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可爱。(我也住南京，但我去的是圣保罗堂.ing)

"Sizzling Mixed Grill" (2023)

I also learned something about systemΣ( ° △ °|||)︴take good care of yourself🤍✨

perhaps it means "Overthinking"...? I have almost evolved from skepticism towards a wide range of religions to deism, then to vague monotheism, and finally to Christianity (leaning towards the Anglican) at the beginning, this was almost excessive reasoning and the pursuit of argumentative results

It's just it(O_O)

you will experience such intense doubts many times, but I believe true faith can provide the answer (rather than covering up or changing the topic)(>_< *) and then, take good care of your mental health... If you feel very tired or triggered, then stop❄️

when I encounter many doctrines and scriptures that I cannot understand, I will follow the process of asking the pastor - searching online (and having a certain ability to screen information)- reading

I haven't been baptized yet...but,my feeling is that being a Christian means being a Nerd in the literal sense.

I don't dislike them. It's just that sometimes I have more common topics with people who have entered society outside of school.

they are very immature... sometimes communication can be quite troublesome because most people's social experience is limited to school and home. Minors should play with their peers.🤔

but, a random google search for Christian keywords sometimes throws up the worst possible results...😵‍💫 (especially the fundamentalists and the peculiar "praying for the american president”)

this is probably due to the differences in times, traditions and life experiences +_+ (I have noticed that other ethnic minority communities seem to have such "traditional elders" as well, but young people tend to be more progressive.(ᗜ ˰ ᗜ) ​)

drinking coffee sometimes unexpectedly calms me down... ? I feel that my nervous system is not so overly active anymore.( ⌯' '⌯)☕ (but the effect is quite different every time I drink it T﹏T )

那里有太多新纳粹了，我记得2022年在Twitter举报像是死亡威胁和赞美纳粹的言论，是可以迅速封号的……但是现在你可以在黑X上赞美希特勒然后获得几千个赞，顺便卖一些加密货币什么的。😐

好累呜呜呜呜呜…

这是捏捏 我觉得中文互联网上过瘦体重的博主，不太好