HI SHBSKY I GOT GOT SOMEHOW.. pls help me find my many mooties and my 91 followers sigh..
#shbsky #shedbsky #slitsky #shsky #selfharm #shtwt #subsky #sh

#slitsky im feeling a bit hopeful right now
Hitting ossis* what do I need to know for aftercare. The pain is honestly destroying me. (I speak in Latin code for sh etc)*
#slitsky #woundcare
#slitsky im such an embarrassing person can i please just die
#slitsky i can try all i want to distract people with my hair and clothes but it doesn’t hide whats already there
#slitsky i look disgusting please god i just want people to tolerate my appearance
#slitsky maybe if my dad didn’t hit me and if i ate more healthy and slept more my face wouldn’t be so fucked up and ugly. my mom should have aborted me ugly people like me should just die. nobody will ever be nice to me or want to be friends with me because of how i look. even if im skinny
#slitsky honestly though im not a good person, if god is real i’ll probably get sent to hell. im too embarrassed to confess my sins
#slitsky even though my dads did such bad stuff to me and my siblings i still love him. i know that he didn’t mean to be that way, its just how he is, how he was raised. the cycle of abuse you know, he was molested as a kid, got beat to the point of shitting himself. i know he loved us
#slitsky i just want to have worth as a person like everyone else
#slitsky i just want to die. but then my little siblings wouldn’t remember me. then all my hardwork would be for nothing
#slitsky when i was 9-13 my parents were drug addicts/ alcoholics one day my dads friend raped me while they were in the kitchen drinking, it was a really big house and all the houses where spread out really far because we lived on a reserve, so they could play music as loud as they wanted.
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