i did just remember i also have a like $43 bill that jumpscared me but im prolly gonna take a couple comms to cover that one ig. i dont wanna ask too much in terms of donos right now, ive already asked for a lot of help and im so grateful for everything yall have given, but. yknow. income 😭

SAME HELPP i want my onkey so bad. i need him

its absolutely one of those "itd be a neat thing to have but unless im gifted it or i suddenly become super rich im not even gonna bother with it" items. like. there is no reason for me to get one otherwise LOL i super like my 22 already, a 27 would be more like a flex at this point

the kamvas pro 27 would be cool as hell to have. do i need that much space? not really. can i afford it? Absolutely Not. would it increase my comfort level while i draw? no idea, it may even hinder it bc im used to drawing kinda small even on my kamvas 22 would it feel awesome tho? Hell Yeah

MEEEEE MEMEMEMMEMEE CRYINGGG

THE WAY EDEN AND TAYLOR BOTH LOOKED DIRECTLY AT ME WHEN HE CAME ON SCREEN BRO

MAN I CANT KEEP GETTING CLOCKED LIKE THIS

knights of guinevere episode 2 drops and gives me another character im Instantly attached to. stop doing this to me

the new onkey video was beautiful. day made

oh im feelin it today fellas lets go

i love thinking ive gotten my groove w drawing back bc a whole bunch of doodles i was doing to warm up were turning out great finally but then when i draw something serious that instantly went out the window SIGHS. gotta take a break and keep trying ig. i am VERY frustrated n i cant draw like that

oh wow. huion tablets are like 25-50% off rn apparently. im happy w mine already but thats neat to know

what im saying is i think i need to learn to let consistency go to a degree and stop being so rigid with my art. i gotta just let my hand and ideas run free and not try to restrict them to how i think things Should look

like, i dont allow myself to go with the flow very much? every shape and form has to stay mostly the same no matter what, aside from squash/stretch from movement or weight. does that make sense. i tend to draw things "the same" like clothing folds and stuff. always the same shapes

ive ALWAYS had this issue, with everything. if i dont have a clear, rigid process of doing something i find it hard to understand and execute. it may have gotten worse bc of how i learned character design--i ALWAYS think in "iconic" designs and shape language. every shape has to be consistent always

i do think ive either reached a point of grasping the current shift in my art ive been struggling with for a little bit but im not fully harnessing that power just yet. almost tho. i think the key to locking it in Might be learning to be looser & not feel like i need to "stick with a style" so much

im p sure i saw it shut down after like 10 hours lmao