Emergency appointment get, but god it's at 9am tomorrow.

Please please please let this be my last set back. I'm not sure when the next stream is going to be, got blindsided by a health thing that I HAVE to handle and I can't stream or do much of anything else til it's over. I might have to do a dono thing afterwards too. I am so incredibly sorry.

Shit. Minor house disaster, prob won't be live til Friday.

I still plan to be live today but holy hell cramps.

OKAY, hand is doing well enough that I'm gonna be live tomorrow! I would have been live today but I had a twinge that worried me earlier.

Okay, I am in PAIN already today, so yall will have to see me Thurs/Fri, I am so sorry.

Taking some headache meds and I'm going to try to be live at 1pm est!!

I have not been functional this week I am so sorry. I'm trying so hard to get back to some level of normal that I think would be worth being on stream. Like I went to bed early and insted of waking up early I slept for 13 hours. I don't know what to do atp.

I'M ALSO DEALING WITH MY HAND RSI ACTING UP AGAIN. Gonna do my best to take it easy on pvp games so it hopefully stops ;~;

On one hand I'm glad it's not just me but OOF. Def hope we're both back to feeling better soon.

I really think my body is trying to be the biggest nuisance it can be lately. Little to no sleep and I've got the worst cramps. Help.

The number of folks I've had to nuke from my presence after I find out what they really feel/believe is so upsetting.

(this happened on Evie's channel but they were in both of our communities.)

Right? I'm so tired, like I thought my viewers would be better than that but apparently not. We weren't even TALKING about that and they brought it up randomly like?????? What is the point here, bud?

Didn't think I'd ever have to say this, but if you can't pass level 1 of feminism and not disparage a woman for being "less attractive" as she ages, you're not fucking welcome here. The best option is not to fucking say anything but if you do at least be respectful holy shit.

I got 4 hrs of sleep. I'm going to try to get more sleep when I can and just go live whenever. I'm so annoyed.

if I have one more fckn setback. Had to buy a new dock for my stream deck, hopefully that solves the buzzing issue. I'll see yall Monday.

I'm going to scream, what do you mean I woke up with a migraine? Taking meds and if it goes away I'll be live. Idk with what yet but I wanted to do Endocopia.

I'm really sorry, I had full intentions of being live today but I had some really unsettling nightmares and I'm stuck in my head badly. I'll make every effort to be with yall tomorrow.