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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 15, 2026, 9:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 33

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APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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Prison, Jail Cell, Schoolroom = Womb

In the category of womb symbols that are places that enclose or โ€œhouseโ€ one that are uncomfortable, constricting, limiting of oneโ€™s ability to move around and in which one is made to suffer, even be tortured, we need to add prisons, dungeons, jail cells, and schoolrooms. Breaking out of prisons, being rescued from tight, enclosing places or situations in which one is not free โ€” that is, cannot โ€œmove freelyโ€ โ€” are specific portrayals of the birth process itself. Contemporary film is flooded with plots and scenes depicting such escapes and/or rescues. Any constricting surround is a womb symbol, including oppressive social and political conditions from which one cannot escape and under which one is not able to move freely, to enjoy โ€œfreedomโ€; especially regimented ones under which one is tortured, processed, and treated anonymously and in an unfeeling, insensitive manner.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 14, 2026, 10:42 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 32

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There was a recent movie of this squid variation. Its plot development was of the โ€œJawsโ€ genre. But in adding tentacles, it added elements of pubic hair and umbilical strangulation to the normal aspects of womb torture such as simple compression and suffocation.

House; cave; water; devouring dragon, as in Harry Potter; whale or shark; automobile, especially buses or motorhomes; boat, especially a submarine; indeed all vehicles of transition, nonmechanical as well as mechanical as in trains and airplanes; the deep forest, as in Avatar โ€” anything in fact with elements of being surrounding and engulfing of one and as nurturing or threatening one, or both, are womb symbols, as we have known for a long time. 

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 13, 2026, 9:53 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 32

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

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โ€ฆtrauma and child abuse of all kinds โ€” including genital mutilation โ€” is passed from one generation to the next. Vampirism has this telling quality as well: Once you are โ€œbitten,โ€ you are compelled to do it to others. In the same way all child abusers were abused themselves as children, as any psychologist will tell you.

House, Cave, Squids

Anyway, this portrayal of a house that gobbles up its victims, bizarre as it sounds and as it looked, can only be explained by looking into our perinatal imprints; and it is rife with such elements.

To start with, a house โ€” being an enclosure in which humans protect, nurture, and take care of themselves once born into the world โ€” is perhaps the most prevalent womb symbol that exists. It is right up there in importance with caves, oceans, swallowing beasts โ€” especially beasts of the ocean like whales (Jonah), sharks (Jaws), and octopi or giant squids.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 12, 2026, 9:25 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 31

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This House Will Eat You Alive!

I saw a most potent portrayal of this new perinatal element in a  1990s horror movie.

This movieโ€™s plot involved a house being somewhat alive and  gobbling people up into the walls. The ingested people would try  to emerge from the houseโ€™s walls. The walls being like elastic  when they would do this, the features of their faces could be seen  pushing through to the point even of the individuals being  identifiable.

These swallowed people could not get out of the walls. And they  would be the next ones trying to lure their loved ones and friends  into being gobbled up by the house, the same having been done to  them, which had resulted in their being taken into the walls  initially. Sounds like a modern, very perinatal variation on the Pied  Piper theme.

But the former victims who, once pulled into the walls, themselves  become perpetrators also is a powerful metaphor of the way primalโ€ฆ

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 11, 2026, 11:27 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 31

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โ€ฆconstriction ... of the entire body or just the head ... and often added the element of prenatal discomfort by adding torture while so enclosed. The Iron โ€œMaidenโ€ is such a device. Note the feminine being employed in the name itself. Could that be any more clear that it is meant to be a painful, tortuous re-creation of being inside oneโ€™s mother? 

Modern movies showing such devices or procedures are indicative of these perinatal elements coming to the surface obviously. One example is โ€œThe Man in the Iron Mask.โ€ In a similar respect, I   have already mentioned our current preoccupation with water- boarding style torture. In employing suffocation, it is an effective   and brutally inhuman way of stimulating peopleโ€™s perinatal pain, just as straitjackets and jail cells are intended to.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 11, 2026, 7:08 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 2, p 16

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โ€œEven when realizing their lives and those of their families were at stake, their response was they wished to not know and to live their lives blissfully ignorant until it should actually be at hand.... Is it any wonder the media does not  address it?โ€ 

You might ask what it is that I bring to this issue that has not already been said. What is it you will get by reading my take and hearing my input on this?

Well, one thing pertains to the nuclear issue. The other, to the question of why is this all happening. That is, what are the psychological components of a situation where a species can actually and without a second thought bring down the entire ecosphere โ€” which is called ecocide

I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 10, 2026, 8:33 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 30

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Existential fact is in quotes to point out that this is not an essential fact of existence; rather they seem to be facts to humans because of the experience we share of being in constricting wombs which become uncomfortable and suffocating increasingly near the end. This is an example of what I have termed elsewhere, biologically constituted realities.

Of course a similar thing โ€” forcible โ€œre-educationโ€ โ€” could be said for the use of jail cells, solitary confinement, and enclosures like โ€œThe Holeโ€ during incarceration. Simply the fact that we have a much greater percentage of our population in prisons than any time previously points to our mania of trying to control this aspect of our feelings from our origins ... and of an emerging perinatal unconscious triggering the reaction. In former times, torture devices often employed devices of compression, suffocation,โ€ฆ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 10, 2026, 7:02 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 2, p. 16

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I. APOCALYPSE AND INSANITY

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CHAPTER 2

Activism, Nuclear, and Insanity: 

Success, Failure, and Deliberate Stupidity 

โ€œI watched in a kind of stunned horror, knowing what I knew about an extinction-level event that had occurred, and it brought me to tears thinking how little folks knew.โ€
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 9:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 30

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

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โ€ฆhilarious โ€” and outrageous to the tourists โ€” part is this image of a rhino giving birth to a full-grown naked adult human โ€œbaby.โ€

Couldnโ€™t Fight Your Way Out of a Plastic Bag!

Other examples of this element of human features pushing through membranes has individuals completely covered and suffocated in membrane-like elastic sheets from which they cannot escape and in which they appear agonized and struggling. A good example of this was in a scene from โ€œFire In the Skyโ€ that was shown repeatedly on TV to hype the movie when it came out.

Even the invention and use of straitjackets shows our preoccupation with the perinatal, especially as concerns our mental health or well-being. For the message there is that if you โ€œget out of controlโ€ you will be put back in a place where you will be forced to comply and will have to learn to deal, as all the rest of us do, with the โ€œexistential factโ€ of needing to conform to the dictates of an overwhelming, dominating, and pervasive other world.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 10:54 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 29

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He becomes engaged in a desperate need to get out. Interestingly, the fan โ€” the source of comfort in the rhino (womb) โ€” stops working after a while. This is exactly analogous to the way, when we are fetuses, the nurturing elements of the motherโ€™s womb โ€œturn off,โ€ in the last stage of gestation, making the womb quite an uncomfortable place indeed.

We see him pushing his face against the elastic, membrane surface of the rhinoโ€™s posterior in a way graphically suggesting perinatal emergence. The tourists watching this explicitly state that they see it as the rhino giving birth. 

We witness the actual โ€œbirthโ€: Jim Carrey (Ace Ventura) struggles to make the opening larger and to come out. Finally, he falls, naked wet and curled up fetal- or baby-like, to the ground. Theโ€ฆ

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:12 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 29

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โ€ฆwell as that of it emerging from the mouth โ€” as examples, the โ€œvolcano-new-speciesโ€ episode of The X Files and the dance hall scene in โ€œJacobโ€™s Ladderโ€ โ€” indicating fetal emergence mixed with ungentle neonatal mouth clearing, as mentioned above.

Membrane Walls

But this new variation of โ€œfetal emergenceโ€ has human faces pushing through membrane-like elastic walls!

Ventura Out of the Womb

A good example of this occurs in the movie, โ€œAce Ventura, Pet Detective, When Nature Calls.โ€ In the Ace Ventura movie, Jim Carrey emerges from inside a mechanical rhino with virtually all birth elements evident.

He is holed up in a hot and suffocating โ€œwombโ€ โ€” that is, he is inside the rhino.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 9:43 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 28

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This also sheds light on the seemingly โ€œmindlessโ€ violence and rage that is directed back against anonymous people and society in general by certain types of criminals. They can be seen to be acting out their โ€œfuck youโ€ welcome into the world by attacking back and outwardly, rather than this early rage energy being channeled into some of the other, more healing or at least not harmful, responses possible to early assault.

Faces Coming Out of the Walls 

I would like to refer to one final perinatal indicator in the visual media, which has been capturing my attention of late ... seeming to be coming out of the very walls at me! This is โ€” what appears to me to be โ€” a recent and new sort of perinatal symbolism, at least in Western culture.

We have had, over and over again, the image of the โ€œevil fetusโ€ erupting from the abdomen, as in the classic scene from โ€œAlienโ€ asโ€ฆ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 6:37 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 28

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #rebirth ๐Ÿฆ‹ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Welcome to the World ... Now f u

Regardless, the ungentle mouth cleaning is felt not just as a physical assault, it is an outrage to the infantโ€™s tender psyche as well โ€” leaving a lifelong and fundamental imprint undergirding and helping to sculpt all later experience โ€” in that it is the first โ€œwelcomeโ€ to this world. That is to say, the birth struggle ends, there is release ... (finally!) ... then, โ€œWelcome, babyโ€ โ€” yank! stretch, feel manipulated and used, treated like an object and with no sense that one is a living aware being.

With this in mind โ€” that this โ€œHello โ€” fuck you!โ€ experience can be the primal (first) experience of this world, of other people, of society โ€” it may be easier to understand the profound fear and anxiety toward other people that resides inside many of us โ€” for example, as in the book title: Iโ€™d Rather Die Than Give a Speech!
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 7:36 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

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In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.Combine this inexperienced dredging up of perinatal material with the fact, as I will be continually reiterating throughout this book, that people in these times are closer to their perinatal unconscious, to their birth trauma. One can see how it can easily happen that when feelings of being orally assaulted after birth begin arising within the counseling rooms, they can be interpreted, by therapist or client or both, as early sexual assault โ€” that being the interpretation du jour, so to speak, and because of course both are ignorant of the fact of birth trauma โ€” its having systematically been resisted and purged from mainstream professional and lay common knowledge, beginning with Freudโ€™s rejection of Otto Rankโ€™s discovery of it, right down to the present. (But letโ€™s not get into that just here.)

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 6:56 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 27

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Victims Du Jour

By the way, I might mention that while genuine sexual assault and child sexual abuse is a reality that has long been with us and is only now really coming to light (thankfully), the similarity of this early perinatal experience of ungentle mouth clearing to sexual assault may have something to do with the epidemic of reports of infant sexual abuse that are coming out of counselorโ€™s therapy rooms.

Confused interpretations of these reports can happen because most counselors and psychotherapists are ignorant of birth and perinatal trauma and yet more and more of them are allowing bits and pieces of regressive techniques into their standard professional arsenals.

In addition, they throw in these techniques, most often, without qualification or experience with these techniques, and oftentimes out of knowledge gained solely from books or second-handedly ... not to mention rarely, because of professional arrogance, having experienced or undergone these regressions themselves.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 9:04 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 26

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ #eros ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

These feelings, while they may be reinforced by later life events, oftentimes have roots that go back to a time immediately after birth. At this time, too frequently, the jaw is pulled down for the insertion of fingers and suction devices. It is done in a manner that is excruciatingly painful for a being that has spent his or her entire life โ€” nine months โ€” previous to that in a relatively placid environment with its mouth closed.

This ungentle procedure is also felt as an assault in that it occurs, usually, as the first event a baby is confronted with upon release from the womb. Its tiny mouth โ€” never before fully opened โ€” is often the first focus of attention, as large fingers (relatively) reach in, stretching the previously unopened and unstretched (virgin) mouth ... breaking the metaphorical oral hymen of the neonate in a way that is felt to the infant to be comparable in pattern and violation to oral sexual assault.

Did you ever wonder why so many folks have such terror of seeing  a dentist? Did you ever wonder what is the fascination with water- boarding and torture in recent years?

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 6:09 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p 11

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #PA โ˜ฎ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒก๏ธโ˜ข๏ธ #PACH1 ๐Ÿ“– #TruthWarriors โ• #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Climate ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐ŸŒ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #ecocide ๐Ÿ”ฅ #Existential๐Ÿ˜ฑ #EndTimes โฐโ›” #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

You see, my purposes here are not to list and dwell on the statistics proving the premise that the current trends we are following are apocalyptic. Quite a few others are doing that right now. I, being a psychologist, am more concerned with why what they are saying is being avoided, and denied. Or why their warnings and projections are not being heeded. Why we are not doing anything like what would be a rational response to what they tell us is coming, is in fact at this moment going on, though we look away. I am also taken up by why we humans, of all species, would do this to ourselves.

So, although in upcoming chapters I will bring out some of the scientific facts and findings pertaining to the collapse of the environment and the dying off of life, this book is primarily about how we deal with the obvious. We already know much of this, but we are trying to not know it and to block it out with inanities and trivialities. We need simply to look to our daily headlines. Need I remind of the dangers from catastrophes like Fukushima and the Gulf Oil Spill?

We have radiation mixing into the world ecosystem as I write. Fukushima alone is spreading radiation that is off the charts into food, air, and oceans. We also know that the plutonium that is a significant part of our nuclear waste needs to be guarded for twenty-five-thousand yearsโ€ฆ

1. HUMANICIDAL TIMES

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 7:47 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 26

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ #thanatos ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™‚๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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Treated Like a โ€œPiece of Meatโ€

This practice of ungentle mouth clearing โ€” performed by hurried or insensitive, and uninformed, medical personnel, unaware of the consciousness and keen feeling awareness of the neonate โ€” can leave one with lifelong feelings of being treated like a โ€œthing.โ€

Many report having overwhelming feelings of being dealt with mechanically and without respect. It is common for folks to have feelings of โ€œnot being seen.โ€ People can have lifelong body memories of having oneโ€™s mouth stretched wide.

These feelings, while they may be reinforced by later life events, oftentimes have roots that go back to a time immediately after birth. At this time, too frequently, the jaw is pulled down for the insertion of fingers and suction devices. It is done in a manner that is excruciatingly painful for a being that has spent his or her entire life โ€” nine months โ€” previous to that in a relatively placid environment with its mouth closed.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 8:53 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 25

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

This โ€œvegetableโ€ eruption always happens suddenly and climactically, and almost always it results in death. Scenes like this I have observed in the movie โ€œJacobโ€™s Ladder,โ€ several times on the hit show The X Files, and in many, many other shows.

Gag Me With a Toxin.

This version of suffocation probably has its roots in the force- feeding of toxic elements to the fetus in the womb through the  umbilical cord, and is more definitely related โ€” the symbol is probably an amalgamation of both feelings โ€” to the ungentle clearing of fluids from the neonateโ€™s mouth by the attendants immediately after birth.

This latter connection โ€” the ungentle mouth cleaning of birth fluids โ€” I can personally validate through my own primal experiences. Apparently I was not alone in being treated this way as a newborn in the 1940s and 1950s in America ... hence its popularity.

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 30, 2026, 6:55 AM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 25

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๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’™ #AN ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #ApocalypseNO ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿšซ #TruthWarriors โ• #climate ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฅ #ecopsychology ๐ŸŒโ˜ฎ๏ธ #Primal โ˜ฎ๏ธ #Psychology โ˜ฎ๏ธ ๐ŸŒˆ #birth ๐Ÿ‰ #perinatal ๐Ÿ‰ #humanicide โฐโ›” #environment ๐ŸŒŽ

APOCALYPSE โ€“ NO!

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โ€ฆused as a murder weapon by being forced into the victimโ€™s mouth. It seems to be becoming a writer/directorโ€™s fad, as increasingly creative ways are being imagined to play it out in scripts.

Told You I Didnโ€™t Like Vegetables!

Another common variation is when the suffocating item comes out of the personโ€™s mouth.

In this frequent scenario, the victim is โ€œinfectedโ€ with some kind of alien spore which grows inside of him or her and comes thrusting up from inside of the personโ€™s body and out of the mouth, lodging itself there. Often this alien extrusion looks something like a huge asparagus emerging. The perverse sexual aspect of the image also has roots in perinatal, specifically, BPM III experience.

This โ€œvegetableโ€ eruption always happens suddenly and climactically, and almost always it results in death. Scenes like this I have observed in the movie โ€œJacobโ€™s Ladder,โ€ several times on the hit show The X Files, and in many, many other shows.
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