one more thing unless they wanna add onto the pile no more anger, just being genuine here. i was 14. i had been sexually active for less than a year. i was so early in puberty that my sex drive had barely started yet. so immature that i didnt know what a homewrecker was. and i was open about this.

fuck all of you who have continued to provoke me over and over and say things like "i hope he gets help" when i was in daily therapy for MONTHS, went through different medications, and am STILL trying to work through everything. fuck all of you for pretending i'm not trying because i keep spiraling

fuck all of you. fuck all of you who for years made me feel like i couldn't speak out about anything i went through. who made me feel like talking about my trauma was encroaching on others. for continuing to normalize this behavior in our fandom even years after the fact

shayy just tried making a comeback and you people are saying that a victim speaking out about their groomer is "running a trans woman out of private spaces" i'm so fucking done. none of you will ever learn. it's always going to be the same unhealthy clique behaviors like we're in high school

i hope you're all proud of yourselves for continuously spitting on someone who's down and wondering why he's gotten more and more unstable. for claiming you care but calling me manipulative and guilt tripping. if you want me gone then you've got it. just fucking leave me alone

i'm so disgusted with the fact that post was made in the first place and the people supporting it. i'm disgusted with who gets to speak for "the victims" while excluding those don't fit. i'm disgusted with the revisionist apologetics for someone who was normalizing 13-14 year olds to rape

this isn't your invitation to escalate things just to make yourselves feel superior, it's someone begging to just be left the fuck alone

there is no reason to continue going after me, im abandoning my accounts, please just leave me alone

Alright its drama time this who-the-fuck decided to speak on my behalf of mildred not being a predator? superkirbylover i dont really give a fuck about what you think, look heres mildred talking about drawing rape porn of my characters while i was fourteen (14) ((14 years old))

i’m done with this community. please remove my name from credits. goodbye

i hope you’ll be okay

any time I see victims speak up I feel glad but at the same time I feel crushed, because I want to feel empowered to speak up about my own experiences, but for years I've kept feeling like I couldn't and had to keep staying quiet and enduring various behaviors that affected me over and over

this community has honestly destroyed me mentally in so many ways I'm still trying to recover from and people largely take zero accountability for anything they do, only deflect and use how it's affected me to point and act like I'm crazy. it's so fucking insulting and demeaning

and times I tried to connect with other people who went through the same thing to actually process it, hoping they would understand, I was told "I'm making their trauma about me" and other shit, as if I wasn't looking for support from those I was close to. genuinely what the fuck

someone tried telling me at one point it wasn't grooming because it "didn't have intent to groom" when I don't know what else you call "person repeatedly normalizing minors to adult sexual interactions and engaging with them" other than grooming. like I felt so fucking used

vouching for this because in my experience mildred was absolutely grooming a lot of fucking people. she was drawing nsfw shit of my characters when i was 14 and she was well into her 20s

if anything goes without saying if you’re someone who tries to retaliate against me for this I will not be afraid of saying who you are, please do not engage in something like that

It’s for these reasons among others that I just largely don’t trust anyone and feel that some people don’t really care about victims, but just saving face

People in this fandom will play favorites or identify enough with one person over another that “support victims” ends up feeling like a popularity contest for some people, whether they actually want to believe victims or disregard them because they favor the person being accused of something.

I’ve spoken to victims who were groomed by the same people as me who felt afraid or intimidated of coming out about what happened to them and how they were retaliated against when they already tried to in the past