ssris & benzos

ssris & benzos
#vent
feeling awfully -> :(
at the moment
it feels legitimately impossible to learn art and I can thank people from my past for making even harder T~T
(i guess a tiny bit of a #vent)
So yeah, I might be broke for the next few days or so.
As of this writing, I've already filed for a police report on who found my wallet, so therefore, I'll have to wait for further updates.
This month has REALLY gone of to a bad start.
(TW: mentions of abuse, self-harm, $u1c1d3)
Chance I may be homeless by the end of this month but on the positive side I won’t have to deal with my fuckass roommates anymore
I’m so tired of cleaning up after grown ass adults because otherwise we’d live in filth and rats
I can’t wait to just be in my own space with my wife
#vent
Did you know that abusers are parasites (never natural predators, counter measures and keystones) who only or at least rely on victimising to exploit, uses, channel out outlets and inflictions, get sick kicks, self-empower, enforce injustice and more?
I been dealing with -
before they finally transferred me somewhere (still a youth shelter but at least a safe one) and I was stuck there for 18 months until I aged out. I'm safe and housed now but. God. October used to be my favorite month and now the beginning of it is just flashbacks and trauma.
#vent #medicaltag #ig
ugh. My mental is actually shit rn. I really wanna kms haha 😂✌💕
I wish I could vent to someone without bothering them, everyone’s grown up and doing their own things. I want to say serious things that bother me, not be able to sugarcoat. But it’s too much and I understand that. I will never stop feeling isolated and alone even if people say they’re there
i want to stab myself with a knife. i want to cut myself and bleed.
i want my mom to watch me suffer because she made me the AWFUL person that i am now. go ahead and laugh at me now. i deserve to be fucking abused.
why should i fucking care anymore at this point.