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@sinland.gay

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Pretentious Auteur 🐟 Artist/TTRPG Designer
One half of Super Despair World, a podcast for nice people

DM or [email protected] for art commissions.
Portfolio: https://cara.app/sinabsentia
Podcast: superdespairworld.com

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@sinland.gayAug 4, 2026, 6:01 PM Pinned

Dowager: The Sacred & Strange, my sci-fantasy Tactics RPG about psychic oddballs blowing up datacenters is now up on itch dot io! If you've wondered what I've been posting about for the last few months, you can read up about it here!
sinabsentia.itch.io/dowager-the-...

sinabsentia.itch.ioDowager: The Sacred & Strange (Trashcan) by 𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟A Tactical RPG of Semi-Automatic Sorcery and Psionic Turmoil across the Golden Cosmos
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@sinland.gayOct 10, 2026, 10:05 AM

(my brain making itself sad for no reason at 3AM) "Can you imagine if they gave Gquuuuuux's art direction to a *good* Gundam show?" I just want to go to sleep man

@ndpdesign.comOct 9, 2026, 3:35 PMReposted by @sinland.gay

In Imp of the Perverse, you deal with your perversities by hunting down those who have given into theirs. Rooted in the truly strange 1830s/1840s America, the horror comes from seeing the toll monsters take from those around them, and your choices to accept or reject power.

www.ndpdesign.com/imp

@pmamtraveller.bsky.socialOct 10, 2026, 7:02 AMReposted by @sinland.gay

By Makoto Kobayashi

@mindyleedoodles.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 6:37 PMReposted by @sinland.gay

Happy International Lesbian Day

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@sinland.gayOct 10, 2026, 5:50 AM

My search has concluded, thanks folks 🙏💙

@rufflejax.bsky.socialOct 10, 2026, 12:59 AMReposted by @sinland.gay

punkin

lizardsfromspace Follow
Jan 3
The thing about Cottagecore is that is a fetishized aesthetic of country ife, divorced from labor and idealized by a primarily urban audience with a backward looking ethos of tradition. They are not prepared for the stresses of a rural life: farming; harvesting; tapping pumpkins to ensure none of them have been replaced with flesh; losing out or ncome by having to use one of your pigs in a blood sacrifice to paint protective sigils over your doors and windows; checking cracks and chimneys for the flesh-vines of the Pumpkin Lord; having to decide pefore the Growth is complete, whether that's really your tradwife o an amassment of vines, leaves, and blood in the shape of your tradwife; ignoring their desperate pleas that "I'm me! No! No!" as you ourn them alive, realizing too late you picked wrong; and the exploitative corporate nature of commercial farming in 2024. All seen through a deeply colonial lens, of course
lizardsfromspace
Feb 4
When I made this post I did not expect it to be an effective test of which Tumblr users actually read a post fully before reblogging, and
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@sinland.gayOct 10, 2026, 1:42 AM

Does anyone who follows me have experience with simple website building? pipe up and I might poke you in the near future about helping me with something (which you'll be compensated for!)

@sinland.gayOct 10, 2026, 1:25 AM

here i go downloading fonts again

@ehronlime.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 10:54 PMReposted by @sinland.gay

You ever think about trying to raise yourselves above your station knowing it will cost lives and tears and burning your youth to survive and naming yourself the iron flower that never wilts

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 11:20 PM

That's a bummer, whatcha playing?

@frogbiansvevo.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 5:40 PMReposted by @sinland.gay

treating my burnout by designing new weird women

full-body drawing of an anthro claydol (pokemon that looks like a black and white dogu statue with a ring of red eyes around its head). the markings on her torso are made to resemble a robe, and what would be the head of a normal claydol is split horizontally so she can wear the top half like a wide-brimmed hat. there's also a big, pink ribbon tied onto her ass. her hair is made out of raw clay and is styled into a long braid. she's levitating two lumps of clay that vaguely resemble baltoy. finally, there's a doodle of what her face looks like underneath her hat.
@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 10:15 PM

Look up your laptop model and see if it's got room to install an nvme drive. Doesn't involve a lot of tinkering with the internals and if your model has space for one it's a lot cheaper than upgrading to a whole new laptop 😊

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 10:02 PM

Being a public figure in any capacity involves playing a confidence game, and being incredibly introspective and self aware tends to dull peoples' confidence, not sharpen it

@skyhornet.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 7:12 PMReposted by @sinland.gay

Ginta with Corpish Script

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 8:23 PM

This is a dumb way to look at it but sometimes I try to remember that for every person thought of as a real big titan in our hobby/industry, there's 20 guys who started making Minecraft videos on youtube last year who are bigger than all of us combined.

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 8:19 PM

I guess I'm just too reticent to shitpost about it in case something really fucked up and morbid happened lol. But yeah, I would still point to Grimwild as the big example of "someone's work being finished by other people" in this hobby haha.

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 8:18 PM

There's not really any concise way to tell people "if you like X I think you'll still like Y even though Y has a very different design philosophy despite being in the same genre" haha. My problems aside I try to not think of anyone as heroes or celebrities to look up to, we're all just makin shit.

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 8:18 PM

I like crunchy grid combat games so it's probably Tom Bloom and Matt Colville. It's too bad there's such a big gap between their titles and small indie stuff in the genre, cuz for marketing reasons its smart for me to say my work is "like Lancer" when I think my design bends in a very diff direction

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 7:29 PM

Like you don't need me to tell you doing propaganda for the US military is morally wrong, obviously it is. I'm talking even on a purely cynical level of "cover your ass, don't fuck up your income", these people are so fucking stupid when it comes to their internet careers.

@sinland.gayOct 9, 2026, 7:22 PM

You know if I managed to score something cushy like a career playing videogames that pays all my bills, I'd be thinking every single day "don't fuck this up" and probably losing sleep over it. It's crazy to me how so many people who "made it" on the internet are so fuckin dumb and careless.

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