I might not see the new year honestly.. if i dont get wut I so desperately desire..

fair, no i didnt mean to lash out there sorry.. just frustrated..

ehhh is not for me.. and just the fact they may have another partner feels like cheating to me..

Sorry for crashing out.. going through it.. posts deleted.. wasnt right of me.. *sighs*

ur right sorry.. just letting out my frustrations and depression.. sorry u got caught in the crossfire.. my bad.. *sighs*

Woke up crying.. why did I haft to wake up to this shit world.. wish i never woke up..

No one can fall for me even when gettin super close.. so wuts the point of caring if people at surface level like me or not.. *sighs*

I think it being poly in itself is a mask to be able to cheat.. sorry 🤷‍♀️

And u can be married in a poly too no?

Ur right.. im sorry.. its no excuse but im depressed.. and just tired.. and sorta letting my frustrations out publicly.. dont like me if u must.. im kinda done caring..

Anything can lead to rape with any person mono or poly or wutever they may be.. Just means unfortunately u or whoever ran into a shitty person.. just cause u may have had one bad experience.. or know of one.. doesnt mean all mono people are like that smh..

Welp unfortunate.. cause i dont like it., understand it.. nor agree with it.. i absolutely despise it.. hate cheaters or people who cant commit.. sorry.. Getting all the love from just 1 and knowing its just them is another kinda special feeling. The best feeling kinda love. Its what I want..

No amount of explaining will make me understand it sorry. You can do u.. but i dont agree with it or think its right at all..

Longing for someone else while in a relationship is not normal or natural.. If someone starts to long for someone else while ina relationship. Thats fucked.. like if ur really not being fully satisfied with that person.. They arent that person period.. stop copping, or trying.. or feelin bad.. no..

Sorry.. just frustrated cause i sorta fell a little for someone i didn’t initially know was poly.. and ugh.. i hate it hate it hate ittt

ya well fuck that.. my heart be on thin ice..

I genuinely don’t understand open/ poly relationships.. like respect to you if you swing that way. But I could never.. Knowing ur giving that same kind of attention to others would fuck me sideways mentally.. like I want all that shit for myself yoo.. fuck the others..

ngl.. i might straight up disappear soon..

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