatest most days and with a 4 yr old i do have to prioritize him. so sometimes all i have the energy for is

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updated my rules page and by that i mean "fixed mini-zack's age because i still had him listed as a 2yr old and not 4yr old." JHSFLDJF

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mainly because i just dont pay attention much and i dont care if someone unfollows me becos curate ur space!! im #1 fan of curating ur space. but i feel like an asshole when i don't realize someone's unfollowed me and i still interact LOL

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god i wish soft blocking was a thing on here lmfao

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this is one of her.... mothers....