Sometimes you're still here, still breathing, still moving through the world. But inside, you're slowly disappearing.
What does it feel like to drown when there's no water? 🖤
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Sometimes you're still here, still breathing, still moving through the world. But inside, you're slowly disappearing.
What does it feel like to drown when there's no water? 🖤
#PsychologicallyMessyStories #Dissociation #MentalHealthWriting #BexxyMov
My body hurts. My brain won't shut up. I'm still waiting for answers.
If only there was a Shakti mat for my brain. 🖤
#ChronicPain #MedicalUncertainty #PsychologicallyMessyStories
Sometimes humour helps us survive the story. Sometimes it helps us avoid feeling it.
And sometimes we're doing both. 🖤
Have you ever made something painful funny because you didn't know how else to talk about it?
#ThingsIThoughtWereNormal #PsychologicallyMessyStories #TraumaAndHumour
Meeting the family, surviving Exploding Kittens, and eating aggressively bland food. 😂 Sometimes love looks like the ordinary things that make someone part of your world.
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The characters who haunt us aren't always the good ones. Sometimes, they're the ones who make us uncomfortable, horny, furious, sympathetic, or all four at once.
What fictional character have you never quite been able to stop thinking about?
#PsychologicallyMessyStories #CharacterPsychology
She may look like a sweet little cuddle bug, but make no mistake: Freyja is vicious. 😂🐈⬛
The bag was hers. My arm was apparently also hers.
#Freyja #ViciousCat #Cat #AdventureCat #FreyjaTheCat #PsychologicallyMessyStories
What fiction gets right about family trauma: the person who hurt you can also be the person who loved you.
“They hurt me” and “I love them” can both be true. That’s what makes family trauma so damn complicated.
WHAT THE F%$K DID PEOPLE THINK? 👀
Five stars. Raw. Intense. Unfiltered. Mysterious.
Apparently, The Copulation Chronicles is the kind of book that stays with you.
I’ll take that. 🖤
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What if you stopped trying to figure out what someone meant and started looking at what their behaviour actually does?
Sometimes the function tells you more than the intention.
Save this for the next time someone makes absolutely no sense. 🖤
A week of books, psychologically messy humans, questionable coping mechanisms, and Freyja keeping me under surveillance. 😂🐈⬛
Honestly, pretty standard around here.
Self-awareness is great.
Until you realize you’re fully aware of the pattern... and still doing the f%$king pattern. 😂
📖 Excerpt from The Copulation Chronicles
I used to think I was just really fucking horny.
Turns out, sometimes sex was also how I made the noise in my head go quiet.
That’s the psychologically messy part. 🖤
#BexxyMov #Hypersexuality #SexualCompulsivity #HumanBehaviour #PsychologicallyMessyStories
Maybe community doesn't have to be something you find. Maybe it's something we build together. 🖤
#BexxyMov #PsychologicallyMessyStories #AlternativeEconomy #CommunityCare #ChosenCommunity
📚 A Farewell to Arms
What happens when you fall in love while the world is falling apart?
War. Sex. Love. Escape. Desperation.
Sexy. Messy. Complicated. 🖤
You know they're lying. You know you shouldn't trust them.
And yet... you keep reading. 😂
Maybe we don't want the truth. Maybe we want to figure it out ourselves. 🖤
Think erotic fiction is just about sex? So did I. 😂
Then, the character got complicated.
Turns out, the sex was just the doorway. 🖤
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📚 WHAT THE F%$K DID PEOPLE THINK?
One reader: “Triggers galore!” ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Another: “Surprisingly tender.” ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Two very different reactions to one very psychologically messy book. 😂🖤
🔥 Losing Time
Sometimes, you don't want the night to end.
You just want to lose yourself in it.
The Copulation Chronicles 2 🖤
#BexxyMov #EroticallyMessy #PsychologicallyMessyStories
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Some people are easy to understand.
Boring. 😂
Give me the complicated ones.
I want to know why. 🖤
🧠 You know it's hurting you. You swear you'll stop. You mean it.
And then you do it again.
Knowing better doesn't always mean doing better.
That's the f$%king mess.