if i try not to beat myself with a stick for the fact i'm writing only emotions and introspection instead of actions and the actual interactions between characters, writing becomes really enjoyable... maybe i should abandon all fucks and write like this, it's not like anyone reads my fics anyway

i'm thinking about adding shota kaveh too but i still can't think of the design

my latest hyperfocus mode was very successful. they are so neat

i was in hysterics about it today, i'm so tired of fighting with myself. i'm my worst enemy

my brain is filled with constant noise 24/7 but when i sit down to write or draw, it becomes completely empty. no thoughts, no ideas, only eery white noise and ringing in my ears

it was surprisingly easy? hello?

shota alhaitham has led me to places I wouldn't even go with a gun (blender)

If only they made another Aster banner, my daster brainworms are still strong 🤧 but only Dante gets new outfits 😔 i guess he's being spoiled by his little vampire