He/Him
Warning: May post about depression and/or depressing topics
I've been writing music for over 30 years. Electronic/VGM style
No AI
Bandcamp: http://alphadeus.bandcamp.com
YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/alphadeus

@alphadeus.bsky.social
He/Him
Warning: May post about depression and/or depressing topics
I've been writing music for over 30 years. Electronic/VGM style
No AI
Bandcamp: http://alphadeus.bandcamp.com
YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/alphadeus
As far as specific stuff, i would need to know around when you stopped. They added new bosses, dungeons, monsters, activities, and gear.
They added a ton of content. I’m not sure when you stopped, but every few months usually meant something new was added. This season alone added like 20 new bosses (based on previous diablo games). This season is a 30 year anniversary celebration. I feel that there is a lot of new stuff
Okay one more thing… 180+ hours, paragon 300, etc, and i finally got a trace of echoes from this season lol I wasn’t actively farming for it at all (not interested, already got pet from earlier season), but i wondered if my loot filter was hiding it while playing.
Piano Journal 10-12-2026 🎹
Did a piano journal. These are therapeutic for me, and this one in particular was nice to get out. I love playing piano. As always, it's mostly just playing stuff on the spot without any planning.
Possibly final Diablo 4 update this season. Paragon 300, which is the max level. My gear is really good (9 mythic unique items). Max war plan level. I cleared enough objectives to get all major season rewards (there are still objectives left, though). Still gonna play, but done posting news.
Paragon 299 in Diablo 4. Halfway to 300. After that, there probably won’t be any updates this season. I’m still going to play because i enjoy the gameplay loop. My gf had a colonoscopy last Friday. The results were great news. My dumb ass chose “the mystery box” for my colon test lol. Traumatic
The medication I take helps me avoid doing something stupid like burning bridges with people that are actually my friends. I manage to pass the time, I just wish I did more social stuff. When I'm awake, I'm usually down for a chat or something.
It's amazing how isolated and alone I feel. I'm not referring to my music this time. My recent song got like 50+ views I think last I checked. Good numbers. But when it comes to stuff like being social, playing games with others, and even chatting, there's not much happening. I feel very alone.
180 hours into Diablo 4 season 15. My rogue is pretty much set up gearwise. 298 paragon. Might be first season i hit max paragon (300).
I thought he left activision (or at least stopped being ceo) when Microsoft bought it? I saw his name recently mentioned about something to do with skydance. I don’t read much honestly. I had to look up the word defenestrate lol.
Absolute Terror 🎵
Here we go, I suppose. First new song in I think 2 months? Nothing fancy, just a practice tune to get back into writing music. I suppose it could be a Halloween song?
Just had a hilarious moment in Diablo 4, but i also feel bad. Started a helltide, came across a dead player. Cleared the area to try to revive them, but a portal to a waking nightmare opened up next to them. I accidentally entered the portal instead of reviving them. Been laughing since. Sorry :P
I've been swapping gear, trying new things, etc. Trying to maximize my damage without giving up too much defense. I got tons of goodish gear to work with. I learned about the seasonal unique 2-hand weapon called Infinity. Really boosted my power :) Anyone (still) playing? :p
I helped a stranger in Diablo IV with one of the "Hell" capstone dungeons (Torment 13 difficulty equivalent, 12 is technically the highest). It was pretty tough, but I got a mythic seal from the boss. I don't think I was really strong enough to do it, but I didn't die, so it was done :P
I cleared enough objectives to get the final season rewards in Diablo IV. Paragon 295 as will. At this point, I have no real goals left. Sure there are some really difficult tasks i could work towards, so maybe i will. Love the game.
My brother sent me his Korg nautilus workstation keyboard. It’s not a real piano but it sure sounds fantastic. I’ll probably share any music i create with blutoid. Even if it’s incomplete :)
Not a stupid question :) I feel like I’m not using my full potential. There are some areas i need to improve upon (dynamics, variety in sections, etc). I would also like to do more with the piano. I didn’t have one since 2020. I think of it as a new me, i can see that person.
161 hours in Diablo IV season 15, and something finally defeated me :p i won’t spoil who/what, but it’s one of the toughest battles this season has to offer. I can finally start feeling humble. Maybe attempt stuff i was nervous to do. This was on torment 11 difficulty.
If I live to the end of December, it means I will have been on this earth longer than my father. I'm not planning anything to make it so I don't live, I'm just saying, The medication combination is still working for me, although I'm having trouble writing music. I need to find a new me musically.
If I can make it to around the 11th or 12th of this month, it will have been one month since I've ordered any kind of restaurant/fast food delivery. This is pretty huge for me since it was something I lost control of for a while. I have somewhat of a food addiction. Probably why I lost 10lbs.