Me after the Slay the Spire 2 run I just had with a buddy.

*desire to find more pathfinder games intensifies*

Felt ill the past few days. Still ugh, but doing my best. That said, sick brain did some processing and I concluded that I dont tend to share my b day with peeps cause if they dont know it, they cant forget. Yay self defense mechanisms. Anyway, in an effort to be slightly less dysfunctional Jan 18.

I was wrong. Sorry. Hopefully tomorrow o_O

Workin on a thing....dont worry about it.

Feelings better, but still not 100%. Should be good to stream later to make up for yesterday tho.

Ugh, I hate feeling under the weather. I have so much to do. Body dont get in my way like this ;_;

...I hate that Songs to Listen to in a Wendy's Parking Lot goes so hard and that I like it, lol.

*pokes leg*

I just dont like feeling performative? "But you stream". Well yea but I'm not performing. Thats just how I am with people. Maybe that's why streams dont pick up. Food for later. So why post this at all? I dunno. Let the gremlins out of brain? See if anyone has sage words? Monday thoughts I guess

"Are you doing this cause its an actual thought you have/think its interesting, or are you for attention and not be invisible to the algorithm?" Then I will tumble and turn questioning myself and hit deleted. Heck, even posting this I am getting a lil "oh, woe is you" voice in my noggin.

So, yall know I can be overly self reflective, but here we go anyway, haha. I struggle to post on socials. Ill, routinely tell myself I need to more for various reasons only to not. Why? What a handsome question you pose. I feel like Im posting wrong reason. Like, ill think up a post n pause.

Ooooh thats so pretty. That drapping fabric. Aaaah

...ya know, this is the type or Monday random thought I love to see to start a week. Thank you

...Does whoever got you to do this have a unique definition for the word spicy?

Too down, though might have to buy the DLC if youre using that. Ill hop in if I see, but feel free to poke too.