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@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 9:15 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE: Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* (2018)

Ch 3, p. 27

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More than one hundred orders for nuclear power reactors, many already under construction, were cancelled, bankrupting some companies. Oh, and please, only the tiniest of violins on that one. Summarizing: Until 2012, there were no more applications to build a plant in the United States. Five are only now under construction, and even they are at sites where other reactors already are. No new ground has been broken for reactors since our action, and thirty-three reactors have been permanently shut down. This is an environmental success story I’m sure you’ve never heard. For in whose corporate interest would it be to announce how the nuclear industry was taken out at the knees by a ragtag bunch of activists in the hippie haven of Eugene, Oregon? Who would be inspired by such a story? Well certainly not anyone corporations would want to inspire. But, I’ll tell you about it. Nevertheless, however stunning and effective our result, our action did not shut down all the plants in operation in the United States. There are still one hundred and three continually pumping out exorbitant amounts of radiation and nuclear waste in the U.S. as you read this. The… 3. CRISIS WITHOUT END Page 27
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 8:51 PM

*Culture War, Class War 2022: Truth & Generations* (2022) by Michael Adzema.

Ch 8, p. 114

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“Republicans will then blame the mess they left behind on the Democrats who regain power, each time, after the economy has been trashed. For the electorate will put Democrats in office after every Republican financial calamity — Hoover’s Great Depression, cleaned up by Roosevelt; Reagan’s late Eighties, early Nineties recession, fixed by Bill Clinton; W. Bush’s Great Recession of 2008, corrected by Barrack Obama. Currently Joe Biden is tending successfully to the mess left us by Donald Trump. American’s financial house in order once again, the American electorate will be ripe to have their racism and hate stoked once again, directed at scapegoats, creating another Republican ascension. So the GOP can pick up on their thieving, again.” PART TWO: CULTURE WAR — GENERATIONS Page 114
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 8:30 PM

*APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY* Ch 2, p. 31

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Perhaps the most horrible for me to comprehend is the predicted massive extinction that is underway and is expected to reach a fifty percent die-off (forever, folks) of species on this planet in twenty to fifty years. You thought the bees disappearing was news!? Only if you can understand it as the canary in the coal mine. If We Must, Without the Support of the Media, Rise to the Biggest Challenge of All, Would We Not Be Better to Face It? We Got Too Many Species Anyway ... And Other Stupid Denial Tricks Against Ecocide A fifty percent extinction of life-forms on this planet within a few decades, many of which have been around for millions, even… APOCALYPSE EMERGENCY Page 31
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 8:18 PM

*FALLS FROM GRACE* CH 3. p 14

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FALLS FROM GRACE Page 14 Chapter 3 Overview of the Prenatal and Perinatal Psychology Field — Later Research and Theorists: Hypnosis, Primal Therapy, and Birth The cutting of the umbilical cord was said to be the true origin of castration fears.... “Birth is like death to the newborn.”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 8:08 PM

*EXPERIENCE IS DIVINITY* CH 6 , p. 29

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TRANSCENDING WORLDS Page 29 The New Evidence and the New Researchers For unless we do this, unless we keep in mind the limitations of our reality constructions — including our “scientific” ones — we have absolutely no way of understanding certain incorrigible and “biologically useless” facts that intrude upon our “real world” and that are scared into the light of our biological parameters by our scientific rummaging through the bushes. These “useless” side effects of our scientific enterprise may indeed contain the keys to our venturing forth, to at least some small degree, beyond the biological real-world confines of our predecessors. For just as we have seen that standing on a deeper, more encompassing paradigm than the cultural makes transcultural discourse and understanding possible, so also standing on one deeper than the biological may bring trans-biological understanding closer. Following the reasoning I have been presenting, one can speculate that the prospects for bridging the boundaries between species (of both the known and “unknown” variety) as well as between our physical reality and other possible “non-physical” ones are good if we can find a way to look at that physical/biological (Newtonian- Cartesian) level from a deeper grounding in spiritual (or transpersonal) reality. In fact, the evidence from LSD research, some spiritual literature, and various aspects of “new age” phenomena that are washing up on the shore of a variety of disciplines is exactly to that effect.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 7:57 PM

*APOCALYPSE NO* Ch 3, p. 20

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Perinatal Faces Poking Out Everywhere Other perinatal elements that are currently manifesting include: Satanic Cult Abuse Reports of Satanic cult abuse graphically depict BPM II perinatal elements. We hear of children and others being immobilized, tied up, and otherwise disempowered. Oftentimes they relate being forced to spend extensive periods of time trapped in tight places and/or symbolically or literally buried under ground. BPM III elements in cult abuse include the sexual excess/abuse and bloodletting or blood use as in its being poured or used in “anointing.” MICHAEL ADZEMA Page 20
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 7:31 PM

*WOUNDED DEER & CENTAURS* Ch 5, p. 48

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WOMB WITH A VIEW — THE PRENATAL AND PERINATAL UNCONSCIOUS Page 48 Chapter 5 “We Ain’t Born Typical”: “Human Nature” Is Fashioned at Birth and Before ... Overview of Prenatal and Perinatal Psychology, Part One Early Theorists: Psychoanalysis and Birth
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 7:19 PM

*FUNNY GOD* Ch 6, p. 49

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Risking It All in Running Away The novel, Jitterbug Perfume, by Tom Robbins, contains an excellent exploration and understanding of this new approach — the necessity, first and foremost, that one not be part of the evil, in a situation where wrongness blankets everything. The story depicts the hero, Alobar, refusing to go along with the cultural mandates of his society, seen clearly as ridiculous and harmful, especially to him. This is wrongness, all pervasive, for the cultural mindset contains not a shred of an alternative. He, indeed, is a king who, according to tradition, is supposed to kill himself at a certain time. No king has ever before refused this regicide. No one in that culture has ever really considered one could. This situation is not unlike many cultures today and is certainly the mindset of those living in the societies of earlier times. Anthropologists readily observe that the lesser the contact any society and culture has with other ones, the lesser those people living within it know of alternatives to the tenets of their own culture. And the lesser people know of alternatives to anything, including the cultural views of one’s society, the less they are able to conceive options in the decisions of one’s life. This is often seen as a bad thing by scholars in the social sciences, as people in such a situation are said to be losing their cultural or national identity and are depicted as… THE TAO OF FUNNY GOD, MATRIARCHY, AND LUNAR THEOLOGIES Page 49
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 7:11 PM

*PRODIGAL HUMAN* Ch 2, p 17

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THE SECOND DESCENT — BIRTH TRAUMA Page 17 …pelves, there was more and more pain to be repressed in order for the organism to not be overwhelmed during the course of its life. And this required continued, ever increasing, growth in neural cells, thus brain size, thus skull size. This increased to the point we are today where in order to fully gestate the brain we ended up with, we would have had to have a twenty-one-month gestation, which we never got. There had to be another way. Human Nature How we solved that problem of getting a big head out of a small opening, at this point in our evolution, was to be born earlier than would be ideal. The ever bigger skulls of neonates led to a tendency for newborns to be born more and more prematurely, for with skulls at smaller sizes these prematures would be able to make it out of the womb. Barely. The larger heads still meant greater pain for mothers as well as the newborns themselves than planetmates in Nature needed to endure.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 6:29 PM

*PLANETMATES* PREFACE, p. xvii

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PREFACE Page xvii …dominance rituals and displays — which have most often been used to support the idea of brutality in Nature — were ultimately found to have been distorted by the male researchers who did them. These primatologists were selective in their picking groups to study; they blew up the significance of the behaviors they witnessed; and they failed to mention behaviors that did not fit their conclusions. So their studies reflected more of the savagery in the human researchers than in the baboon planetmates. As for warring and mass killing, well, no planetmate is doing anything to end life on this planet like humans are at the moment. Nor are any supposed “dumb” animals engaging in world wars or killing off millions of each other for reasons of collective campaigns of aggression, racism, imperialism, sexism, or religious hatred, like we regularly do Finally: Have you ever heard of a planetmate other than humans who engage in torture? Essentially we see in the world of Nature only that which we want to see. And of what we do see, we distort its meaning to rationalize and justify our own worst behavior.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 6:13 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 3, p 36

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PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 36 …opening up to experiences that occurred before one’s birth and to the relatively contented state of early womb experience. One might need to re-member one’s euphoric blastocyst experience even further back, and sometimes, even, need to tap in to events and experiences before sperm experience, sometimes to connect with egg (ovum) experiences going all the way back to when one was a cell within the ovarian sac within one’s mother, in order to access these truly transformative reorientations to one’s world. Furthermore, beyond these joy grids I postulated spiritual grids, which were spiritual and philosophical ways of living and perceiving reality and looking at the world, which were beyond the joy grids in both quality of beneficence and scope and in their access. What I discovered was that living the joy grids led to earlier primal experiences at the cellular level — specifically, sperm, egg, zygote, and blastocyst — which had characteristically spiritual components and that this coincided with life experience which brought those spiritual perspectives into practice and use and expanded and deepened them.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 6:02 PM

*THE SECRET LIFE OF STONES* PREFACE, p. xvii

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PREFACE Page xvii …civilization allowed an exploitation of the natural world, which burden earlier humans hardly desired. Until we arrive at pervasive Western views which begin with an assumption of non-life, non-awareness for everything nonhuman, and as we have seen, often for humans other than what “we” are like. From there, awareness is as begrudgingly conceded, requiring mountains of indisputable and hard-to-obtain evidence, as one was attributing awareness to a machine, to an artificial intelligence. Our assumption, from medieval times, is that the world is non- conscious, while humans are ... well, most of us. The history of science in the last hundred years has amounted to a gradual giving back to Nature of its status as aware and conscious that was initially taken away by Western hubris in regard to Nature. So, we have animal rights, the “secret life of plants,” the “secret life of the unborn child,” and so on, in a gradual procession of acknowledgment. The understandings of consciousness and aliveness in the inanimate world — the world of matter — which are the most recent and necessary conclusions, arising from the findings of quantum physics and modern consciousness research, are the most difficult to arrive at. We find it nearly impossible to see the world as alive, as our ancestors did, regardless what our sciences now tell us. Yet, that is what this book attempts — the returning to the inanimate world of the status of awareness, aliveness, and intention that Western hubris has stolen from it.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 5:50 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS II* PREFACE, p. xxi

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PREFACE. A DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS Page xxi Book One, The Secret Life of Stones In Book One, my premise is that there is a secret life in the Universe and that the physical world is an illusion arising from our human perception. I propose that the fundamental reality is consciousness; more correctly, it is experiential. That matter, the physical world, is a projection of human perception thrown upon the formless is the conclusion of quantum physics and our latest consciousness research. Hence all that exists, really, is Experience. Matter is metaphor of that Experience. It is also message of that particular aspect of Experience that we leave out of our awareness in coming into Form, in becoming human. The Material Veil What we put into unconsciousness in the process of coming into Form becomes the physical world we experience as unalive and not conscious, though actually it is pregnant with experiential Divinity — Subjectivity, Feeling, Awareness, Bliss ... and Love. Correspondingly, the essence of the Universe is found in our direct experience of it, which is our essential Divinity.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 5:36 PM

*Who To Be* PREFACE, p. xiii

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THE CRISIS OF HUMANITY AND THE NEW HERO’S AND HEROINE’S CYCLE Page xiii And our partner. And this last is something unique to modern times. It has been noted that Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet — in which young lovers are tragically blocked by culture and family from choosing each other — presents a dilemma unique to history. While we have always had at least some say in who we marry or partner with — and more so in our primal times, i.e., when we were nomadic foragers or merely gatherer- hunters — with civilization and its hierarchical societies that choice has been largely determined by the surrounding cultural actors, not oneself. Parents or other societal proxies have most often, with civilization, decided with whom one was to spend one’s adult life. Similarly with career, craft, or occupation, historically children are born into the occupations they will adopt in life. Tinker, tailor, spy, or blacksmith, the boy takes up the craft of the father; the girl takes up the family roles and tasks as modeled by the mother. And by the way, that last crinkle in this is telling: The fact that women, in postmodern times, have taken back the freedom to choose careers and service of their own is an aspect of this explosion of cultural possibilities. All this is a product of an upsurge of technological innovation in the areas of communication and travel — specifically, telecommunications, electronic media, social media, and modern travel allowing much more contact between individuals of different cultures — which have revolutionized our way of life and made possible a new paradigm of participation in our societies and of personal identity and style.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 5:24 PM

*PSYCHOLOGY OF APOCALYPSE* INTRODUCTION, p. 3

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INTRODUCTION. ON SANITY, INSANITY, AND ECOPSYCHOLOGY Page 3 Sanity Yet it is not that there is no basis for establishing what is sane. What this book does, in particular, even more so than Planetmates and Prodigal Human, is show what is meant by that. Following from concepts first brought out in my work Wounded Deer and Centaurs, this work shows just what sanity looks like in our current situation. “What does sanity look like? This is what sanity looks like!” Amazingly, in the context of a vision of humanity set within Nature, as one planetmate among all the others — as I explained in my Planetmates (2014) — and clearly having gone through a devolution from Nature, not an arrogant transcendence above Nature, allowing us dominion over it ... as I showed in Prodigal Human (2016) ... we are seen to be quite insane. What is sanity then? This book shows that. What we find out is that the opposite of insanity is not normality at all! Clearly, our normal sanity is just another version of insanity ... a kind of group insanity, an insanity of the herd ... like an entire population with the same disease. We call it “human nature,” though it is not. We do not recognize the sickness.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 5:05 PM

*Culture War, Class War 2022* Ch 6, p 90

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Not coincidentally, the drugs of use affecting the Fifties Generation subculture were quite different from those of the WWII Generation. It is my argument that this change in focus of drug use was not random but was part of the psychological maturation or evolution of the American populace. A more evolved generation, which was a result of the change in parenting practices, occurring over this time, sought better recreational drugs — ones that were not as much about denial and defensiveness but about openness and self- realization. I explain this evolution of child-caring practices and the resulting evolution of the American personality in others of my works. See especially my Apocalypse NO and Wounded Deer and Centaurs. In any case, with the Beats in 1950s America, marijuana, for the first time, began being influential in the culture, and the consciousness, America would create. Let us take a look at its effects and then at the events associated with this generation. PART TWO: CULTURE WAR — GENERATIONS Page 90
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 9:07 AM

*PLANETMATES: The Great Reveal* (2014) by Michael Adzema.

KEYNOTE 2, p. 19

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“But you wouldn’t care about that. So what I’m saying is that when these things you’ve done have led, as they have, to climatological disasters, floods, famines, and much else — which have cost so many of your lives — still does your kind not take the hint? “The hint that if your kind is actually doing so much damage as to eradicate half of the species that still remain — the products of billions of years of, using your word, ‘divine’ orchestration.... Is your kind so fearful that they would rather die and kill us all rather than come to an obvious conclusion? That obviously.... “In all seriousness now.... “Hmm, I think only an analogy might give you the glimpse of what’s at stake: Imagine that a doctor told you that you were infected with a disease, a disease that won’t kill you just yet, but you will notice, unfortunately, that in a few decades, if not sooner ... and, oh, by the way you’ve probably already been feeling the effects because it’s already begun. Anyway, just be prepared that in roughly a few short decades you will have lost, in an entirely random manner, half of your body’s parts. I mean, organs, parts of organs, like glands, and so on. They will just be gone. PROLOGUE: KEYNOTE OF THE GREAT REVEAL Page 19
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 20, 2026, 8:45 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017) by Michael Adzema.

Prol, Ch 5, p. 61

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Crowded-Frustration, PME 1 The first I have termed prenatal matrix of evil 1, or PME 1, and it is all about the compression and claustrophobic feelings I described as our experience as we push up against the constraints of the mother’s body as we grow. Our blissful time, our “golden age,” of uninhibited growth comes to an end. Our feelings about everything, as well as ourselves, changes. Once the “golden child” and the offspring of Divinity, we are now “cast into hell,” exactly like in the myth of Lucifer. Sure enough, elements of hell are found within our experiences of this time in our life. Feeling crowded and stymied in our movements we feel frustration and no-exit panic. We feel like we are going to die. And we wonder what we might have done to create this seeming “punishment.” This is one of the roots of guilt and especially of what we call humans’ “original sin.” The other causes, while not relevant here, are (1) the survivor guilt of being the only one of the multitudes of sperm to survive conception and (2) the experience at birth that our survival was wrought at a cost of pain to our mothers. Those, later. Immersed in this frustration, however, we want to push everyone and everything away. We are feeling, “Give me some room; give me my space ... back off!” There is both anger and helplessness correlated with this experience. 5. THE PRENATAL MATRIX OF “HUMAN NATURE” Page 61
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*THE SECRET LIFE OF STONES: Matter, Divinity, & the Path of Ecstasy* (2016) by Michael Adzema

Ch 2, p. 18

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I. BEING SHIVA — DESTROYING AND CREATING WORLDS Page 18 Science’s reluctant qualification of indeterminacy is quite a bit different from an acknowledgment of what I am putting forth: Which is that there might be a more valid understanding, or perception, by some conceivable other being or species, in which those elements of the universe we consider to be absolute can be seen to be non-existent or radically wrong. And beyond that ... the most important part of this ... that in comparison to whom, our interpretations of things are not seen merely to be to be biased as a result of our species identity, but that the very existence of these supposedly absolute things of our world are found to be projections, in their entirety and thus completely insubstantial, of our human psyche ... to be mere projections of our uniquely human perspective on things ... creations purely concocted of the elements of our unique distinction from Nature. That is a distinction, which I will not elaborate upon now, but which has us as supremely flawed in relation to the rest of Nature. This is something I have demonstrated in several of my works, in particular, Planetmates (2014b) and Prodigal Human (2016a). Furthermore, consider that physicists talk about the possibility of other dimensions intersecting our world. So these alternate realities share the same time and space ... or they share whatever Ultimate Reality we exist in ... with us.
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*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS II: Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* (2022)

Ch 45, p. 7

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These elements are near universally accepted among perinatal psychologists as unconscious forces, factors, matrices that exist in us all as a result of a human birth that is unique, by comparison to all other species, in its degree of trauma and hence of its impact or imprint on what we might call our “human nature.” Since there is a good chance you are probably hearing about this research only now, keep in mind that entire new fields of prenatal and perinatal psychology, primal psychology, and to some extent, transper- sonal psychology and psychohistory have grown up around the existence of these perinatal factors. Entire modalities of healing tap in to and are based on the existence of this perinatal unconscious, including primal therapy, holotropic breathwork, and rebirthing, naming just the few that I employed in my psychotherapeutic practice. These unconscious perinatal elements have by now been confirmed by thousands of researchers and hundreds of thousands, if not millions, of experiential voyagers into the perinatal unconscious. So let us look at some of the elements characterizing this perinatal unconscious. As the first person in the United States to teach pre- and perinatal psychology at the university level, which I did in the early Nineties; as an editor of a professional journal concerned with perinatal… 45. PERINATAL MATRICES OF EXPERIENCE AND MYTHOLOGY Page 7