Having a PEM crash, feels like the flu but I'll be okay
Just so tired 😩
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before they finally transferred me somewhere (still a youth shelter but at least a safe one) and I was stuck there for 18 months until I aged out. I'm safe and housed now but. God. October used to be my favorite month and now the beginning of it is just flashbacks and trauma.
#vent #medicaltag #ig

Ugh I keep seeing so many people talk about going places and seeing people (kink-related) and it makes me so blindingly jealous. My body keeps me trapped, I can't even get put down into subspace regularly or get maintenance spankings because they'd cause a crash.
#vent #medicaltag #kink #tboy

What sucks is I *know* what treats my issues but either the side effects would kill me or it's so addictive I don't even want to ask for a regular prescription even if anyone would write one. (Lithium, Depakote, cyclobenzaprine, Ativan...)
So it's weed and lidocaine 🤷 #medicaltag #chronicpain

When the TENs unit instructions say "DO NOT use near neck and jaw" but that's where my problems are
(DW I followed directions)
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