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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 15, 2026, 10:02 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 44

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MICHAEL ADZEMA

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“That mother.... All those years I had to live with that fuck! ... hope and try and not getting anything back ... my God! ... except ... scorn! Gaaa! Scorn! Scorn and Hate! It’s you who’s face I spit in, you‘re the fuckin’ death, I hate you!... I’m bigger than you. I survive you. I laugh! Ooooh....”

And Spitter Dude broke off crying. 

You’re never gonna win, pal, give it up already.

Well. I did what I could for him...and stayed with him and hung out with him for a while.... Really not a bad guy at all. He seemed to really get it, too, that he didn’t need to do things to prove to his dad anymore, because he could clearly see there was no extreme he could ever go to or ever go through that would make a dent in his father’s attitude of despising him.

I explained that while it is hard to accept that his father really did despise him, that he will find it easier than most, because he at least knew it ... and didn’t try to pretend it wasn’t true.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 15, 2026, 9:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 33

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AN 🔥🚫 #ApocalypseNO 🔥🚫 #TruthWarriors ❕ #climate 🌍🔥 #ecopsychology 🌍☮️ #Primal ☮️ #Psychology ☮️ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #birth 🐉 #perinatal 🐉 #humanicide ⏰⛔ #environment 🌎

APOCALYPSE – NO!

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Prison, Jail Cell, Schoolroom = Womb

In the category of womb symbols that are places that enclose or “house” one that are uncomfortable, constricting, limiting of one’s ability to move around and in which one is made to suffer, even be tortured, we need to add prisons, dungeons, jail cells, and schoolrooms. Breaking out of prisons, being rescued from tight, enclosing places or situations in which one is not free — that is, cannot “move freely” — are specific portrayals of the birth process itself. Contemporary film is flooded with plots and scenes depicting such escapes and/or rescues. Any constricting surround is a womb symbol, including oppressive social and political conditions from which one cannot escape and under which one is not able to move freely, to enjoy “freedom”; especially regimented ones under which one is tortured, processed, and treated anonymously and in an unfeeling, insensitive manner.
@path2pleasure.bsky.socialOct 15, 2026, 7:30 AM

path2pleasure.substack.com/p/why-is-sex...

#hedonism #pleasure #GoodVibesOnly #eros #erotic #eroticenergy #everythingisenergy #lifeforce

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 15, 2026, 12:04 AM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 43

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

“Look more closely. Zoom in.”

“OK.... Oh my god, that mother-fucking bastard, that prick!”

“What’s going on?”

“Well, he’s even angrier now. He’s thinkin’: ‘What kinda pussy son he’s got who’s play-actin’ all over the internet about how tough he is ... but that’s not bein’ tough,’ he’s thinkin’.... Why that fuck! He never did understand anything I did, he put down everything I did. I tried, but no matter. I could never be man enough ... in his eyes....”

I say, “That’s rough, dude, rough. That’d be hard for anyone to live through....”

“Yeah.” Beginning to choke up. “Yeah...” he says ... he’s sobbing now.

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 13, 2026, 10:52 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 43

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APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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Those Damn ‘Ghostly’ Others  

“Keep looking,” I say.  

“Ok, well, there’s ... there.... No. No ... what the fuck, what the  fuck’s he here for?”  

“Who’s that?” I say.  

“Why my dad ... and my mother too. My dad always made me feel  like I was weak just ’cause I was a kid. Why wouldn’t I be weaker  than a grown man!? That bastard never gave me credit for having  the strength I’ve got. Yet how strong is he? Just because he can put  down my mom and ... who would never fight back....”  

I say, “Look into his face. Did you show him? Does he finally  see?”  

“Not sure.... He’s, he’s kinda lookin’ down....”  

“Look more closely. Zoom in.”
@nybodylove.bsky.socialOct 13, 2026, 9:29 AM

Happy Tuesday ✨ Here on the UES NYC Manhattan with the lovely SKYLAR & SELENE 💜 come on in for a visit #nyc #ues #manhattan #eros #relax #escape

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@mboix84.bsky.socialOct 13, 2026, 8:52 AM

#Platón #AmorDeDios #Eros #Amor #Dios

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 12, 2026, 10:16 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 42

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

“No need to take time! Ha! I’m fucking really strong now. And there’s my bitch ex-girlfriend. Ha! Now, she doesn’t seem so high and mighty. She looks scared now. Ha! She left me. Took off with some guy who did some kind of daredevil or motorcycle stunts. Sorta like saying to me, that, I wouldn’t be there for her.... Well, she didn’t get it then, but she’s gettin’ it now ... how much braver it is to stare down death than to face some motorcycle risks. Ha! Yeah, I’m gettin’ it. This is fun. You’re an old fart, but you got some tricks ... good tricks....”

“Ok, now,” I say. “Look around, who else?”

“Well, there’s several other girlfriends. Wow! How great to see the look on their faces now.” (chuckling) “And there’s my two older brothers. I really wanted to be like them, and ... hang out with them. But they made it like I wasn’t big or tough enough. Boy, am I showing them now. How fucking glorious. Even they are scared; they are tooo chickenshit to do what I’m doing. Ha! I’m showing them ... heh heh heh.....”

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@invokingeros.bsky.socialOct 12, 2026, 3:42 PM

Your hands would know how to pull my hair with just the right force.

#erotic #eros

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 12, 2026, 12:59 AM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 42

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or, for kindle: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-E...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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“Great, yeah, all right, I’m so fucking strong, ain’t no mother- fucking dudes as strong as me ... I spit, I laugh....”

“Very, very wonderful. Enjoy, enjoy that!... Now ... add one more thing.... One more thing, make it even better.... Remember, you’re in an auditorium, and here you can see your audience. Stay with that ‘spittin at death’ strength. You’re strong!... Now, containing all that strength ... all that bigger than death power ... cast your eyes down below you to the people in the audience ... you’re at your peak! ... the people that you really wanted to show. You’re strong, you’re powerful, more powerful than death, right?”

“Fucking right, I am.”

“Ok, now. Show them, and tell me who they are ... one by one ... look around ... slowly ... who do you really ... really want to show who you really are ... who couldn’t see this before in you but now, they wouldn’t be able to miss it? Take your time....”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 10, 2026, 8:33 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 30

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Existential fact is in quotes to point out that this is not an essential fact of existence; rather they seem to be facts to humans because of the experience we share of being in constricting wombs which become uncomfortable and suffocating increasingly near the end. This is an example of what I have termed elsewhere, biologically constituted realities.

Of course a similar thing — forcible “re-education” — could be said for the use of jail cells, solitary confinement, and enclosures like “The Hole” during incarceration. Simply the fact that we have a much greater percentage of our population in prisons than any time previously points to our mania of trying to control this aspect of our feelings from our origins ... and of an emerging perinatal unconscious triggering the reaction. In former times, torture devices often employed devices of compression, suffocation,…

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@nybodylove.bsky.socialOct 10, 2026, 4:12 PM

Happy Beautiful Autumn 🍂 weekend!
With the lovely Phoebe here on the UES NYC Manhattan 🍎 come on over for a visit! #nyc #ues #manhattan #eros #relax #escape

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 10:10 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 41

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #resistance 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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“Ok, fine. Now, here’s the fun part. I want you to have that desire ... to have it clearer ... the clearer you can make it, y’know, the more likely it will happen. So let me help you a little here. Now just clooose your eyes. No, no, don’t look that way at me, nothing fishy going on.... You just ain’t going to be able to see your desires with all the distractions that the sights around us present. Give it a chance. Believe me, I’m not trying to lay any trip on you....”

“Ok, that’s better."

Who’s Your Real Audience?

“Now. On the internet, we never see our audience. But we all imagine and wonder who they might be and what kind of people they are. Don’t you, too?”

“Yeah, sure.”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 9:40 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 30

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or, for kindle: www.amazon.com/Apocalypse-N...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AN 🔥🚫 #ApocalypseNO 🔥🚫 #TruthWarriors ❕ #climate 🌍🔥 #ecopsychology 🌍☮️ #Primal ☮️ #Psychology ☮️ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #birth 🐉 #perinatal 🐉 #humanicide ⏰⛔ #environment 🌎

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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…hilarious — and outrageous to the tourists — part is this image of a rhino giving birth to a full-grown naked adult human “baby.”

Couldn’t Fight Your Way Out of a Plastic Bag!

Other examples of this element of human features pushing through membranes has individuals completely covered and suffocated in membrane-like elastic sheets from which they cannot escape and in which they appear agonized and struggling. A good example of this was in a scene from “Fire In the Sky” that was shown repeatedly on TV to hype the movie when it came out.

Even the invention and use of straitjackets shows our preoccupation with the perinatal, especially as concerns our mental health or well-being. For the message there is that if you “get out of control” you will be put back in a place where you will be forced to comply and will have to learn to deal, as all the rest of us do, with the “existential fact” of needing to conform to the dictates of an overwhelming, dominating, and pervasive other world.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 9, 2026, 7:32 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* Ch 1, p. 15

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1. HUMANICIDAL TIMES

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Let’s Pay Attention

So then let us pay attention. This first part of Psychology of Apocalypse is about facing bravely into the fantastic circumstances and the situation in which we find ourselves, watching, like a photograph emerging in solution, as the face of these times slowly comes into view, and then waking up to the meaning of the message, perhaps the warning, it brings us, so that we might live most fully and take up our roles consciously amid these unprecedented unfoldings. What is required of us now, then, having turned to receive the message, is to look deep into the features of our age.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 11:22 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p. 40

🧵Click panel below for Thread, complete book

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🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #resist✊

“Haha. Suure, ok. You crack me up, ya old fart. Gonna be a real gas. Ya can bet your damn asscrack that you’d lost me for sure until you’d made real quick to explain that one, heh heh.”

So, I say, “Yep, that’s a little mind-game prank that was played on me. Well, anyway, uh ... . Well, uh, I just want you to allow yourself to open your mind to the greater intentions — intentions you have for doing this, the greater visions. Now, don’t think just yet, you’ll only try to make things up. This is easier than that.”

“Ok.”

“Ok, now. You say that ... being honest and only rational after all ... that of course you wouldn’t be doing this expression of yourself on the internet if you didn’t have some desire to share or show this part of you with somebody or somebodies in the world ... right? So far?”

“Yeah, get on with it, I’ve already said that.”

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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@partialhistorians.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 6:51 AM

Statue of a young satyr (or Eros) wearing a theatre mask of Silenus. This sculpture is thought to date to the C1st CE and depicts a young figure attempting to wear a theatre mask. The image would also go on to be used on a child’s sarcophagus (see previous post).

#AncientRome #Silenus #Eros

Description from the Art Institute of Chicago: “A young satyr - a mythical creature, part human and part goat - thrusts his hand through the mouth of a theater mask of Silenus (an old satyr) in a gesture that is both mischievous and menacing. This work was likely originally paired with another statue of a child satyr, perhaps shown recoiling in fear at his companion’s actions. In 1628 sculptor Alessandro Algardi added the base, tree trunk, both ears, the left leg, and part of the right leg to this statue. Collectors of this period valued complete works of art and hired artists like Algardi to restore fragmentary ancient sculptures. Since they did not know precisely what the works looked like in antiquity, sculptors often restored works according to their patrons’ tastes. Art Institute Chicago: 4.2014”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 7:41 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 40

🧵Click panel below for Thread complete book

or read/dwl book on blog sillymickel.blogspot.com/2018/04/apoc...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

MICHAEL ADZEMA

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…unless there’s somebody, persons, that you hope would hear you. Would that not be number three, right?”

“Well, you old farts really are big on this self-analytical crap, aren’t you? Well, I ain’t no pussy, but I am man enough to say that I couldn’t escape the logic that ... yeah, I am, inside, wanting to share, and share myself to some, to some ... well, I guess, I just wouldn’t mind if, uh, really by accident of course, some people, who never got to know me this way, might see me and understand ... well, uh....” 

Let’s Play a Mind Game.

“Oh, understand. Nothing wrong with that. But, uh, how ’bout you indulge an old fart and just try out something that I think will be a real gas for you, er, perhaps I should say, phat, er, uh ... . Look,  you can trust me to take the time to play a little, let’s say, mind- game. It’s lots of fun.”
@bigbigmooooo.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 3:25 AM

can someone tell me if they #know if #Eros knows why #Venus #wins and #Ares bends?

@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 10:56 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 3, p 39

🧵Click panel below for Thread, complete book

or for audio: www.amazon.com/Audible-Apoc...

🧵👇 💡📚💙 #AE 🌡️ #ApocalypseEmergency ☢️ #AECH3 📖3 #TruthWarriors ❕ #psychology ☮️ #Climate 🔥🌍 #Existential😱 #EndTimes ⏰⛔ #RainbowWarriors 🦋 #thanatos 🧟‍♂️ #eros 🌈 #FBR 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 #resist✊

“This is me! I’m expressing me! What else is there to do?”

“Ok, thank you. That explains a lot. But something comes to me. May I?”

“Sure,” says he.

“You say that, ‘this is me.’ Number one. Right?”

“Right.” Annoyed again.

“Ok. Now, you know there are not a lot of people watching. But your intention is not to influence any people. Number two, right?”

“Yep, that’s right.”

“But you wouldn’t be putting up a website if you didn’t want somebody to know who you are. I mean, you could say it in the mirror, or in your bedroom. You wouldn’t be making it available…

APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY

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