Author of OUR SIMULATED SELVES and upcoming FALLOW TILL WE BLOOM - https://linktr.ee/nikkinull
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She/her. 35. California. Trans fiction author, concept album enthusiast, prog rock spaceposter, the fish in your percolator. No AI.

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Author of OUR SIMULATED SELVES and upcoming FALLOW TILL WE BLOOM - https://linktr.ee/nikkinull
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She/her. 35. California. Trans fiction author, concept album enthusiast, prog rock spaceposter, the fish in your percolator. No AI.
!!! My endless thanks to the incredible teams of SPSFC judges, to my readers, and to everyone else who helped my strange debut novel find its place. This is beyond surreal. Thank you, thank you, thank you. 💟
As always, no AI anywhere in my process, just good old hyperfixation.
In some non-writerly Nikki happenings, I did GBJam a few weeks back, and as part of that I've been learning to do chiptunes for Gameboy hardware. To practice that, I encoded The Dear Hunter's "Red Hands" into a Gameboy chiptune file, and I think it turned out pretty well!
We're celebrating the one year anniversary of the release of "Machines of Consent" by giving the e-book away for free!
For the next 24 hours, you can head over to:
prismata-press.itch.io/machines-of-...
And get a copy full of trans lesbian spice and romance for free! Enjoy!
9 for 10 here! I have somehow never heard of Real Genius. I guess I should correct that.
A perfect day to pick up a trans farm romance novel!
Anti-Prime Day starts…NOW! 🥳 Today through midnight on 10/7, enjoy free shipping site-wide, all while supporting local, independent bookstores.
Loved Neverender Festival! My feet hurt, I'm sore everywhere, I lost my voice from shouting along with the Coheed crowd, and the 100+ degree heat really got to me by day two. Worth it! I hope they bring it back here next year (maybe in winter months though!)
Like, seriously, this should be a full on trope, not a relatively rare occurrence. I want it to be common enough in queer fiction that it gets its own TVtropes page. (I propose "double trans UNO reverse situation" as it's called in my book, if anyone ever wants to make that happen.)
I mean, how affirming! The confusing yearning between two closeted trans people, strangely falling for each other despite being mainly or exclusively attracted to the gender their corresponding love interest is trying to repress! It's so beautifully symmetrical. We need MORE books like that.
I find that a little ironic, because I originally started outlining Fallow as a sapphic romance. But as soon as I found Ash's voice early in the first draft, it was obvious that he needed to transition too. And the story is so much stronger for that.
I've been surprised to find that even among T4T romance readers, most aren't interested in reading TFxTM at all. There have been so many "please let it be yuri" or "not my cup of tea" type comments on my TikTok posts.
Snag it on sale for the next few hours, along with my first novel, Our Simulated Selves, a convoluted trans cyberthriller that took MANY frantic years and dozens of drafts between 2011 and 2025 to write. That one is decidedly NOT a romance, but good luck convincing the antagonist of that.
So, anyway, my 100% human-made trans romance novel, Fallow Till We Bloom, took a full year to write and edit. I have a full time job and two young kids, so I stayed up late writing every night, all without any "help" from the word-stealing calculators they've sold as "intelligence."
Feminize a band name: Estrogen, Lake & Palmer
Now display each of them atop a gift-wrapped box of flour
Nobody stop her! I need more books like this!
Have you talked about your book today?
Drop and give us:
Title: Fallow Till We Bloom
Genre: Romance (T4T)
Word Count: 105k
Funniest Moment: The cryptid vlogger's unhinged confession
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I self-published my romance novel two days ago! Fallow Till We Bloom is a TFxTM small town romance between two initially closeted trans farmers working together to rebuild a burnt-down farm haunted by shadows.
Good point, I don’t think there was an option to select where it ends up. It just blasts you out to all the platforms out there.