I still sometimes wonder what my current life as a cosplayer in-training would be like if I still had a cosplay girlfriend or a partner?

I still sometimes wonder what my current life as a cosplayer in-training would be like if I still had a cosplay girlfriend or a partner?
and what I've mean by being too lazy is that my hobbies have gotten the way of dating, which is soon to be one of my main interests. and I still have hope that a cosplay girl will be my girlfriend. #cosplaygirlfriend #cosplayfriend #cosplayer #cosplayerintraining
I really wish I would've dated a cosplayer when I started going to fan conventions back in 2019, but I've been lazy and have no idea of what to do when it comes to an average person wanting to date a cosplay girl.