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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 8, 2026, 7:11 AM

"The Hidden Filters of Human Perception"

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*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* by Michael Adzema

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@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 6:08 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 4, p 45

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4. THE PRIMAL MATRIX OF MIND Page 45 Our Prenatal and Perinatal Matrix Without diminishing the historical importance of Jung’s contributions, I need to stress that what I am asserting goes much further than Jung’s contentions. For I believe we biologically determine our view of reality, as a species, 1) in the biological structures that comprise us and orient us in a world of space; 2) in the biochemical processes that constitute our changingness and situate us in a world of time; 3) and, most saliently, in the individual biological history that is universal for us and unique to us as a species. What I am saying is that our biological structures, processes, and history — history meaning our past experience as individuals — create the worlds of space, time, and memory within which we move and have our existence. By this last one, memory, however, I mean much more than that our past experience comprises the knowledge base or data bank from which we concoct our life schemes and decisions. I also mean much more than that our past experiences affect us in ways of which we are unaware, that is to say unconsciously ... that we are affected by repressed or forgotten memories. No, I mean to go much farther and deeper than that.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 7, 2026, 1:23 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017) by Michael Adzema

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PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 68 Additionally, the toxicity of the environment is compounded by the fact that the placenta during late gestation is beginning to age, beginning to break down, to become calcified, and is less efficient. This, in itself, contributes to a feeling of being trapped in a dying environment, with everything around being irritating, old, dull, dumb, and burning. Again, being on the edge of environmental apocalypse and with a society flooded with propaganda and commercials creating a society stupid enough to wish their own demise — voting for a Trump and ignoring environmental collapse, for example — we can see how these buried feelings, unacknowledged, we are manifesting all about us. This kind of irritation to things in the environment has many act outs as well, many of them also contributing to human evil — such as racism, bigotry, and environmental pollution. For, again, remember we re-create that which we do not feel and integrate. Thus we have manifested a toxic and caustic environment: Acid rain, polluted streams and rivers, acidic oceans, ozone depletion leading to sunburns and cancer, exploding stockpiles of nuclear waste throughout the world, and the potential for nuclear war — which, by the way, would be the ultimate act out of this feeling of burning on the surface of the skin.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 7:44 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 4, p. 44

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“...our conception, gestation, and birth... can be seen to form our underlying myths ... but much more than that. They also create the very foundational templates upon which we build our view of reality — physical, social, emotional, spiritual, and philosophical....” Carl Jung, decades ago, in many thoroughly encompassing works, expressed concepts similar to mine regarding biocultural patterns undergirding reality. He saw them as archetypes and cumulatively they comprised our collective unconscious. Among other things, this collective unconscious was a pattern, common to all humans, underlying and configuring all our thoughts, beliefs, and perspectives on reality. So it is species-specific. According to Jung, the collective unconscious with its archetypal forms shaping how we think comprises the hereditary remnants of and is the human equivalent of what is called instinct in animals. PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 44
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 6, 2026, 6:23 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017) by Michael Adzema.

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Irritated-Revulsion ... PME 4 Fourth, and finally, in the womb in the last trimester we experience a buildup of toxins in our environment for the same reason as above. The backlog of toxins from insufficient removal of waste comes into us, but is also felt around us in the environment. We must remember that the prenate is much more sensitive than we are and that he or she lives in that environment constantly and without relief for days, weeks, and even months on end. It is experienced as a kind of irritation or burning on the surface of the skin and, sometimes, with a whole-body reflexive revulsion to the entire experience of it. The other feelings that are part of this complex or matrix are feelings of creepiness, yuckiness, or as adolescent girls say about such smelly, slimy, unpleasant things, “eeeew.” Here we are experiencing more of the revulsion component of its feeling gestalt. One feels an acidic burning on the skin but also feels dirty and unclean on the outside. This is a purity complex again, however not like on the inside where it is about bodily or soulular pollution but on the outside where it is caught up in cleanliness and OCD behavior. Being irritating on the surface of the skin it comes out in phobias about insects and germs, too. 5. THE PRENATAL MATRIX OF “HUMAN NATURE” Page 67
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 5, 2026, 6:01 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 4, p. 44

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PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 44 Chapter 4 The Primal Matrix of Mind: We Are What We’ve Experienced — Our Birth, Gestation, and Conception Create Our Windows to the World “...our conception, gestation, and birth... can be seen to form our underlying myths ... but much more than that. They also create the very foundational templates upon which we build our view of reality — physical, social, emotional, spiritual, and philosophical....”
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 4, 2026, 6:59 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 3, p 43

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3. THE FARTHER REACHES OF HUMAN EXPERIENCE Page 43 Centaurs; now, in these books, Dance of the Seven Veils, I deal with the influences, in particular, that exist in our views of Reality, which come from a more expanded developmental time — adolescence to cellular experience, conception to the Identity stage of life. In this Prologue, we are getting an overview of the territory across which we will journey throughout the rest of these books. To that end, next, here are some things not generally known about our perinatal experience ... the events we experience at and surrounding the time of our births.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 3, 2026, 6:01 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 3, p 42

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Alongside this I stressed the requirement — emanating from this conjunction of an impending apocalypse and the discovery of a more positive, more cooperative, wiser, and more environmentally protective human nature — that people re-discover that more primal human nature. This nature is akin to the real self of Janov and the true self of Winnicott and is the one emanating from our joy grids and spiritual grids. For, as I am pointing out, if we do not regain our truer and underlying humanity, and instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids, we are not going to have a “human” experience, or even an Earthly life experience, to be detailing and exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them. In another current work, Falls from Grace (2014), and in upcoming ones, I zero in on the influences of the first trimester and sperm/egg and cellular events, on womb events, and on late gestation events in more detail. In particular, those works forthcoming include Cells with a View, Womb with a View, and The Prenatal Matrix of Human Evil, all forthcoming, as of this date. Though prenatal influences, especially those of the third trimester, are dealt with in considerable detail in my book, Wounded Deer and… PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 42
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 10:29 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017) by Michael Adzema.

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5. THE PRENATAL MATRIX OF “HUMAN NATURE” Page 67 These — deprivation and poisoning — are not the only two PME elements acted out by the Nazis, incidentally. For crowdedness (PME 1) and burning (PME 4, coming up) were also characteristically employed by them. Still, in keeping with his food fetishes and his paranoia of being poisoned, Hitler orchestrated the unconscious pain of his contemporaries to bring poison and filth into the lives of his perceived enemies, the Jews, and to kill them. In the way Hitler’s Germany employed pervasive propaganda to bring about his atrocities, we see a reflection of PME 2 poisoning, as well. For being force-fed propaganda is another version of being imposed on and forced to ingest something one does not want and which is toxic. We express this matrix in universal tales such as Snow White, who is enticed to partake of a poisoned apple, and even in Genesis where Eve is inveigled to eat an apple — which was forbidden and thus “tainted,” thereby ending the human Paradise. Those are among many other narratives of sickening or debasement through injection or consumption. Irritated-Revulsion ... PME 4 Fourth, and finally, in the womb in the last trimester we experience a buildup of toxins in our environment for the same reason as above.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 2, 2026, 6:51 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 3, p 42

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PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 42 …come out of removing all matrices of prenatal and perinatal life. What is left is What Really Is. The Prenatal Roots of Evil and the New Person In Wounded Deer and Centaurs (2016), I focused specifically on two areas — the roots of evil in the late prenatal experiences of humans and the “necessary hero.” I explained how our imprints from our time of prenatal hell during the third trimester have manifested in the evils of all human times and, most importantly, are bringing about a life-eliminating apocalypse in our lifetimes. I defined the necessary hero as the person required, in our current time of impending apocalypse. I focused on these prenatal influences — especially the imprint of the time in the late stages of pregnancy — on consciousness, society, historical events, and the evil and atrocities of humans. I made the point that that a deeper and more positive human nature exists in all of us prior to that and was crucial to be manifest on a massive scale for the very survival, not just of the human race, but of all life on Earth. Alongside this I stressed the requirement — emanating from this conjunction of an impending apocalypse and the discovery of a more positive, more cooperative, wiser, and more environmentally protective human nature — that people re-discover that more primal human nature.
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 9:47 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* by Michael Adzema

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We are forever afraid, subconsciously, of having poisons “shoved down our throats,” as the saying goes. For there was a time when we experienced the flow of blood and its nutrients, increasingly over the last three months, to be tainted and impure. It was insufficient in oxygen, as mentioned for PME 2, yet there was also a backlog of toxins from the byproducts of food conversion not being removed adequately. It would be the equivalent of up-chucking one’s stomach contents back into one’s mouth, as we sometimes have the misfortune of experiencing. And if even the thought of that is distasteful to you (sorry about the visual), imagine how the psychic equivalent of that felt to you as an extremely sensitive prenate. As a consequence of this, we have fundamental feelings of feeling disgusted, which we throw upon our perceptions of elements outside us. This is related to PME 2 oxygen deprivation, for it also involves the blood flow. However, whereas PME 2 is about what we did not get that we needed, this PME 3 is about what we got but did not want! It is the difference between being deprived and being attacked, of being not given attention or the satisfaction of some other need versus receiving attention but it being of a sinister or harmful sort. In deprivation, we live in an emotional desert. In prenatal poisoning we are like one of those families living amid mountains of garbage, in Malaysia and the Philippines, which collapsed and killed them. It is about the difference between being starved in a concentration camp, versus being force-fed noxious gases in the gas chambers of those camps. PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 66
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 5:42 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 3, p. 41

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In the next book in this Path of Ecstasy Series, Womb with a View, I will expand on the very important topic, introduced in this work, of womb experiences, which create our world of seemingly irrefutable beliefs, which therefore guide everything we do. Its explication begins, however, in this project in Veil Six. Then, in Cells with a View, which is the book to follow that in the Series, I will detail how our basic metaphysical assumptions about Reality, especially in its physical aspect, for example, duality, space and time, being and becoming, and so on, are imprinted upon us through our cellular experiences in coming into the world. It also is introduced in this work of Dance of the Seven Veils under the part, “Veil Seven.” In looking at these matrices embedded in us, especially through our cellular and womb and birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices — the No-Form State. Just as in the primal process, where each connection allows us the freedom to look at the world differently, and not, for a change, to have to see it through the lenses of our primal pains; so also I hope to show you how the most profound understandings of Reality can… 3. THE FARTHER REACHES OF HUMAN EXPERIENCE Page 41
@sillymickel.bsky.socialOct 1, 2026, 1:03 AM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017)

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PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 66 …-ating purification practices — we see this matrix, this template being acted out. It pops up frequently, as well, in the paranoid delusions of both psychotics and neurotics as a fear of someone having poisoned their food. This prenatal experience is the reason that particular fear of poisoning — of all the things possible of which one could conceivably be afraid — shows up so much and is associated so frequently with paranoid delusions. Just look, within right-wing and conspiracy theories, to the pervasiveness of the idea of being poisoned, intentionally — through inoculations and vaccines, by fluoride in water, and so on. While it is an ongoing struggle to keep our food, water, and air free from the pollutants that corporations, cutting corners for profit, are wont to impose on us; still, this realistic threat is amplified and expanded to much else which is innocent or helpful, due to this underlying trauma of being force-fed toxins prior to birth. We are forever afraid, subconsciously, of having poisons “shoved down our throats,” as the saying goes. For there was a time when we experienced the flow of blood and its nutrients, increasingly over the last three months, to be tainted and impure. It was insufficient in oxygen, as mentioned for PME 2, yet there was also a backlog of toxins from the byproducts of food conversion not being removed adequately.
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*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I* Prol, Ch 3, p. 41

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3. THE FARTHER REACHES OF HUMAN EXPERIENCE Page 41 ….state was an “alive” state, and it was one into which we transitioned after death and is where we exist prior to being reborn. The Wombular and Cellular Veils of Perception And now what is at hand, though I have been sharing these ideas widely for decades in both professional and nonprofessional circles, is an understanding of the bases of our understandings of reality as formed by our early experiences, most importantly those in the womb and as cells. This points to a provocative inquiry into the nature of Reality beyond the confines of physical life, beyond the templates laid down in us of early, prenatal, and cellular human experience ... beyond the “seven Veils.” In Dance of the Seven Veils, this work laid out in three books, I describe how our personalities, and especially our basic mythologies, theologies, and beliefs, are laid down in us through our earliest experiences — adolescence, infancy, birth, the womb, and cellular existence, with each stage of development incorporating and reframing the conceptualizations previous.
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*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017) by Michael Adzema

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Poisoned-Disgusted, PME 3 Every time people say, “Don’t give (feed) me that bullshit!”, they are expressing the next, this third, prenatal matrix. I have termed this the prenatal matrix of evil 3, PME 3, for short. What is involved in this is the factor of the blood flow, constricted and reduced by the compression of the mother’s arteries feeding the placenta, becoming impure for lack of efficient removal of the byproducts of food conversion. It is characterized by feelings of sickening, nausea, disgust, infection, imposition and verbal or indirect attack (paranoia), and victimization. The world is no longer felt as pure. And everywhere in cultures — from evangelical Christians preaching on the downfall into sin of contemporary society, or primitives engaging in regular and intense rituals of cleansing of “pollutions” that are felt to have “built up” in the tribe, to spiritualists and yogis engaging in all manners of complicated, often painfully meticulous, and often excruci- 5. THE PRENATAL MATRIX OF “HUMAN NATURE” Page 65
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An Experiential Metaphysical — Experience Is Divinity and Funny God Subsequent to these discoveries and their eventual postulations as theories, frameworks for understanding, and paradigms, came a further elaboration that involved a description of Reality as essentially Experience, with matter being metaphor for true existence — which was coincident with the findings of quantum physics and Idealistic and panentheistic perspectives of all times. This I did in Experience Is Divinity: Matter As Metaphor (2013). In it, I addressed the metaphysical basis of reality. As I put it, the data from consciousness research calls for an existential metaphysical, one that takes as the basic unit of Reality to be one’s immediate Experience in any moment, with all its components of experience — cognitive, emotional, sensations, feelings, and experiences even subtler, for which there might as yet be no words. I also put forth an understanding of spiritual or metaphysical reality and the corresponding life program and goals that come from it in Funny God: The Tao of Funny God and the Mind’s True Liberation (2015). Additionally, I introduced the notion of the No-Form State — as being the state outside of all falls from grace, both prior to Form ... that is, before the creation of sperm and egg ... and after Form, which is to say, after death. Based on empirical data of several kinds, I speculated that such a… PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 40
@sillymickel.bsky.socialSep 28, 2026, 10:22 PM

*DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS I: Primal/Identity Psychology, Mythology, & Your Real Self* (2017) by Michael Adzema.

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5. THE PRENATAL MATRIX OF “HUMAN NATURE” Page 65 …of and ease those wants. That is to say, out of this unconscious trauma, we “suck up” and relinquish our dignity. In America, we become Republicans. Democrats, at least, know what I am talking about there. How else to explain poor and working-class folks voting for the likes of a daddy Trump? This shows that in acting out of the ignorance that this Veil brings — all Veils obfuscate Reality and thereby create ignorance and so also stupid choices — we actually create that which we fear. Certainly everyone’s greed, cumulatively, results in deprivation all about, which would not otherwise occur. And certainly sycophancy to daddy figures who promise to take care of us results in handing over one’s power to those who will use it for their gains, not yours, and indeed — as the Trump example demonstrates — at your expense. We express this mythologically when we describe Tantalus being eternally punished by being forced to stand in a pool of water that forever recedes and cannot quench his thirst while meanwhile being unable to reach the low hanging fruit above him, among other examples in fairy tale and mythology of frustration and forever lack and craving: The tale of King Midas with the golden touch, which turned everything into gold and thereby made it unusable, and Aesop’s Fable of the “Fox and the Grapes,” where the fox finds the grapes are out of his reach, come readily to mind.
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PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 40 Thus, the purpose of life was to experience what one would as ego — as seemingly imperfect, muddled, and often out and out seemingly wrong, as that necessarily would be — in order to, by pain and unhappiness, be prodded into a path of return, spiritual return, primal spiritual return, back to Divinity, wholeness, and Grace. You’re born, you become less, you create an ego, separate from the All, you have experiences. These experiences enrich you, though they seem to be mistakes at the time. You seek your own destruction through them, as well, so that in this lifetime or many, you return to the All. An Experiential Metaphysical — Experience Is Divinity and Funny God Subsequent to these discoveries and their eventual postulations as theories, frameworks for understanding, and paradigms, came a further elaboration that involved a description of Reality as essentially Experience, with matter being metaphor for true existence — which was coincident with the findings of quantum physics and Idealistic and panentheistic perspectives of all times. This I did in Experience Is Divinity: Matter As Metaphor (2013). In it, I addressed the metaphysical basis of reality.
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Additionally, this feeling of underlying desperation keeps us in a fear which has us forever gauging our resources and the satisfaction of our wants and desires. In the extreme, we say someone is fixated on money or is someone who is like Donald Trump (lol). And this keeps us unable to enjoy the other aspects of life or to live in, appreciate, and take pleasure in the present ... meaning it keeps us from enjoying our life, really. We might have scrapped and fought to be able to afford fine steaks and expensive foods but be unable to truly taste them, largely because of this distracting fever with its focus on future gain to offset essentially imaginary dire insufficiencies of means. Another way of putting it is that this hellish template of insufficiency keeps us trapped in acting out of its pain grids rather than being able to move and behave in our life and make choices out of what will actually make us happy, which is our joy grids of early womb life. Living in the present and community belongingness and socialism would represent bringing forth our joy grids, and thus be the basis of our happiness. However because of this template of deprivation and fear, many of us cannot let ourselves have that ease and pleasure ... or any for that matter. It contributes as well to submissive and sycophantic behavior. For out of this fear of dire deprivation we will allow ourselves to succumb to the wishes and desires of higher ups, hoping that they will then take care… PROLOGUE: PRIMAL PSYCHOLOGY, FARTHER REACHES OF EXPERIENCE Page 64
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However, this process of forgetting, as I called it — this “descent” through the four falls from grace, which creates a person’s ego — is essentially a neurotic one. It is neurotic, because it is essentially maladaptive and self-destructive and creates an unreal self (using Janov’s term) which is inauthentic and which ultimately desires its own revolution or destruction in a spiritual process of re-membering and which inevitably, whether in one lifetime or many, brings that about. It is neurotic also in that it is a derailment of one’s healthy unfolding of personality and a deflection of that natural process onto substitute pathways. Which alternate pathways are, for the person, ever more inauthentic, increasingly more self-sabotaging, and pathetically more trivial, at each stage of descent from “grace.” As I put it, the end result of the neurotic process of diminishment of consciousness through the four falls from grace which creates the Ego and is responsible for the much talked about “ego strength” proposed by Ego psychologists ... the end result of all this was an insensitive sort — the kitty-drowners and butterfly-mashers of the world. I feel pretty sure I do not need to define that sort of personality for you. 3. THE FARTHER REACHES OF HUMAN EXPERIENCE Page 39
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