otherwise I'm out haha

For sure!! If you really sit down and think about things, there are so many mental gymnastics one must do to make Christianity "the truth" and I'm just done doing that. Lol if I'm going to dedicate my entire life to an entity, they need to give me concrete proof of their existence and laws,

always been. Lol Just trying my best to live a good life that also makes the lives of others better. 😁 I don't need an old book to help me do that!

And before anyone goes to accuse my therapist of "turning me against God", I haven't actually talked with her about this at all yet. We've just been working through the people pleasing for a long time and I've been slowly putting the pieces together. So yeah. I'm a very happy agnostic and I've

in my life told me to. I didn't want to disappoint anyone. Any time I said I "felt" or "heard" something...I was lying. At the time I didn't fully realize that I was, but I definitely see it now. I've been a people pleaser my entire life and it has exhausted me. Man, let me tell you - therapy rocks

faith. I've been studying the history, the science, the impact of Christianity on culture and I just... don't believe it. And the more I sit down and think about it, the more I realize that I don't think I've ever 100% believed it. I said that I did and tried really hard because the important people

This is kinda scary to say publicly because it has been so fundamental to my life for so long... but I've been deconstructing my faith a lot over the last 6-7 years and I really don't think I'm a Christian anymore. I've had long conversations with scholars and pastors and people in all walks of

just something silly for 'ween month!

It's super rare for him! He's a good incubator haha Funny thing is that we're almost never sick at the same time. No idea how that happens 😅

Ah frick. I just got hit with a wave of "oh man, I think I'm getting a cold". 😭 several people called off at Rj's work last week because they were sick. 😬 time to panick drink vitamin c packets 😭

Oooo they're pouring driveways today!! Hopefully that means we'll have our road back soon 🙏🙏

I also am kinda hoping it is. It would be nice to actually get a diagnosis for something 🙏

Oh my gosh, watch that be my problem this whole time! 😂

I'm wondering that, too! I've always struggled with breathing and physical activity but never have had a stereotypical asthma attack. Just thought i was out of shape, which still might be true. Lol But also learned today that you can have mild asthma with no attacks 😅 guess we'll see!!

Guess who's getting tested for asthma? 😂 and allergies finally! Hopefully whatever it is, we can figure it out so that I can stop wheezing 🥲

I need the spot sewing to GO FASTER! I want to see this suit all together rahhhhhhh