Please just let me crawl into a hole and cry all day. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswholift #gayswithink

I can’t remember how much weight this was. Who cares. These aren’t getting attention anymore. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #lgbt #gayswholift #gayswithink

Single, again. I mean, we weren’t official or anything, but it’s the end of that era. It was mutual, but I’m still sad. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

This is now the only chart I know. I’m kind of ok with that. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Here I am in my childhood bedroom. I wish little me knew I would grow up ok. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Life is a slog. The last fifteen years have been such a meager existence from dating failures and no one to share my life and genuine connection with. I hope he saves me from myself. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Same douche bag, different day. #gay #gymbro #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink

Oops I forgot to post something this morning. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

A friend gave me shit for not eating pizza anymore because “I can’t see my abs anymore.” I literally said that. I have a problem.

He retorted with “shut up and eat the pizza. I prefer you without.” Body dysmorphia, my dudes. #gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink

I felt cute. And the tsa agent asked if I was a bodybuilder! That was some nice validation. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Save me from myself. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Someone teach me how to pose. #gay #musclepanda #musclegay #gayswithink #gaysian

The struggle is real. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

We’re going with without, right? #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

He posted this to his stories as I made him dinner. All his friends went “whoa he’s buff.” Validation, acquired.

#gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink

I’m trying to perfect the eye brow cock. #gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswithink

I gotta look pretty for my man. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswithink

Holy fuckballs you guys, it’s been quite the weekend! Not to mention my crush just left. We are crazy for each other.

In other news, I GOT A FULL COMBO ON MY FAVORITE DDR CHART! Look at me jiggle. #gay #musclegay #musclepanda #gayswholift #gayswithink

I chose #himbo vibes. #gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswholift #gayswithink

It’s time for a little….I don’t know what this is. #gay #gaymuscle #musclepanda #gayswholift #gayswithink