i could actually really use help for gas im not entirely sure how im getting there atm xD

i start my new job fully tomorrow, and itll be ~10 days until i receive my first paycheck. i have a phone bill tomorrow, that is exactly how much money i have left in my account. my gas tank is on empty. can i ask for gas money? cashapp insures i have it by tomorrow when its needed $nekosophia

i start my new job fully tomorrow, and itll be ~10 days until i receive my first paycheck. i have a phone bill tomorrow, that is exactly how much money i have left in my account. my gas tank is on empty. can i ask for gas money? cashapp insures i have it by tomorrow when its needed $nekosophia

tubthumping will save me

how the fuck does one decorate an abode

i lovr you cause i love you cause i can

i dont do well in these situations. and that shouldnt be the burden of others.

i think i got it all out atp and only talk myself in circles. im going to stop drinking though, which will help. sorry random internet people that ive been spamming your feeds with negativity. went on a bit of a bender after recent happenings.

thank you

"i dont do promises" then dont promise me the world a future happiness that youll always be here a place in my kids heart a place in mine that youll die with with me spend the rest of your life here i already fucking dealt with the fact id lose you before i died give me the fucking time until then

kfc will save me

some random somklian man showed me his wall hanging of a zebra amd tree in yhe desert today, and asled me to describe it he cried he cried when i described wjat i saw amd sakd it was beautiful but guess what? words amd beauty domt matter shes still gone thats what matters loneliness emptoness

im gonna vent to people on chatroulette now sp if you get on and see some vrchat pussy that wont turn webcam on because dysphoria and ficking disillusionment with reality fick you thats me say hi

my muse is dead and im alone I've writt nvmy last poem the only thing left is an artists dream the thing that makes them all famous amd immortal

hell thats all i care about let me stop feeling i can be happy without feelings ornat least not care idec about death just take my give a fuck away because you got my last fuck to give and it wasnt good enough your fuck buddies were better i lost my poetic nature my rhyme rhyhtm because my muse

come home to it rather than hear it happen in the next room over WHILE TALKING TO THEM but you wont even come home anymore so why not OH BECAUSE THERES NO LEAD TO EAT not without a steel pipe and a hammer ofc but that probably wont even create the pressure required least ill be lobotomized

ill just run a shit ass bot again and get followers idgaf. yall suck. like 20 of you are cool AND SHES FUCKING ONE OF THE 20 have fuck buddies longer than you knew me? leave me for them? LMFAO youre welcome for not eating lead with you in the other room only reason i didnt is because id rather you

i was told to shut the fuck up so you get my bullshit drunk ramblings now. HELLO MASSES FUCK ALL YALL FOR FOLLLWING ME dumbasses im only a fun perpsn when halpy amd sober you get nejther now fjck you give me a gun

the most painful part of loving someone is seeing them happy with someone else that they spend months assuring you arent a problem but abandon you in days for