Here I am in my childhood bedroom. I wish little me knew I would grow up ok. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Here I am in my childhood bedroom. I wish little me knew I would grow up ok. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
Life is a slog. The last fifteen years have been such a meager existence from dating failures and no one to share my life and genuine connection with. I hope he saves me from myself. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
Same douche bag, different day. #gay #gymbro #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink
Oops I forgot to post something this morning. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
A friend gave me shit for not eating pizza anymore because “I can’t see my abs anymore.” I literally said that. I have a problem.
He retorted with “shut up and eat the pizza. I prefer you without.” Body dysmorphia, my dudes. #gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink
I felt cute. And the tsa agent asked if I was a bodybuilder! That was some nice validation. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
Holy fuck balls I met the bearlebrity Johnny McGovern. #gay #musclepanda
Save me from myself. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
Someone teach me how to pose. #gay #musclepanda #musclegay #gayswithink #gaysian
I’m a sweaty dude. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda
The struggle is real. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
We’re going with without, right? #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
Lookin’ #thicc, feelin’ thicc. #gay #musclepanda #musclegay
He posted this to his stories as I made him dinner. All his friends went “whoa he’s buff.” Validation, acquired.
Portrait mode makes me feel pretty. #outfitoftheday #gay #musclegay #musclepanda
Also, I’m really sorry for my meltdown yesterday. It’s not my intent to show my vulnerability. Or maybe it is. He told me the places he wants to take me, and all the memories and experiences he wants to create. I *am* not only adequate, but I am unapologetically unique. #gay #musclepanda
I’m trying to perfect the eye brow cock. #gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink
I gotta look pretty for my man. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink
I went to my first #fitexpo! #bodybuilding #musclegay #musclepanda
Holy fuckballs you guys, it’s been quite the weekend! Not to mention my crush just left. We are crazy for each other.
In other news, I GOT A FULL COMBO ON MY FAVORITE DDR CHART! Look at me jiggle. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswholift #gayswithink