I thought I knew what kind of man he was before I really knew him.
Maybe that was the first mistake.
Sometimes, the stranger you expect to disappoint you doesn't.

I thought I knew what kind of man he was before I really knew him.
Maybe that was the first mistake.
Sometimes, the stranger you expect to disappoint you doesn't.
Sometimes I want to scream just to wake the neighbours.
Not because something is wrong.
Because everything is.
Maybe we’re all just collectively pretending this world makes sense—and I’m tired of pretending.
Anyway. Who’s bringing the pots and pans?
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I don't care how hot they are. If all you know is their dating-app profile, you don't actually know who you're meeting.
Horny is not a background check.
#InternetDating #DatingAdvice #DatingStories #PsychologicallyMessy #BexxyMov
A week of books, psychologically messy humans, questionable coping mechanisms, and Freyja keeping me under surveillance. 😂🐈⬛
Honestly, pretty standard around here.
Self-awareness is great.
Until you realize you’re fully aware of the pattern... and still doing the f%$king pattern. 😂
📖 Excerpt from The Copulation Chronicles
I used to think I was just really fucking horny.
Turns out, sometimes sex was also how I made the noise in my head go quiet.
That’s the psychologically messy part. 🖤
#BexxyMov #Hypersexuality #SexualCompulsivity #HumanBehaviour #PsychologicallyMessyStories
Maybe community doesn't have to be something you find. Maybe it's something we build together. 🖤
#BexxyMov #PsychologicallyMessyStories #AlternativeEconomy #CommunityCare #ChosenCommunity
📚 A Farewell to Arms
What happens when you fall in love while the world is falling apart?
War. Sex. Love. Escape. Desperation.
Sexy. Messy. Complicated. 🖤
You know they're lying. You know you shouldn't trust them.
And yet... you keep reading. 😂
Maybe we don't want the truth. Maybe we want to figure it out ourselves. 🖤
Think erotic fiction is just about sex? So did I. 😂
Then, the character got complicated.
Turns out, the sex was just the doorway. 🖤
#BexxyMov #PsychologicallyMessyStories #TheCopulationChronicles
📚 WHAT THE F%$K DID PEOPLE THINK?
One reader: “Triggers galore!” ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Another: “Surprisingly tender.” ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Two very different reactions to one very psychologically messy book. 😂🖤
🔥 Losing Time
Sometimes, you don't want the night to end.
You just want to lose yourself in it.
The Copulation Chronicles 2 🖤
#BexxyMov #EroticallyMessy #PsychologicallyMessyStories
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Some people are easy to understand.
Boring. 😂
Give me the complicated ones.
I want to know why. 🖤
🧠 You know it's hurting you. You swear you'll stop. You mean it.
And then you do it again.
Knowing better doesn't always mean doing better.
That's the f$%king mess.
📚 Crime and Punishment
What if you could get away with murder... but not get away from yourself?
Dostoevsky basically said: F$%k prison. Let's make your brain the punishment. 😂
Psychologically messy as f$%k.
If you're hypersexual or deal with sexual compulsivity, harm reduction doesn't have to mean giving up sex.
For me: safer sex, testing, boundaries, knowing when to leave, and no shame. 🖤
Two years. Two years of love, sex, comfortable silence, ridiculous conversations, and a kind of security I didn't know I could have.
Our relationship doesn't look like forever to everyone.
But it does to me. 🖤
#BexxyMov #Polyamory #PsychologicallyMessyStories
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Have you ever been uncomfortably invested in someone who was clearly a mess?
Apparently, I write those characters. 😂
And my readers noticed. 🖤
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🖤 This week in psychologically messy.
📖 Never Made It Home, my Indigenous intergenerational nonfiction story, plus books, cats, dating, desire, grief, and questionable decisions.
Basically, the usual chaos.