Sometimes you're still here, still breathing, still moving through the world. But inside, you're slowly disappearing.

What does it feel like to drown when there's no water? 🖤

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Meeting the family, surviving Exploding Kittens, and eating aggressively bland food. 😂 Sometimes love looks like the ordinary things that make someone part of your world.

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I was getting straight As while hiding an addiction nobody suspected.

Turns out, you can look like you're thriving and still be a fucking mess behind the scenes.

Functioning isn't the same as being okay.

What do people get wrong about addiction?

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He makes me feel safe, even as I lose the boundaries I built to protect myself.

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I thought I knew what kind of man he was before I really knew him.

Maybe that was the first mistake.

Sometimes, the stranger you expect to disappoint you doesn't.

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Sometimes I want to scream just to wake the neighbours.

Not because something is wrong.

Because everything is.

Maybe we’re all just collectively pretending this world makes sense—and I’m tired of pretending.

Anyway. Who’s bringing the pots and pans?
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I don't care how hot they are. If all you know is their dating-app profile, you don't actually know who you're meeting.

Horny is not a background check.

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A week of books, psychologically messy humans, questionable coping mechanisms, and Freyja keeping me under surveillance. 😂🐈‍⬛

Honestly, pretty standard around here.

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Self-awareness is great.

Until you realize you’re fully aware of the pattern... and still doing the f%$king pattern. 😂

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Sweet little belly rubs. Completely innocent.

Until the one-eye reveal. 👁️🐈‍⬛😂

Freyja is watching you.

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📖 Excerpt from The Copulation Chronicles

I used to think I was just really fucking horny.

Turns out, sometimes sex was also how I made the noise in my head go quiet.

That’s the psychologically messy part. 🖤
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Maybe community doesn't have to be something you find. Maybe it's something we build together. 🖤

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📚 A Farewell to Arms

What happens when you fall in love while the world is falling apart?

War. Sex. Love. Escape. Desperation.

Sexy. Messy. Complicated. 🖤

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You know they're lying. You know you shouldn't trust them.

And yet... you keep reading. 😂

Maybe we don't want the truth. Maybe we want to figure it out ourselves. 🖤

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Think erotic fiction is just about sex? So did I. 😂

Then, the character got complicated.

Turns out, the sex was just the doorway. 🖤

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📚 WHAT THE F%$K DID PEOPLE THINK?

One reader: “Triggers galore!” ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Another: “Surprisingly tender.” ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Two very different reactions to one very psychologically messy book. 😂🖤

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🔥 Losing Time

Sometimes, you don't want the night to end.

You just want to lose yourself in it.

The Copulation Chronicles 2 🖤

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Some people are easy to understand.

Boring. 😂

Give me the complicated ones.

I want to know why. 🖤

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🧠 You know it's hurting you. You swear you'll stop. You mean it.

And then you do it again.

Knowing better doesn't always mean doing better.

That's the f$%king mess.

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📚 Crime and Punishment

What if you could get away with murder... but not get away from yourself?

Dostoevsky basically said: F$%k prison. Let's make your brain the punishment. 😂

Psychologically messy as f$%k.

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