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@jollynchill.bsky.social Sep 16, 2026, 6:39 PM

So.. after doing a bunch of research on did-research.org, I definitely got some kind of dissociative disorder (either #DID or #OSDD) going on. After a lot of reflecting, managed to identify two alters?

Using #FurryArt to make sense of this whole process, as animal imagery helps me navigate it.

@cultdog.bsky.social Sep 15, 2026, 12:46 AM

Me: I wonder if my seasonal depression has kicked in yet
Me online: I wonder if normal people live everyday NOT waiting for the sweet relief that will be death
Me rn: the voices.. hhhhhhhh

Anyway. Art
-Jax n Raine
#DID #art #draw #drawing #sketch #OSDD #CDD #mentalhealth #cptsd #Seasonaldepression

@insanitystreet.bsky.social Sep 13, 2026, 6:18 AM

someone probably did this already but eh
#DID #OSDD

Ivan wearing a white T-shirt that says "I'm not plural but my headmates are"

@lizzylucky.bsky.social Sep 12, 2026, 6:00 PM

The new drawing I was making as a pfp for my headmate Husk (a Hazbin hotel fictive in our system) vs the rage sketch he actually decided to use for his pfp. Goddamnit.

#traditionalart #fanart #hazbinhotel #husk #system #osdd #partialdid

A traditional pencil sketch against white paper, of Husk from Hazbin Hotel, holding a drink in his left hand, right arm braced on the counter in front of him, and the bar shelves and bottles in the background behind him, all within a circle.

@lizzylucky.bsky.social Sep 12, 2026, 4:06 PM

The drawing I ended up liking better as a pfp for my headmate Husk (a fictive of ours). It only lasted a short while, sadly.

#traditionalart #fanart #hazbinhotel #husk #system #osdd #partialdid #alter

A lined and coloured traditional drawing against white paper of a full body of the character Husk, from Hazbin Hotel, facing forward and slightly to the viewer left. He has an intense expression, looking slightly up and to the viewer right. His right arm is bent out in front of him, and his left arm is hanging low at his side. He is bent forward at the waist, and his wings are mostly folded but pulled out slightly away from his sides. He has his right leg up and bend under hin in a sort of running pose.

@lizzylucky.bsky.social Sep 12, 2026, 3:57 PM

Tried to make a good drawing for my headmate, who is a fictive of Husk, but I ended up not liking this one very much.

#traditionalart #fanart #hazbinhotel #husk #system #osdd #partialdid #alter

A traditional bust drawing done in pencil of Husk from Hazbin Hotel, facing forward and slightly to the viewer right, with his left arm raised in a wave of greeting.

@lizzylucky.bsky.social Sep 12, 2026, 3:17 PM

This is actually an older, unfinished drawing (to be finished) that I wanted to use to capture the chaos that sometimes happens in the inner world for fictive-heavy systems.

#digitalart #system #osdd #partialdid #hazbinhotel #linkeduniverse #rottmnt #arcane #fopanw #101dalmatianstreet #alters

@lizzylucky.bsky.social Sep 11, 2026, 10:36 PM

Yes yes, I know the anatomy and pose are off. This is my headmate, who continues to go by "Gym Bro" even a month and a half later. It's a whole story. Shh.

#traditionalart #osdd #partialdid #alter

A traditional pencil drawing of a person from mid-thigh up. This person is male presenting and very muscular, being particularly broad around the shoulders and chest. He wears nothing but a pair of shorts, and is curling a dumbbell in his left hand. He has short, flowing hair brushed straight back, with a buzz-cut fade visible on the side of his head. He has a disgruntled expression, a deep, comical frown, wide eyes, and a distinct blush across his cheeks. Just to the viewer right of his head are, in quotation marks, the words "my prince". He faces forward and slightly to the viewer right.

@lizzylucky.bsky.social Sep 11, 2026, 7:50 PM

Alright, this one's a little embarrassing. I noticed the presence of an unfamiliar alter while at the gym one day, so I sketched out what that presence repeatedly made me expect to see myself as in the mirror vs my actual body type.

#selfportrait #traditionalart #partialdid #osdd #system

A traditional drawing done in pencil of two full body images of a feminine presenting figure, each with a different body type. They both wear the same simple sports bra, shorts, pony tail, glasses, and tennis shoes, implying this to be of the same person. The drawing on the viewer left is of this person with a very strong musculature, particularly exaggerated and broad in the upper body and around the shoulders, with their right arm extended and curled by their head in a show of strength and muscle definition. The drawing on the viewer right is of the same person but with a much more average body type, no muscle definition, and just the slightest of an overhang in the belly, portraying the figure as being much softer. This figure's arms are loose and hanging by their sides.

@artemisatlas.bsky.social Sep 10, 2026, 10:38 PM

Sometimes you have a dream where you're someone else (named fucking hatch. Hatch.) and you split an alter (im the dream). Then you feel normal in the morning and move on. #did #osdd. Prob a singlet, plurality is the subject of the post tho

@cultdog.bsky.social Sep 9, 2026, 9:16 PM

Some old some new some spicy hot glue <3
More system posts! Been discovering new facets of self and new internal parts. As well as just visualizing the discomfort of the body.
This is one fucked up soup -Raine
#dissociativeidentitydisorder #DID #art #drawing #dissociation #CDD #OSDD #digitalart #pen