#raecircle going through old photos to clear some storage space on my phone and im fucking dying look at this selfie of me at 20 where im being upstaged by a toilet😭😭😭

#raecircle i have been desperate for a run for my living room since we moved in june but when you are buying second hand you HAVE to be patient!! which is so hard but it PAYS OFF look at this rug i got for $60 off fb marketplace this week, a clean, 4 month old, 8’ 6” x 11’ 6” rug for SIXTY DOLLARS

#raecircle my dr told me this strep test would take three days to have results when she gave it to me on friday, and i messaged her about it today to be like,,, oh did that include the weekend?? when should i be expecting to see that? and she said to wait 3-4 MORE DAYS????

#raecircle okay last art for the night!! i have been needing to fill this frame for foreverrrr so im just drawing little cuties!! this first one is based on some adorable anna laura art (LOVE) but in the colors of my room🙂‍↕️ i will fill in the other squares on another day

#raecircle had these frames sitting on a bigger wall as a place holder but after putting art in them it just became So Clear that they were wayyyy too small to fill that space (and yes i still have not bought a couch/loveseat for the main wall😭)

#raecircle okay and two baby drawings to fill some empty frames so i could hang them!

#raecircle #raesews cd visor sleeve for my car!! i feel like whenever i see these, usually they’re on the back of the visor but,,, i wanted to still be able to access my mirror so i made the executive decision to not give a fuck about that

#raecircle cw vomit

suuuper fun brand new experience where i got a bit of black pepper lodged in my still very sore throat and then coughed so much i literally vomited on the dining room floor so,,, thats cool

#raecircle tonights girl dinner was:
left over pad see ew (prob half a bowl)
left over slice of black olive pizza from dominoes
two little custard filled fish shaped waffle thingies from trader joes
a glass of rosé

soooooo pretty great hodgepodge

#raecircle #marmiepics sometimes i forget how big he is wow

#raecircle gotta say maybe the proudest i have been of a cake in a While (my friend did the lettering thank gOD that was the only part i was really concerned about lmaoo)

extra proud of how clean the sides were, usually i go for a more messy look bc it’s easy but i was Determined to get them sharp🙂‍↕️

#raecircle from putting all your eggs in the ‘it’s gonna suck basket’ wouldn’t it be better to just go in thinking there will probably be some good and some bad instead of all bad?”

,,,,,,,
how Dare she stop me from
catastrophizing 😡

(it is very helpful actually thank you sandi😭)

#raecircle like! when i say “i am scared about finding a new job bc what if it sucks and i hate it” and she says “what if it’s great and you like it” and i say “well i dont wanna put all my eggs in that basket bc then if it’s not great i’ll be upset” and then she says “well,,, how is that different

#raecircle my new therapist is unfortunately making some great points,,,

#raecircle until 5 this morning😭😭😭😭 fell back to sleep closer to six and now it’s 10 and im just now waking up and im supposed to be going to a museum with a friend in less than an hour so i will unfortunately be canceling that😭

#raecircle okay party last night was so fun! what was less fun was waking up like two hours after i finally made it to sleep to vomit😭 i literally slept like,, 1:30 to 3:30, then woke up and was awake either feeling nauseas or actively vomiting or trying to get the traces of vomit out of mouth

#raecircle matcha butter cookies!! (half with sanding sugar and half with biscoff!) for the bday potluck im going to tonight!!

#raecircle #marmiepics

and how exactly am i meant to get up and go to work in these conditions

#raecircle went thrifting for house stuff with my mom and told myself i had $100 to spend and if i went over, that would count against my monthly fun budget (which is okay but yk i would prefer to not) and i got:
- a long mirror
- 5 picture frames
- door mat
- tv console
- cookbook holder
- candle

#raecircle sending scrolls from my dnd character today (my horse Mini was STOLEN last session),,,, anyway,,, tati officially has multiclassed as a barbarian and Will be using that rage

prob not necessary but just in case:

cw for threats of bodily harm (again though, in dnd)